Exotic Diary

April, 2
2007

BODY:
12:30 -> 2 tofu burguers + salad + strawberrys = 450 kcal
18:30 -> milk (350ml) + fiber 1 (75g) = 330 kcal

Water: 0 L
Lost calories on exercise: 75

SOUL:
One of my college parteners really stress me out! She wants things her way but she really dont work, she likes laughing and playing while I'm working and nobody gets angry with her, only me... She looks very responsabile when talking to teachers and other partners but when it comes to work, she always want the easier thing, she doesnt work and what she does has poor quality... however she gets good grades because I do all the work and she just study for the exams with somebody else notes.. I'm so pissed out! When I look at her, I just want to scream "you're a stupid bitch!"... I've to work harder because she doesnt work and she is always complaining about classes and wtv... how does somebody who doesnt do a shit can complain about wtv??
This situation takes my inside peace away and I'm a worse person...
I don't know what to do about it...
:mad: :mad: :mad:

I'm more calm down now :) I though about what I want in my life and I found really good things.. so everything is ok..
"remember who you are and what you stand for, and there will always be a way"
 
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Sorry to hear about your friend driving you crazy! Some people are just like that. lol
This is my first time to your diary, but now that we're teammates, I'm sure I'll be by more often. Go Spring Flings!!!
 
hey! sorry to hear 'bout ur friend. have u tried talking to her? tell her how u feel. regardless of her, u do ur best & everything will fall into place. I'm a strong beleiver in karma. It will always catch up to our deeds.
 
I'm with Rashmi, Karma will find her.

I do know I feel MUCH better after a good venting session though ;)
 
Thank you so much girls... You're really a miracle group!

Today I realised I've to do my workout by morning cause at the end of the day I'm too tired and I can't put myself doing smt... This is the 3º day screwing my diet... I need someone to slap my face... I'm doing it right now!
 
don't be too hard on yourself exotic. You'll soon get used to your new routine and I also hope that your friend isn't getting you upset anymore. Maybe you should talk to her about how you're feeling.
 
funkyphantom said:
don't be too hard on yourself exotic. You'll soon get used to your new routine and I also hope that your friend isn't getting you upset anymore. Maybe you should talk to her about how you're feeling.
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Thank you for your support dear! Today I reentered the routine, I've just done my exercise and I'm not even tired! Morning rocks! And like it was said to me: best is to workout in the morning because our metabolism stays up for 16 hours :D

The day before yesterday I was thinking about life and I realised I dont need to work hard in college because I'm going to another college after that, It may sound hard, but it's perfect... I really wanted the course I'm taking now but it is very cientific and just about the body... I need smt for my soul.. Now that I've made this decision, I'm in peace... I wont stress out anymore because my life doesnt depend on this, so my partner cant piss me out anymore, I was with her and another friend yesterday working and she done nothing and I was perfectly ok with that... And I didnt work too much too.. just enough to do my part and help my other friend part... This one soon will realise how badly works the stupid girl and she will got pissed out because the work wont be done... and guess what? I'm not going to be there to do somebody's work... :D
 
hey exotic! glad to see that u are sounding so much more upbeat about ur college. I loved the bit where u said u want to do something for ur soul! thats so inspiring!
have a super thursday!
 
Are you a college student too? (I am!) Working with incompetent people is really frustrating, but sometimes there's nothing you can do. Just remember that sooner or later, all the slacking off will catch up to your partner. Karma and all that, just like everyone said.

Good job with the workouts! Keep it up! :)
 
Sorry, I'm just doing a drive-by today. I'm bogged down by studying. :( I hope you have a wonderful day! Take care.
 
Hi beautiful souls!
gosh... this easter was a DISASTER to my diet!!! *blushes*
I'm afraid of looking at my weight :eek:
So I guess I will just see it next monday!
It's good to be back though! I hope you're all ok! ***
 
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