smilemaker
New member
Hello everyone!! Well here I am again. I found myself on this forum several times for the past few weeks. Every night saying tomorrow is the day I begin my "lifestyle change". I see so many of you who have lost so much weight and yet gained so much from the process. I have been so motivated by all of you but just haven't found it in myself to give myself the urgent care that is needed. I was hit by a ton of bricks tonight when I took my before pictures and saw what I really looked like in a bra and shorts. There is no words to explain what I felt but pure disgust. I love myself and I want to love my body again. I've gained so much from having kids I felt completely ruined. Not anymore. I know I can change this. I can and I will. I weigh 198 pounds and am 5'5'' tall. I am 25 years old and would love to maybe have a partner in this journey. Someone who is wanting to send daily e-mails or updates with each other. I really believe that a friend with the same goal is my missing link to my weight loss success. We can motivate one another!!! No more procrastinating on loving life for me!! I look forward to meeting you all!!!! 
