Hi everyone.
Im on here to get some inspiration and support, i am the biggest iv ever been and i just feel like im the fattest, ugliest person alive, i feel so low.
im an emotional eater, some people drink, smoke, i dont i eat chocolate, lol. my weight gain has been gradual, over the past 5 years, and iv been aware of it, just not AS aware as i am now.
i was tiny about a size 10 (uk sizes) then my lifestyle changed, things went haywire and i just got fat, i hate the way i look but i find it so hard to diet, i dont know why, i try hard but i always give up, i think i set myself up to fail.
the straw that broke the camels back for me was not being able to take a pic for my facebook, every single one iv taken i look so unhappy and old, i just dont recognise the person who i am anymore, and it shocked me a bit, i just think how have i let myself hate who i am??? that probably makes no sense, but it does to me.
im determined to make a change, a big lifestyle change and lose the weight, iv weighed myself and am horrified to discover im 192 lb, im only 5'2 so i look like a beach ball, lol.
anyone who wants to join me, as a buddy or just so we can all support each other, please please do, it will be easier if we do it together.
Take care everyone x x
Fie
Im on here to get some inspiration and support, i am the biggest iv ever been and i just feel like im the fattest, ugliest person alive, i feel so low.
im an emotional eater, some people drink, smoke, i dont i eat chocolate, lol. my weight gain has been gradual, over the past 5 years, and iv been aware of it, just not AS aware as i am now.
i was tiny about a size 10 (uk sizes) then my lifestyle changed, things went haywire and i just got fat, i hate the way i look but i find it so hard to diet, i dont know why, i try hard but i always give up, i think i set myself up to fail.
the straw that broke the camels back for me was not being able to take a pic for my facebook, every single one iv taken i look so unhappy and old, i just dont recognise the person who i am anymore, and it shocked me a bit, i just think how have i let myself hate who i am??? that probably makes no sense, but it does to me.
im determined to make a change, a big lifestyle change and lose the weight, iv weighed myself and am horrified to discover im 192 lb, im only 5'2 so i look like a beach ball, lol.
anyone who wants to join me, as a buddy or just so we can all support each other, please please do, it will be easier if we do it together.
Take care everyone x x
Fie
