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So, hello everyone.
I'm a seventeen year old girl from wherever. I'm currently 5'4" and about 190lbs. I'd like to get down to 130lbs by the end of July. That's about 12lbs a month... that's healthy, no?
I'm pretty dedicated once I set my mind to something. I'm just sort of in an emotional rut and trying to find every push I can.
I'm a little psycho and as soon as I get over one issue, there's another knocking at my door. My weight's the main thing now. I feel incredibly insecure and I'd love to lose this weight before I move on my own and start college this Sept. I think once I lose the weight I can shed a lot of my inhibitions and insecurities and I'll be a more confident person overall.
I grew up in a place with a lot of issues and stuff. My grandma used to feed me to compensate the things she'd thought I'd be going through. I learned that food was comfort. I have an addictive personality anyway and began to eat as an escape the same way others drink, smoke, watch TV, whatever; you understand, I'm sure.
Gotta stop that. I need to get a handle on it.
The numbers on the scale make me seem bigger than I am, though. Overweight as I may be, I've never been too much bigger than my peers. I told myself that if it ever reached the point where I was the fattest girl in any given situation, I'd fix it. From my age of about 15 until recently, I was always the second-to-fattest girl in the class. Before that I was just kind of chubby. As a child, though, I was apparently "too skinny." Dunno what happened.
This year, I feel like a buffalo. :-/
I walk the halls and the only thing that goes through my mind is how jealous I am of all the girls with enough self-control to be a healthy weight.
I'll get there, I guess. Just need some support.
English isn't really my first language so sorry if I'm incoherent from time-to-time.
Hope you're all doing well. I lurked this place for a bit and you seem like a terrific bunch of people! Take care of yourselves!
Thank You,
J
So, hello everyone.
I'm a seventeen year old girl from wherever. I'm currently 5'4" and about 190lbs. I'd like to get down to 130lbs by the end of July. That's about 12lbs a month... that's healthy, no?
I'm pretty dedicated once I set my mind to something. I'm just sort of in an emotional rut and trying to find every push I can.
I'm a little psycho and as soon as I get over one issue, there's another knocking at my door. My weight's the main thing now. I feel incredibly insecure and I'd love to lose this weight before I move on my own and start college this Sept. I think once I lose the weight I can shed a lot of my inhibitions and insecurities and I'll be a more confident person overall.
I grew up in a place with a lot of issues and stuff. My grandma used to feed me to compensate the things she'd thought I'd be going through. I learned that food was comfort. I have an addictive personality anyway and began to eat as an escape the same way others drink, smoke, watch TV, whatever; you understand, I'm sure.
Gotta stop that. I need to get a handle on it.
The numbers on the scale make me seem bigger than I am, though. Overweight as I may be, I've never been too much bigger than my peers. I told myself that if it ever reached the point where I was the fattest girl in any given situation, I'd fix it. From my age of about 15 until recently, I was always the second-to-fattest girl in the class. Before that I was just kind of chubby. As a child, though, I was apparently "too skinny." Dunno what happened.
This year, I feel like a buffalo. :-/
I walk the halls and the only thing that goes through my mind is how jealous I am of all the girls with enough self-control to be a healthy weight.
I'll get there, I guess. Just need some support.
English isn't really my first language so sorry if I'm incoherent from time-to-time.
Hope you're all doing well. I lurked this place for a bit and you seem like a terrific bunch of people! Take care of yourselves!
Thank You,
J