I TOTALLY understand - I swear if I had a knife and I wouldn't bleed to death doing it, I would just cut off my stomach and be done with the dang thing...it just doesn't reflect who I am or who I want to look anymore...
In between is frustrating...I am right there with you![]()

*hugs* I know how you feel.. I just wish I could rip the fat off and throw it against the wall sometimes.