dragonlover
New member
Once upon a time I was a very active member of this site and loved to log on everyday to receive encouragement and chat with people! Then somehow I got lost on my path to skinniness! It may have been that shortcut I took thru a sea of stress filled with cookies and deep fried foods or maybe it was that little switchback trail I found that included seclusion and large amounts of home made ice cream! However it happened I got well and truly LOST! After working so long to lose a lovely 50 pounds I managed to gain 38 of it back in less than 4 months.
Depressing isn't it!
I am tired of having a second closet full of clothes I want to be wearing but can't fit in to! I am tired of being tired! I am tired of not liking what I see in the mirror! I am tired of not being able to keep up with my kids. I am so over it all!
So I am hoping that I can find my way back down that path! Back to the skinny girl I was before 5 kids, a house, a stressful job, and life itself got in the way! I can see her and wow she is stunning!
I will use this diary to ramble on about my journey and all the obstacles that will try and bar my way and hopefully find the encouragement I am lacking right now! My journey has started out slow but steady and that is how I hope it stays!
Christmas morning weight 238
January 26th weight 228
Depressing isn't it!
I am tired of having a second closet full of clothes I want to be wearing but can't fit in to! I am tired of being tired! I am tired of not liking what I see in the mirror! I am tired of not being able to keep up with my kids. I am so over it all!
So I am hoping that I can find my way back down that path! Back to the skinny girl I was before 5 kids, a house, a stressful job, and life itself got in the way! I can see her and wow she is stunning!
I will use this diary to ramble on about my journey and all the obstacles that will try and bar my way and hopefully find the encouragement I am lacking right now! My journey has started out slow but steady and that is how I hope it stays!
Christmas morning weight 238
January 26th weight 228