wlchampion07
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Hi, my name's Jason and I''m pretty much an exercise addict. I care a lot about my health and so I do what I can to maintain it. However, I get off track from time to time and I gain a lot of weight and lose my results. I get so angry with myself for not being strong enough to hold on to a good thing. It's so easy to begin (there isn't any bar that's been set) but when I lose my focus and slip up, It's almost impossible for me to get back on track and stay back on track (I constantly compare to prior progress and lose hope). It breaks my heart to have to go back to the same workout routine know that I taken steps backwards, when I was doing so... so well. I guess what I'm looking for from you guys is support. I can't get it from my family. They don't understand what I'm going through.
See, I'm bulimic. It stems from me feeling that I don't have any control of my life. Bulimia is why I gain so much weight when I get off track. I need to you all to tell me that when I not if, because I always do, slip up that going 200-400 calories over my caloric allotment (1300 calories/daily) won't make me fat, and doesn't warrant giving up on all my hard work that diet and exercise really are. I binge so badly when I make one little mistake. For instance, the thing that triggered my last fallout was the risk of not being able to exercise for a particular day. I panicked and I binged. Please you guys. I want this to be the last time I ever feel this way, fat and worthless. This has to work, this has to last. I don't have the will power to keep it together on my own. I'm asking for help, I'm begging for support.
I'm starting tomorrow. I'm shooting for breakfast, lunch, and dinner of no more than 400 calories each. When I get home from school, I'm going to have dinner before my Billy's Bootcamp: Basic Training workout dvd. That way I'll have something in my stomach. I'm getting excited just thinking about it. I'll visit these forums daily, I swear. Please support me, and I won't fail. I just can't do it alone.
BTW: I'm 17, in the 11th grade, and I'm from North Carolina.
See, I'm bulimic. It stems from me feeling that I don't have any control of my life. Bulimia is why I gain so much weight when I get off track. I need to you all to tell me that when I not if, because I always do, slip up that going 200-400 calories over my caloric allotment (1300 calories/daily) won't make me fat, and doesn't warrant giving up on all my hard work that diet and exercise really are. I binge so badly when I make one little mistake. For instance, the thing that triggered my last fallout was the risk of not being able to exercise for a particular day. I panicked and I binged. Please you guys. I want this to be the last time I ever feel this way, fat and worthless. This has to work, this has to last. I don't have the will power to keep it together on my own. I'm asking for help, I'm begging for support.
I'm starting tomorrow. I'm shooting for breakfast, lunch, and dinner of no more than 400 calories each. When I get home from school, I'm going to have dinner before my Billy's Bootcamp: Basic Training workout dvd. That way I'll have something in my stomach. I'm getting excited just thinking about it. I'll visit these forums daily, I swear. Please support me, and I won't fail. I just can't do it alone.
BTW: I'm 17, in the 11th grade, and I'm from North Carolina.
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