be_gone_soon
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Well I had a good day ... My kids - well they were them usual selves but they didnt fight and got along well all day...My parents came over for Mother's day and we had Michelle (brazenlysasse) and her boyfriend join us for brunch - it was nice we ate well - laughed lots and visited - I even got my walk squuezed in 2.5 mile brisk walk...and a stop at the park and watched 3 freakin hours of Survivor - LOL...All in all I had a good day...I even have tomorrow off
- So tomorrow night we go to check out the office of one of the contracts we are deciding to take on...appearantly they are only 0ffering $750 a month for hte contract which is alot less than my boss was expecting so she is trying to decide if they are screwing her or what - we wont know till we see the space which we are doign tomorrow evening...
I feel very alive...full of life and happy - I havent felt this way for awhile...for a long time - I honestly feel liek I have nothign holdign me back and I also know that I will be ok and have this feelign that all will fall into place for me...
Being back ona positive track feels great - now just to get my weight issues under control - Im not loosing - I must be doign somethign wrong...Im not sure what I can do to change things - it must be my eating...I have started eatign 5 - 6 small meals a day and tryign to be more aware of protein - makign sure I eat it and get it through out the day and with my little meals...Im not sure what else I can do differntly or more...
I have been on the not losing road. Didn't feel I was doing anything wrong. So don't give up eventually it will give again!! Have a great day!!
I havent changed anythign - other than indulging a little more here and there everythign is still the same...I just have to heed my own advice and have faith it will come off eventually...
Thank you so much cannon for those nice sweeet words