Hello everyone, I am starting my resolution a little late. There was a little hiccup in my weight loss start lol *cough* In-n-Out *cough* I am 21 years old, 6 ft tall, and a whopping 327.6 pounds! Which according to the guy at Herbalife is roughly 197 pounds of muscle, but he got that number from standing on this scale holding these two hand things attached to it. Anyways I have obviously "tried" to lose weight before, but I always just did it alone, with nobody to talk to or lean on and it never lasted more than a week maybe? I think if I were to keep a blog of it and be in a community of people with who are all there to help one another who have experienced weight loss then maybe I will be able to stick with it. I think being obese is a vicious cycle because you look at yourself in the mirror and feel bad so you go drown your sorrows in a nice big cheeseburger with fries and since you love the taste of things and cant make up your mind you maybe get two orders of fries too. Then you feel bad about it and rinse and repeat! Hopefully when I read more of the forums here I can learn to change my habits and mental view towards food. To get an idea of how bad it is, and how much I love to eat. More than a few times I have been torn between getting in n out burger or a chipotle burrito. One night I couldn't decide so I literally went to get both, went home and ate it all. The double double with fries and soda! AND a steak burrito! I am in a pretty dark place and on the fast track to those "My 600 lb life" documentaries on Netflix =0. I hope if I keep a journal here I can somewhat be held accountable to stick to living a healthier lifestyle. and work towards being healthy so I can get the girl of my dreams! LOL but more about that in my blog! My other goal as well is to get fit enough to join either the Marines or the Army (queue debate for those of you who have served in either branch).