Let me just say, Disciple, I agree that I do need to retrain my brain and I need to learn how to make the right choices. However, couldn't you say the same thing to someone who is addicted to drugs, " you have trained yourself to do heroin and you do it when you're in a week state of mind." (not an exact quote obviousely) People who are addicted know it, they just have a very hard time fixing the problem. And for me personally, I don't eat just to eat or when I'm in a bad mood or anything like that. I wake up thinking about food, I think about food all day, and I go to bed thinking about food. I have no doubt in my mind that I'm addicted to food, whether that's a real disorder or not I don't know. Thank you for your input, I do welcome all advice and comments. In this case I just disagree with some of your ideas.