Geti it off...stay off...

aw!!!thank you ladies!!!!I think it was the virus i caught that has left me feeling so drained.No energy at al.lfeeling soooo bored..nothing to do...just plain miserable....I am so hungry today.iwent on the scales iam 98,7 so at least thats something.i have such a long road to walk.i just hope i can manage it this time.
I think when things get back to normal waking up early getting mario to school ,just gettng my routine back i will feel better.I have taken down all christmas decorations and lights.i cant stand the festive atmosphere anymore!!!Probably thinking im a old grumpy thing arent you?probably right!xxxxx
 
Hi you grumpy young thing! You'll get your enthusiasm back Jess when you start to feel better xo Cate
 
feeling a little better....still a bit grumpy though.
nothing special to report as food goes.probably just maintaining.BUT i did do something small that suprisewd me andthats why i came on to tell .i am alone since G has gone to work tonight.ts nearly 1 am and i was about to make a cup of tea and see a movie...while waiting for the water to boil, i opened the cupboard and took out a small pack of double chocolate biscuits.i took them out and thought that of course im having them with tea...yummy!!!!!out of the blue i threw them in the cupboard again...no reason..its like i have a second person living in me.like i must be quick to put them back before the evil one makes me eat them....ij ust saved myself 490calories!!! i took the plain mini dry toast had them instead for 120 calories instead.
so for the first time i think i have hope ....
i actually opened the cupboard again looked at the small pack of biscuits and gave it a sad but victory smile.OMG I AM LOOSING IT!!!!!!!!!!:biggrinjester:
 
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Zwei Seelen wohnen, ach! in meiner Brust. Familiar territory, good on you for slamming the door on the evil twin!
 
Way to toss those "cookies" haha.

I have a feeling 2015 is going to be a good year for all of us! I haven't had the motivation in a long time and every day I see a little spark here and there.

I also was crazy sick over the holidays....it was horrible and Im still not 100% ...and its just hit the boys and hubby....so I am not sure if its about to leave soon or not. I hope you get your energy back soon and the plague never returns!

Hugs my dear!
 
ladies!im still here.still on the right road.it is so hard.i need to get over a certain point i think to feelthing are easier.ihave been eating good.no late dinner,no munchies,no desserts and stuff.but i have not lost anything more.i swear ihavent been bad.so reallyi think my eating is just maintainig.i decided after trying to ignore the fact,that ican only manage it with exercise.
i have searched peoples succes stories with diet only,looked at pics,done the math,and had to face the truth...i need to get moving...so i am trying zumba again.
got the dvd set exhilirate,today was my second lesson on the activate dvd (for anyone that knows it)only managed 34 minutes.maybe i had too much water?or maybe im just plain unfit,but i felt like throwing up.
my food today has been

breakfast 1 bowl of 4 tbls oats with skimmed milk, tiny bit of honeyand 6 raisns.a cereal bar.3 mini dry toasts.1 cup of coffee

lunch a bowl of PLIGOURI SALAD.i translated pligouri,it gives me GROATS.IS THAT CORRECT.?the salad was made of that with chopped tiny tomatoes,onion,parsley,grated carrot,lemon juice,olive oil and salt.
dinner will be tea and some dry mini toast.

i was searching on pinterest(ilove itso much!) and think im going to pre pack my lunches for 5 days a week.its easier for me to stay on track.i already many times grate my carrots and cabbage formy salads through the week.or have ready chopped lettuce in bowls in the fridge.so why not do that to veggies and chicken or fish???

anyway.im really hanging on here...im of to shower now.tonight at 9 the daddies of the football team marios is in , are having a tournament and its their 2nd game the winning team at the end of the tournament (maybe next month)are getting prizes!,its really silly to see these men in the field but its also fun.so its going to be a late night tonight.off i go lots of love to all!!!!!
 
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Planning & preparing your meals in advance is good Jess. You'll get better & better at Zumba as you get fitter. I would have to find a Seniors version I think! We're doing this sweetie. The weight will come off, but exercise, I'm sure, is a must. I have been too lazy & must get into it again! Sending you some Aussie love xoxo Cate
 
oh...it has been already 5 days since i last came on......
keping fine ontrack with my eating.todaywas my3rd day of zumba.i did the "rush"dvd,cause i didnt have time.it lasts 20 minutes,non stop.i only managed 14 minutes.thought if idont stop i'll pass out....very very unfit i am.:piggy:

i planed myl ast 3 meals so i have been eatingreallyclean.grilled chicken and salads,yoghurt,oats and all this time i havent had any diet coke!

just wanted to mention something thats happened!nothing to do with food.i really didnt think that something or someone can be jinxed .at leaSt i didnt belive it would happen to me but i truly belive now.i drove to a store 15 km from my home,to buy 2 big picture frames for my lounge wall i'm decorating.got them.drive back home ANOTHER 15 KM.next day i try to pick one up and it breaks.the wood of the frame snapped of.so i drive back 15 km to the store to change it.i get there and see there arent any more left in black.....:reddevil:
the woman says that the same store in another area has them but are redecorating the department where the frames are and all frames are in storage for the next 20 days:reddevil::reddevil:.so i take the frame with me thinking i can stick it together.then today i decide to take them both back AGAIN get my money back and go buy from ikea that is right across from ATHENS AIRPORT.i drove to the first store to get money back(again 15 km go and another 15 back) and them i drove to the airport another extra 40 km..................................:toetap05:
i get to ikea (wich i was informed had exact same ones two last ones infact they said) just to be told there was a mistake and they DONT HAVE ANY.................I begged the man to take the sample of the wall but my request was denied many times,i tried to beg different sellers also just in case...no luck though.
can you guess what happened next?well...we left ikea feeling really pissed off.as i turn to get on the main road i remember that behind ikea is a leroy merlin store!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and i found them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:hurray::hurray::hurray:
drive another 40 km home.got to the lady thats making me the fabric im putting in these damn frames and she hasnt got it ready...im really trying to keep my cool..so i wait over an hour.then FINALLY i get home make the first one put in on my new picture shelf but need the other to be complete.make the second and guess what...yes...the glass just broke..........................cracked right in the middle of the bloody frame................took it the glass shop and its going to cost me 25 euros as much as the frame did tos tart with...now tell me you dont belive in the EYE!!!!!!!!!plus i know whos jinxed me cause she was sooo pissed off that i didnt get the frames from her husband thats a carpenter....ireallystill cant belive that i went through all this for nothing.i decided not to be mad and really spoil the rest of my day.so i turned on some music ,nearlly passed out from zumba and trying to see the funny side of this.

oh well thats that for now.hope the frame doesnt fall on ourheads tonight!kisses to all xxx
 
Oh Jess! Poor you :D but it's a good thing you tried to laugh about it. Exercise is a good distraction. Hope the pictures will be worth all the effort , xoxoCate
 
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