Geovicsha
Active member
Diary 2.0
Part III of my Transformation*
Hi there, everyone! For those that don't know me, my name is Shannon and I am a 20 years old uni student from Australia. At the end of 2007, and at the age of 18, I made it my New Years Resolution to lose weight. So I started eating healthy, counting calories, going on power walks/jogs and keeping a diary on this very forum; by August 2008, I lost 25kg or so and most of my weight. Despite losing the weight, I have continued jogging more or less continuously since then to sustain mental health, self-image and to get out of my lethargic state.Part III of my Transformation*
But I've never felt completely satisfied; I have still felt fat underneath my clothes. I get compliments, but nobody has really ever seen me with my shirt off. Sometimes I'd like what I see in the mirror, but when I sit down or lean over, I still feel I have the man breasts, fat stomach, love-handles etc that I intended to rid of; this was not what I imagined when I first aimed to lose weight, no, not at all.
I posted a thread and got some real great help from Omega and KaraCooks. It turns out I have the skinny-fat syndrome; a limbo state where I have lost muscle mass and still have too much body fat, despite the healthy figure on the scale.
So, after being a bit anxious and apprehensive, I need to resort back to the basics: eat more healthy, start a diary, and counting calories - the idea of being strict seemed real hard, but at the same time it seemed "comfortable" to resort back to counting calories and knowing how many I'm eating.
And here is my second diary: it's real nostalgic to be returning to these early-mid 2008 habits, but also feels great to return. Maybe because I'm trying to gain muscle/reduce body fat rather than lose weight like the most of you, I should be posting on the muscle building side of fitness.com? I just feel more comfortable here; this is my home for fitness, although maybe later down the track I might seek that area for advice, I just feel much more comfortable to get help, comments and advice from you guys.
Anyway..
Goal: To escape the limbo, skinny-fat stage of my body and work my muscles and eventually build new muscles, therefore becoming comfortable in my own body. Significant progress by my 21st birthday: January 23rd, 2010.
Methods: Eat 2200 calories a day, give or take; try and eat 150g of protein a day; gym 3-4 times a day with a basic workout set out by Steve; reduce cardio - which sounds weird, but I need to do so to gain muscle - and be happy with doing so (limit to about once a week to keep fit); and regularly update this diary.
I wrote in my original diary: "Let the New Years Resolution be a success." And, although not to the extent I imagined it, it was. So I reiterate a similar message of determination:
Let anything I am determined to aim for be a success. 
* Part I of my Transformation was during 2008 to lose weight, Part II was during 2009 and was a private mental change and realisations (which will undoubtedly be ongoing), and Part III is what this diary is all about.

* Part I of my Transformation was during 2008 to lose weight, Part II was during 2009 and was a private mental change and realisations (which will undoubtedly be ongoing), and Part III is what this diary is all about.
