It's sad that I became a stranger to my own diary, my own goals.
But I have not given up. While I haven't been exercising as frequently as I did, I have been sticking to my diet.
I faced a bout with depression the last couple of weeks, feeling extremely ugly and unsatisfied with who I was. I was tempted to smash every single mirror in my house.
But I'm ready to get up, dust myself off, and continue on my journey, really fight for what I want, knowing that the weightloss in the end will be so worth every drop of sweat, every tear, every disappointment.
Thank you to all my supporters who read my diary and have cheered me on.
A big thanks especially to Karl for not giving up on me even when I was at my most hopeless. You are truly an amazing person, and I know that I could not do what I have already done without your support. We may be miles away, but you are always close to my heart.
I am ready again.