yaaay, i'm on page 3! well, i have got to tell ya that i feel great today, i called to work an hour late and it was the best decision of my day. it has made my day go by so much happier! two fold:
1) i got to stay in and cuddle w/ my boyfriend-who of course i have been giving a very hard time in the past week because he decided to join a fraternity. now i hate the fact that he joined one, but i am glad that he only did so to find new friends. he wasnt having a great social life-and now he has a wonderful one. but, i hate stupid fraternities-altho this one is the nerdiest one you can find. anyways, i have been starting fights with him recently-mostly because i dont get to see him as much as i used to, that's because he is pledging for these 3 months. (i hope i can make it!). but its not really that bad, because we spend each night together. but you know, a girl is still a girl and i am gunna have these annoyed feelings, my mistake is acting on them. god this quarter is gunna suck! if i never see another frat boy...
anyways, i jumped on the scale this morning and i think the water thing is working, because i am down to like 161. either is great cause even if i am losing water weight-that's the first to go! i am trying to keep my calories under 1200 and drink all the water i can, so hopefully by sunday i will b 160 lbs! almost at the threshold ! i think i just need to chill out a bit more about my eating, i think i obssess about it a bit 2 much...