'Ello

[Sprockd]

'Ello! I tend to answer to Sprockd, but sometimes I'll hear my heathen birth name...Keri Sue. I just turned 21.

I weigh 164 lbs, I used to weigh 120. I'm severly allergic to pretty much anything that has a scent. Olay tried to kill me several times. C= Shh..I'm not supposed to let on that I know. Anyways, a few years ago I had a really bad reaction and has dosed with two steriod shots so I could breath. Then the docotor put me on steriods for two months. I balloned up into my highest weight of 192.3lbs before I could control it. A few months ago I got down to 140 all by myself, but then suffered another set back with the silly steriods.

I'm trying to get to 130, and this time around I seem to have no energy or conviction to try. I think I lost hope, but I wish I hadn't. I am not satisfied with my weight. Or with my life. I don't know why I'm typing this really...I lost my one best friend this winter. She didn't die...she just stopped caring about me...I suppose some people view me as dispenseable. I'm not trying to make anyone pity me..I just need help on getting motivated again..to get myself back into that funny person I used to be. Eh..

Sorry for the downer! Cheerio!

 

[Michelley85]

Hello there Keri!

I hope you get some motivation here in the forum to get yourself going again. Great job on your loss this far! Sometimes I feel that just coming on here and reading all the great information helps keep me strong. There is a sort of "healthy air" to this forum and let's just breath it in.