I have ADD too and I find it pretty difficult at times to plan meals, be prepared, and follow plans etc.
Being overweight makes me feel worthless, unattractive, unsuccessful, like a failure. I am currently waiting to start work (just finished university for nursing, had to wait for my license before actually starting work) so I have been home for the last 8 weeks doing nothing. I thought these weeks would be filled with weight loss success but its awful. I am so bored and broke, have been eating out of boredom and have been avoiding going out in public because I have gained 15lbs back since August when I was only half way to my goal so now all the clothes I bought in the spring are too tight.
I just feel awful and don't know why I keep getting to to 167-170 and then I hit the wall and start gaining again...this is the second or third time I had gotten to this weight and then get back to 185...
I am really trying to refocus now because my husband I want to start a family, but I don't want to get pregnant and gain a ton of weight before I even have met my goal weight. I don't want to be an overweight pregnant woman and have people look at me and wonder if I am pregnant or just fat..I want to be healthy for my future family, I don't want my children to grow up as an overweight child and be bullied and have low self esteem like I do...
So overall, the extra weight makes me feel like s***
