Hangs head in shame....back again***Diary of Kaplooie***

:hurray: WooHoo for the Gym Time!

LMBO...I "morn" the loss of so many things I will no longer wear... I miss shorts...hahahaha...Been in capri's for so many summers now..

I wish they would make MORE choices for swim wear! I go to the men's section and find/buy the most colorful-tropical pair of trunks they have and then go find bikini or swim-tank top to match and then a swim t-shirt. I'm like the 1950's out there...:D Oh how I wish those ole timer bloomer things would come back in style for summer! :biggrinjester:
 
Alright, had a shitty weekend. Saturday particularly. Well, Saturday night. Sunday wasn't as bad as Saturday was but from now on I'm boycotting Saturdays, particularly the night time. Totally went off the rails on HALLOWEEN CANDY and not even at my own house, in secret eating sanctuary, I was at a friends house. OY!

On Sunday I bought a dishwasher...and I'm using it right now to do dishes and doing dishes WHILE interneting seems like it was a good investment already. I don't care if the dishes still have whole chunks of scum on them whey they are done (they do when the kiddo does them...).

Good news: I worked out today on my lunch break.
Bad news, tomorrow its going to blow 100mph here until Wednesday sometime. And I have a yard full of loose wood. *shakes head* So I'll be moving that all up against the house tonight and tying it down. That's probably going to burn some calories. Damn me for giving into the kiddo's summer dreams of a pallet club house.

Todays numbers:
B: Breve, homemade three shots of coffee + half and half + SF vanilla
L: Nothing, I went to the gym.
D: Large salad with kale, cucumber, carrots, lettuce (three kinds), balsamic dressing (homemade), feta cheese and baked chicken thighs.
S: None
Water: a lot, lost count because I was indiscriminately refilling my bottle at the gym and at work.

I did not weigh myself today. I think I'm going to make Wednesdays my weigh in day. I am one of those people who very rarely weight. I hate the scale. I prefer to base my success on something less finicky. But there have been times when I've been obsessed with the scale, weighing every single day and it would make or break my day. So I have to find a happy medium. I think a forced once a week weighing is probably the answer, so at least I know in what direction I'm going and can celebrate successes. The scale definitely deserves some consistency.

Ick. The news is playing in the background right now. I have not heard a single positive thing through the whole newscast. They should change the name of it from "news" to "bad news."
 
Elections in Myanmar= good news :D
Bad week-end- pft- gone!
Weighing once a week only- me too. Good idea sweets xoxo
 
Ya, but the old military government basically made it impossible for the person who won the vote to actually take power by banning anyone with a foreign spouse or children from ruling. THAT'S NOT COOL.

Anyways. Today I am having an existential crisis. I just want to be done with the struggle of losing weight and being a normal size. I hate being fat. I hate being on a diet. I am being ridiculously moody today.
 
I know those days... I´d have the doctor put me in a coma until I reached my goal weight if that wouldn´t be so terribly unhealthy. You´re a realistic type of person though, so you´ll end up accepting that no amount of frustration is going to allow you to skip the hard work.
 
LOL LaMaria! I have stated almost the same thing before! Having liposuction everywhere and being placed in a spa to recover-fully drugged until pain went away. :D

kaplooie: BIG :hug2: I so relate! Now that I'm in my 40's it's so hard and comes off so slow! 10 years ago I'd already have 10 -12 lbs off so far with what I'm doing and all the fitness!
 
Not sleeping well, the wind is shaking the whole house and stuff if flying around outside (I'm worried about the windows on my house and car). We've been waiting for the big winds since late last night and they finally got here at 5am. School is cancelled and no way in hell am I going to work in this because I would have to drive over a bridge over a channel and that thing is a death trap in high wind. It'll be a lazy day inside. Maybe I'll dig some soup out of the freezer and heat it up for lunch later.
Yesterdays Food:
B: breve
L: Potato chips (home made, very thick and chewey and crunchy)
D: Large Salad, a few pieces of starburst
Booze, pint of beer with the BFF at the pub.
Water: a million gallons, I'll be up peeing all night.
DAMMIT I forgot to weigh myself when I got up. But I'm counting today and part of yesterday because I only slept for three hours before the wind woke me up and I started drinking coffee. Okay, I stepped on the scale, fully clothed, with coffee in me, TOM, and it was not a happy number. Up 7 lbs from the last time I weighed, first thing after waking up, butt naked after I peed. So, theres that, lol! These yoga pants must be really heavy. LOL!!
 
omg I just read ya'll comments, LaMa and Stacy, you two crack me up! Yes please to the coma! And lipo! The other night I was using an immersion blender on a liquid that was the consistency of this gravy and the noise it was making made me wonder if that's what liposuction sounded like. HA!!
 
TeeHee... ;) I'm sure it's similar! LOL

I need a boost though for real.. I need to check out the cost of a personal trainer and save for it!! Now, that can really happen! :)
 
Yesterday I did not leave the house at all. And I snacked all day. It was probably bad.
B: Breve with 4 shots of espresso!! I was up at 5am...
L" 1/2 cup of annies mac & cheese mixed with ~1/2 a can of peas
D: bread thin with either chicken or pork pulled (I found it in the freezer...hard to identify but good), feta cheese, steamed broccoli and cauliflower
Glass of red wine, I'm all out of drink passes for the week so this weekend isw going to be mighty dry!
Steps...only what I did around the house and I was not even wearing my fitbit. Grrrr...

Waiting for it to get light out so I can go survey the damage at all our properties from the storm. I didn't get any calls about anything, but I need to check anyways. My neighbors lost their roof, its scattered all over the neighborhood and a piece of the debris nearly took out my dining room window. Our other neighbors lost all the windows on one side of their house because gravel off of a gravel pile in the the lot next to theirs was thrown through them by the wind. Lot of cars with broken windows too. I think in all there were four roofs around town blown off. Our doghouse blew across the yard. We were very lucky.
 
That would have been fairly scary & is awful for those who have had so much damage done. It sounds like no-one was hurt luckily. Glad your place is OK KP xoC
 
Brrr! It was very windy here (says me on my bike) but thankfully nothing like that! Glad you´re ok.
 
So cold today...must find heat...
Woke up to a dumping of snow so off to work I went for snow removal duties. Took me the better part of two hours to shovel out our mall, office building and apartments and scatter ice melt (salt). And the office is freezing because there is not heat in it, just a little space heater.

I'm planning on working out tonight at the hot cardio room (its a cardio room above a pool and it is very warm up there, lol...best place in the winter. My friend has three young kids and my son is going to babysit the littlest one in the pool while we work out. And then we are going to take a nice hot dry sauna. Yay for that gym membership!!!!

Yesterday:
B: latte non fat, triple shot with sf hazelnut
L: wilted kale salad with bacon, feta and balsamic, antioxidant blend veggie steamer pack
D: pumpkin pie french toast and bacon (sooo good...but so baaaad).
snack, none
water, so much that I peed three times last night seriously disrupting my REM cycles.

I'm doing a little garage sale thing at the senior center tomorrow afternoon. Going to sell some stuff that I'd probably throw away or donate anyways, maybe I can make a few extra bucks. it's a multi-family thing so it should bring in a lot of people. it only costs $10 for a table. Also want to try to get my dog to the groomer tomorrow to get her nails clipped. She will not let me do it and she is 80lbs so if she's squirming there is no way it's happening.

Going to go run some errands for work and then work from home because I am freezing and its much warmer there.
 
Sounds like winter! Glad you´ve got some exercise plans in place. If exercise=warm=comfortable winter must be a lot more active and bearable:)
 
Good luck at the sale KP & good luck with keeping warm. I know that I would not cope with such a Winter! Were you born there? I often wonder why people live where the weather is so extreme, but I understand it if you are born there & your family is there. I am such a lover of light & Spring & Summer & such a sook in Winter. Brrr!
 
Cate: I was born in Seattle actually, but moved here when I was 8. My family is here, and from here, indigenous to the area.

I made $80 off of crap I didn't want anymore. In two hours, because I pretty much sold everything and then left early. Right now I'm trying to figure out how to get out of going out to the bar with a very forceful friend. She is texting me every few minutes and being really demanding and I'm going to turn my phone off. But She has to drive right by my house to go to the bar so I know she's going to stop by and try and drag me out. So I have the lights off and curtains drawn but the damn dog keeps pushing them open with her nose. And I can't lock the door because the kiddo is out with friends and will be heading home sometime between now and curfew. The reason I really don't want to go out is because my ex boyfriend Eric is in town and has been texting me all day and saying he is also going out and wants to see me. And I don't want to see him. He left me abruptly a few years ago when I was madly in love with him and totally broke me. And according to facebook he's engaged to someone who looks like she doesn't deserve for him to back peddle and try and hook up with an old flame. Not interested.

I need to clean my house big time tomorrow and catch up on my Nano word count. So the goal for the day is to get up early (another reason to NOT go to the bar), write in 30 minute increments and clean for 15 between. Then at 2pm go and work out, the cardio room at the pool and the sauna open from 2-5 tomorrow. And then I need to do a massive shopping trip, we are out of a lot of things at the house and I need to cook a big batch of something to last us the week. Anyways, off to write in diaries like a stalker ;)
 
I´m stalking right back at you! Rule number one when pushy people want you to go somewhere/do something you don´t want to: don´t give reasons. If your decision isn´t good enough for them, your reasons won´t be either so why bother? They´ll just keep searching for loopholes and then you´re stuck with them. Hope you got to stay home :grouphug:
 
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