You know... I'm sitting here trying to figure out what to say to introduce myself to this community and I'm struggling.
It seems we're all here for varying degrees of the same reason.... We want to improve ourselves and live better... right!?
So.. my story...
I turned 43 in March.
I am a mom - 2 offspring.
I'm a sales engineer by profession with the Evil Empire.
I have struggled with weight and with what John Q Public Media thinks women should look like since I understood that my build/body/life didn't fit the norm.
I used food to hide because hey... I wasn't "acceptable" so why bother..right!?
How many others have been down this road...& some are still on this journey
However, that mindset had to come to a screeching grinding halt for several reasons; mainly because my body was starting to shut down and FINALLY retaliate for me being such an idiot.
Due to poor eating habits, birth control drugs, and just being a lazy ass, I had ballooned up to 300 pounds and was on the verge of being the cause of a funeral my children really did not need.
So, at 38, I had the gastric bypass/rouen-y procedure done because I HAD good solid reasons to live.. kids, family.. bills (haha)... and in a year, dropped 150 lbs.
During that time, my entire mindset about food changed. It went from being a luxury item to hide behind to a tool; a necessity to sustain my body; and in fact, there are days/weeks when i really trulyly HATED to eat! - and I still go thru periods like that...
truly..
Skip to current.
So.. the weight loss.... YAY for the weight loss.. bad for the skin. It didn't have time to "shrink".. & now, 5 years post-op - and I'm back at not being happy with my looks (thanks again Mr John Q Public Media)... Imagine a cross between the Michelin Man & a sharpei dog..LOL and without the $30K for the surgeries to remove it all.
Plus, with a sedentary job, I've put back on 30-40lbs which just flat torqued my chain so I decided to change a few things:
Thing 1. I added running
Thing 2. I added weight training
Thing 3. I added WATER & MORE WATER
Thing 4. I modified my diet
Thing 5. I added supplements, & the vitamins & calcium my body needs
Thing 6. I added a COACH/TRAINER. Smartest move I've done yet!
Thing 7. I adopted the "SAVE YOURSELF FIRST" mindset - all else will follow
I am here now to continue this mind/body/soul journey, and who knows.. maybe one day our paths will cross and we can take part of this trip together
I'll eventually post before/after pics so you can see where I started to where I am now.
Thanks for letting me ramble...
neon
It seems we're all here for varying degrees of the same reason.... We want to improve ourselves and live better... right!?
So.. my story...
I turned 43 in March.
I am a mom - 2 offspring.
I'm a sales engineer by profession with the Evil Empire.
I have struggled with weight and with what John Q Public Media thinks women should look like since I understood that my build/body/life didn't fit the norm.
I used food to hide because hey... I wasn't "acceptable" so why bother..right!?
How many others have been down this road...& some are still on this journey
However, that mindset had to come to a screeching grinding halt for several reasons; mainly because my body was starting to shut down and FINALLY retaliate for me being such an idiot.
Due to poor eating habits, birth control drugs, and just being a lazy ass, I had ballooned up to 300 pounds and was on the verge of being the cause of a funeral my children really did not need.
So, at 38, I had the gastric bypass/rouen-y procedure done because I HAD good solid reasons to live.. kids, family.. bills (haha)... and in a year, dropped 150 lbs.
During that time, my entire mindset about food changed. It went from being a luxury item to hide behind to a tool; a necessity to sustain my body; and in fact, there are days/weeks when i really trulyly HATED to eat! - and I still go thru periods like that...
truly..
Skip to current.
So.. the weight loss.... YAY for the weight loss.. bad for the skin. It didn't have time to "shrink".. & now, 5 years post-op - and I'm back at not being happy with my looks (thanks again Mr John Q Public Media)... Imagine a cross between the Michelin Man & a sharpei dog..LOL and without the $30K for the surgeries to remove it all.
Plus, with a sedentary job, I've put back on 30-40lbs which just flat torqued my chain so I decided to change a few things:
Thing 1. I added running
Thing 2. I added weight training
Thing 3. I added WATER & MORE WATER
Thing 4. I modified my diet
Thing 5. I added supplements, & the vitamins & calcium my body needs
Thing 6. I added a COACH/TRAINER. Smartest move I've done yet!
Thing 7. I adopted the "SAVE YOURSELF FIRST" mindset - all else will follow
I am here now to continue this mind/body/soul journey, and who knows.. maybe one day our paths will cross and we can take part of this trip together
I'll eventually post before/after pics so you can see where I started to where I am now.
Thanks for letting me ramble...
neon