fatxkat
New member
Hello, my name is Kat. A lot of people seem to think the "fatxkat" thing is too negative and hard on myself. I first used the name "fatxkat" on YouTube when I filmed a Chris Farley-inspired dance video flailing my fat around. At that point I had already lost 20 lbs, so at 5'1" and 176 lbs I felt like the sexiest, skinniest thing in the world!
That was about a year ago, though, and the initial weight loss (which I lost on a program called The Fitness Model) euphoria has sort of faded. I did manage to get down to 160 and I've kept it off this whole time (which is an accomplishment I suppose... I just don't really feel that great about it anymore), but I'm still not thin, which is my goal.
Plus, I'm super lazy and I never want to do anything... I don't even want to start up this program again.
I was just thinking last night about how great I felt every day when I exercised and how happy I was, and how much fun I had posting in my live journal and talking to all my weight-loss-journey friends.
This time I'm going all the way, baby. No year-long "breaks" for me! xD
Wow that was way longer than I initially intended. o_o;
That was about a year ago, though, and the initial weight loss (which I lost on a program called The Fitness Model) euphoria has sort of faded. I did manage to get down to 160 and I've kept it off this whole time (which is an accomplishment I suppose... I just don't really feel that great about it anymore), but I'm still not thin, which is my goal.
Plus, I'm super lazy and I never want to do anything... I don't even want to start up this program again.
I was just thinking last night about how great I felt every day when I exercised and how happy I was, and how much fun I had posting in my live journal and talking to all my weight-loss-journey friends.This time I'm going all the way, baby. No year-long "breaks" for me! xD
Wow that was way longer than I initially intended. o_o;