so last night the whole 'just having a lean cuisine' thing didnt exactly happen. it was a friday night and i didnt feel like being alone, braedans up by the river with his folks so i called mum and we went for a walk on the beach. we sweated it out for 25 minutes, it was still so damn hot down there. then we had dinner at a cafe down there, we got thai beef salad and salt n pepper squid, then split it halfsies, was so yummy.
after that i went to my friend neville's place, he is the lovliest man, we've been really close ever since we met. the night we met (at a mutual friend's 21st) we flirted like crazy, couldnt be separated for the night, until i got a phone call saying my dog wasnt breathing properly... i rushed home (and to make a long, sad story short, we ended up getting her put down a few weeks after that) anyway nev was worried bout me and we went to catch up one night a couple of weeks after we met, jut movies at his place, and when i got there he was lying on the grass out the front, i asked what he was doing and he said his heart was beating really fast and he didnt know why. His heart didnt slow down and his sisters couldnt drive so i dropped him at the emergency room where they said his heart was beating at 260 beats/minute, all these alarms went off in the hospital, and medical staff came running down the hallway, they attached a bunch of stuff to him and gave him an injection to STOP his heart (like a reset button) while i stood terrified outside the room and then they monitored him well into the night, and i stayed by his side, talking to his parents (one of which was interstate, the other away on a holiday a couple of hours away) and 3 sisters, until about 2am when he left the hospital against medical advice and his mum had driven back from her holiday only to make sure nev was ok, then she drove back to her holiday THAT NIGHT?! i was mortified, so i refused to leave, told nev to set up the couch cause i wasnt leaving him at home when no-one there could drive incase something happened. nothing happened that night but he had it investigated and has since then had heart surgery and now seems to be in the clear
guess thats one way to solidify a friendship real damn fast. his dad still calls me 'nevs guardian angel', i didnt do much though. anyway, we had a number of DnMs since then, turns out he was questioning his sexuality when i first met him, he has since then come out and experienced the wonders of men, i cant blame him, i like men too
and i love chatting to him about his relationships because we have the same taste in men, dark hair, tall, broad shoulders, masculine, dominant
so we can go shopping and oogle at the same guys
we even kissed once (maybe twice?) on pubcrawl one night, it was the medical science pub crawl, i didnt know many people at the start of the night but by the end we were all chums, and i had kissed a few of them, but nev hit double digits, boys, girls, gay straight, everyone was sharing kisses, it was crazy!!
so all of that is completely unrelated to my weight loss but the jist is, me and nev are close, and we always have wine and snacks when we catch up, hence why yesterday hit the 2000 mark, not the 1500 as planned.
OH, and now for the important bit, i weighed in today and im 128.7kg
that means ive lost 1.6kg this week (just over 3.5lbs) i'm back under 130kg and under the BMI of 40!! i'm stoked!! i guess all this hard work pays off!!
now im only 3.8kg away from the 10kg mark, when ill take new photos
i dont feel like my clothes are loose yet, but i feel more energertic during the day which must be a good thing
working 11-2:30 today so meals will be a bit weird timing.
food:
breakfast: 2 eggs, corns, kabana and basil (450 cals)
brunch: 1/2 cup rice and some teriyaki chicken (200 cals) piece of kabana (100)
afternoon: diet dessert (130 cals)
dinner: 2 pieces battered fish, 9 hot chips (yes, i counted) coleslaw and tartare (850 cals) AND a bottle of moscato (400 cals)
TOTAL: 2130... not bad considering we had this fish and chip night planned for a while
