jennylee
New member
Hey girls! Miss me?? I haven't been here since May, but i'm back because my wedding is in 2 1/5 months. Now let me explain my disappearance.
Well when I left I was looking fabulous, my finace got a new job and we moved towns. I got a full time job as a supervisor in a supermarket on the night shift and started walking 45minutes to work everyday, then I looked even more fab. When we moved I was under a bit of stress with the new job and moving and having a full time job for the first time in over a year, and I lost my appetite all together, I found it difficult to eat and often clean forgot about it all together. I lost bucket loads of weight and even had one friend (a male) tell me I was too skinny. I tended to agree with him.
In my twisted logic, I decided I don't need to eat healthy anymore because I'm not getting enough calores anyway. So I started eating junk food to make up for the fact that I wasn't eating much. Then my appetite came back, I increased the food I was eating but was still eating unhealthily. And the weight came back too. Now i'm still not as big as I use to be, but bigger than I would like. Summers coming up and so is my honeymoon. For the first time in my life I own a bikini and would like to wear it by Feburary.
I have been keeping a diary of what I've been eating for the last week, but really have not made any improvement. I just ate a bowl of chocolate icecream and was feeling guilty about it, then I remembered how much this webpage and its members helped me last time, so here I am girls!!
I can't wait to catch up with you all!
Well when I left I was looking fabulous, my finace got a new job and we moved towns. I got a full time job as a supervisor in a supermarket on the night shift and started walking 45minutes to work everyday, then I looked even more fab. When we moved I was under a bit of stress with the new job and moving and having a full time job for the first time in over a year, and I lost my appetite all together, I found it difficult to eat and often clean forgot about it all together. I lost bucket loads of weight and even had one friend (a male) tell me I was too skinny. I tended to agree with him.
In my twisted logic, I decided I don't need to eat healthy anymore because I'm not getting enough calores anyway. So I started eating junk food to make up for the fact that I wasn't eating much. Then my appetite came back, I increased the food I was eating but was still eating unhealthily. And the weight came back too. Now i'm still not as big as I use to be, but bigger than I would like. Summers coming up and so is my honeymoon. For the first time in my life I own a bikini and would like to wear it by Feburary.
I have been keeping a diary of what I've been eating for the last week, but really have not made any improvement. I just ate a bowl of chocolate icecream and was feeling guilty about it, then I remembered how much this webpage and its members helped me last time, so here I am girls!!
I can't wait to catch up with you all!
