About the 5K...
Well, I finished! And that's about the only good thing I have to say!
I did exactly what I knew NOT to do. I knew not to do it, and I did it anyway.
I ran into a couple of boot camp people, and they run 5Ks all the time. They're the type that always place in them and whatnot. Stupid, stupid me and my big head was determined to keep up with them. What a dumbass I was! I kept up with them for the first 2 miles (my fastest 2 miles ever!), but after that, my body was DONE. Just to give you an idea, we were done with the first 2 miles in about 16/17 minutes, and my heart rate was at a
207!!! I am just not ready for that kind of speed, and I knew it, but I was being so stubborn about it. An 8:15/8:30 mile for 3 miles is just too much for me to handle right now! That would put me finishing at around 25/26 minutes! Not for me, unfortunately. I'm more of a 10/11 minute mile kind of girl. So, after those first 2 miles, I had to do the unthinkable... I had to
walk.

That is the part that pisses me off more than anything. I DID NOT want to do that, but I just couldn't keep up. Even with walking, my heart rate was still in the 180/190 range. It eventually lowered, but it took a while. I am so mad at myself, because part of me still feels like I could have pushed that last mile out of me. I could have done it. I could have forced myself to continue. But I just didn't want to. It also makes me feel more out of shape than I thought I was.
GRR. I ended up at close to 35 minutes. Almost 3 minutes more than the first one I ran. And I'm almost 10 pounds lighter now than I was then!

I really feel like if I would have paced myself correctly, I could have finished (without walking) in the 32 range again and felt a whole lot better about the whole thing. Stupid, stupid me.
There's another one on my birthday (August 2). I'm a little scared of it, because it's a pretty hilly area. I'm not used to hills! But I think I am going to start training for it (ie: run longer distances on a daily basis), and hopefully that will help. I think that was another problem... I hadn't done a long distance run (5K is long in my mind!) in 2 months, and I even had a break from working out all together for about 3 weeks in those 2 months. Enough excuses.
At least I learned from my mistakes, I guess.
