my name is sandy; and I agree there are lots of overweight people who are beautiful its just that my confidence just dies down when I gain weight..guess its just me...I know he does love me for who I am but being overweight makes me self conscious and I am just not the same person; I am not even the person I was; I think I have become a dull and boring person...because of this weight....and yet I dont do enough to get rid of it....![]()
Hopefully now only if I can be consistent every morning with it.......
i got about 5 minutes into the 30 day shred and was like OMGosh!!!
its mainly the pushups that kill me... i have no upperbody strength... x___X
Hey all,
I had a good weekend in terms of fun but horrible in terms of my diet; it was DH b'day and we spent fri, sat and sun celebrating...too much alchohol....
went to a yoga class y'day tried it for the first time; I always felt yoga would be boring but I kind of enjoyed it....
what the hell am I doing? I need to be more serious with my diet and get into the mode where I think and do thin.....this weekend when I put on my jeans and turned around to look into the mirror I could not believe what I saw; I looked disgusting; thats it; I decided no more making excuses of any kind; am going to follow my program 100% and get back to where I was....with winter gone I will not have anything to cover myself up with; atleast for now I had the long jackets and sweaters; but with the warm weather around the corner I will need to step out without them and then everything that I have been trying to hide will be visible; I got the taste of it this Saturday when the weather was gorgeous and you did not need a coat but I still wore one just because I had stuff to hide....can't go on no more............
aaawww honey
I wish I could wave a magic wand and make ya feel good about how you look...my ultimate goal weight is your weight right nowaaawww honeyI wish I could wave a magic wand and make ya feel good about how you look...my ultimate goal weight is your weight right nowLOL
You will get there, one day and step and meal at a time
Thanks Cinderally; I sure wish sometimes if there was only one wish I could ask god it would probably be to be skinny forever............but then I think why would I waste my wish on that when I could ask him for so many other better things...but then again being skinny seems like the answer to all my problems..i am going nuts i guess....time to go to bed...............
