Weight: 242.8 - Plateau #2, Day #27???
I put the question marks, because this is the first real sign in 3 weeks that I may actually be breaking out of this damned plateau. It's the lowest I've weighed since Feb. 20, and who knows -- maybe that was just a fluke.
So, I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
Steve advised me to make my weights day a surplus day (instead of my off day), but I just couldn't do it. The problem was, I didn't eat any junk food yesterday at all. I just didn't have an urge for it. I felt like a grazing cow all day, but the most I could manage to get down was 2,600 calories, which left me with an 800 calorie deficit for the day. I even ate 3/4 of a pound of salmon last night to try to get the calories up there.
When your RMR is around 2400 calories, and you use 1000 calories on exercise, it's hard to end up with a deficit -- unless you resort to junk food.
I'm finding that junk food of all kinds is less and less tempting. I used to have a "ritual" every Friday afternoon. I'd buy a big bag of Cheetos, pour myself a double scotch, and contemplate my week. (That's my only hard liquor drink of the week, though I do drink wine with most meals). The last couple of weeks, I look at that big bag of Cheetos, and all I see is 850 calories of junk, almost an entire workout. Somehow, it just takes the urge away.
Same thing happened a few days ago when Marlene convinced me we should be able to cheat on ice cream just once a month. So we went to Cold Stone, but this time I got the smallest serving, and it was just as satisfying as my medium servings were before.
I think that's one of the healthiest changes we can make -- we start looking at our food not just as gratification, but as fuel. You can't just say that to make it happen; you have to live it, day in and day out. Gradually, almost imperceptibly, your mind starts to evaluate everything you put into your body, and it has a definite effect on the pleasure centers of your brain. The junk food that used to be so satisfying before now does so much less for you.
That, by the way, is why I don't believe anymore in diets like Atkins. I've tried Atkins - twice. Both times, I lost 35 pounds. But then the idea of pasta and bread just overcame me, and the dam broke. Your brain on Atkins concentrates not on the overall quality of the fuel, but rather on its carbohydrate makeup. Since your body absolutely needs carbs, you are always at war with yourself on Atkins.
Energy balance is harder, that's for sure. You have to take your life into your own hands. There are no easy shortcuts. But the payoff is much bigger in the end, of that I'm utterly convinced.