Babysmallz
New member
ok so im not sure exactly what i should write. Actually i have been searching for a website like this for a long time, heres the thing im only 19 yrs old and i feel like im trapped in this body i mean im not really extremely overweight but still i have been stuggling with my weight since i was a baby and i did manage to loose a lot of weight my freshman year of highschool, but i still feel like i shouldn't look this way i should have more self control. I feel like this excess weight is holding me back from being happy and from living life, its to the point where i avoid going out with friends because im so self concious and it shouldn't be this way i mean im only 19 yrs old i should be living life to the fullest, and really all i want is to be happy with myself but i feel like i could never be happy being the weight i am now. So i guess it's time to take control of my life and put in the work in order to get to where i want to be, and im really exited about this website im really looking forward to talking and sharing my toughts with people facing the same struggles as me. Oh by the way i currently weight about 165 im 5'5 and a size 11 in jeans, my goal is to loose 30 pounds and go down to like a size 7-9 i mean i dont think i could ever be smaller than that because of my body type.
