Ednita's Diary ::.fRoM fLobbA fLOBbA tO hUbBa hUbBa!!.::

Yup!! actually my before pic (hope u see it some day lol) its with my bf he is overweight 2 and it was him who told me we should get in shape, he started first cuz I didn't stop the eating thing (its such a pleasure pffff hahaha) but he lost 8lbs and already looks great, then he stop smoking and he is a ver sporty guy, he plays football uh uh I wan't u all to see a pic!!! I was so slimm back then :( but still I want u to meet him and well the before I was fat me 2 lol!

well the thing is he got me on the inspiration mode :p
 
heheh work hard and lose that fat! i want to see yall together in pictures... slim and glowing... ^^ sounds amazing huh?!

gosh i just want to be slim!!! >=D this is such an important thing... i want to live a long happy life... and being chubby will cause problems when we are older.
 
yup I get u... we will get the hang of it :p eventually hahahaha
nah I really want to be a healthy girl 4 me 4 my relationship and even if some day I have children I want to give them a good example
 
[COLOR="Royal Blue"]thank u for thinking that of Ismael & me, he is an adorable guy with me and he treats me sooo nice ... I love him <3 and want to be active and sexy to him 2

I want to be an atractive mom 2! :p and well I don't want to get tired all the time with my babies..
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only two... but I want to have a looot of animals, by the way I forgot!!

I have 7 dogs, 4 cats, 4 perics, 2 turtles, an aquarium... & a loot of birds
 
hehe you do have a lot of animals^^ i love animals

and i want two children as well =D a boy and girl... lol i always think to myself that i want my family to be even... there are 5 people in my family... soo when we go to amusement parks somebody ends up by theirselves... D: but with 4 we have two pairs!!! ^^ =P
 
AngelicaHope said:
... there are 5 people in my family... soo when we go to amusement parks somebody ends up by theirselves... D: but with 4 we have two pairs!!! ^^ =P
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I get u! My mom is always saying that we are lucky cuz we are 4 and its eaven in parks, in restaurants 2, in hotel rooms when we go 4 vacations... so I want the same thing (boy & girl 2)
 
yeahhhh lol i really want my little boy and girl^^ and i want to play barbies with her and whatever little boys do...i want to do that too =P i cant wait to be a mommy =D
 
we'll look so good.. sexy moms and everything I can see us now :p

I want my babies 2, I would love a girl sooo much, but still I can't even buy a meal right now hahaha how will I feed a baby pfff, I need a wealthy husband lol
 
haha... me too... i need a sugar daddy... lol xD
did you do good with everything today edna?!?
i think i did well... another problem with my bf though D:
its okay now... lol =P
 
my new diet

Today I went to the Nutritionist, he told me that I need more calories on my diet pfff!! 1800 for starters!!he told me that all problems I've had with my diet (like cheating and eating extra things) are because of this so, I think I'll do as he says.

I really miss my boyfriend :( I knw it hasn't been long but I do miss him a lot, everybody is eating everything they see and the only one there 4 me was him sheesh :( well, still I want to do this, that is why I went with the nutritionist today cuz I got a friend to start the diet with me 2 hahaha... she is with me all day because we are partners in the clinics (Im the Dr. she is the assistant or all the way around) :p I'll try everything! I really dont want to give up my diet!!!
 
IM TIREEED!!!! I JUST WANT TO SEE SOME RESULTS :'( GEEESH! ..

I hate bad days... The nutritionist told me that I wasn't In the weight I belived so here I go again I'm 214 lbs... that just gave me a kick in the a$$!!! I got so mad :( I can't belive that , just backed me all the way to start and made my head go down ff/&%$·!!!
 
eDnIta said:
My name is Edna, I’m 23 years old, I’m going to graduate next year from dentistry FINALLY! now...about why I'm here:

For as long as I can remember I been told by my parents to eat everything on my plate, I’ve been in the kind of family where fat is healthy and I really have to say that plate was SOME PLATE! It was a big big plate with a loot of food on it, greasy, very salted... They would put bread, tortillas, cheese, salsa... etc. Around the table to eat with this dish, also we drank a lot of soda if not some extra sugary water.
I’m half Mexican half Lebanese and well i guess you know how popular we are with the food haha... :piggy:

I think one of my biggest issues with being obese is my father, when I was young he called me names, it didn’t bother me until I grew older and then he embarrassed me in public and he even permitted my brother to do it, (I was confused he wanted me to eat everything, we always went out for greasy, chunky food, he wanted me fat, what did I do wrong?) I cried a lot on those days, my father usually said that he made fun of me because maybe I’d be ashamed and loose some weight, with time (that would be from 18 to my 20’s so not that long ago) I learned how to fight back and somehow ignore him or make fun of him instead so he is kinda learning to shut up. Don’t take me wrong I love my father and he has given me everything except confidence...nor self esteem hehe..:(

My personality is this, I'm the fat girl who makes you laugh, the girl who hangs out with boys but never becomes their girlfriend, the one who has a beautiful face but she is fat (believe me I heard that 2 many times before), the one that goes out with friends but never gets picked by boys, the kind of girl that everyone will say shes tha bomb! that she is fun, outgoing, friendly... but still, the one who cries at night and thinks to herself "girl...you are a joke"

So the thing is I learned to stay fat, I think I’ve been hiding in my obesity for to long, its my safe zone, its my shell, but I need to be healthy, I need to grow up and build a new me, a person full of life, with self esteem and a bright future. :D

In a year I’ll be a dentist as I said, I want to look beautiful on my graduation day and I want THAT day to mark a new start in my life.

So, you are very welcome to read the pages I'll write every day (hopefully) in this diary, where I'll show everything I'll be doing to become this new girl. My diet, my calorie count, my problems in every day and well some jokes and silly things to! :rotflmao:

I'll see you around and thanks for reading...

-Edna

P.S. “Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending”...right?
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WOWWWWWWWW!! Ednita your life sounds just like mine... Omg I was reading your firstg page and I was like hold on who is this.. I would have to look back at your avatar to make sure.. But yeah my home was full of the huge plates with the food...and I've always been the coolest chick to hang with, ur face is pretty, all the boys were my friends.. I feel ya so much..

Don't worry like you say one step at a time you will do it by graduation day.That's in june right?? This place is amazing!!! It motivates and inspires to extremes..Anything you need feel free to talk.. I got open ears..
 
eDnIta said:
IM TIREEED!!!! I JUST WANT TO SEE SOME RESULTS :'( GEEESH! ..

I hate bad days... The nutritionist told me that I wasn't In the weight I belived so here I go again I'm 214 lbs... that just gave me a kick in the a$$!!! I got so mad :( I can't belive that , just backed me all the way to start and made my head go down ff/&%$·!!!
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good luck girl!!!!!!!! I go for my weigh in today.. It better not kick me in the ass I will be devastated.. well good luck on your journey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! at the end of the year I know we will all have succeeded... :party: :party:
 
awwww sweetie D: that sucks ... how is it that you were at a different weight than you thought you were???

it will get better... and its great you went to see the nutritionist! now you know exactly where you stand... hmm... 1800 sounds sooo high though lol =P
 
heyy! youve been doing such a godo job so far - dont let the new number on the scale make u go off track. keep doing waht youre doing and hte weight will drop off soon! :) keep up the awesome jobbbb and have a great weekend!!


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I want everything!

Ivette: U must knw how I feel hehe, I really want to get there, we must get there! aw tnx for posting :) I'm better now hehe I kind of noticed that its not how much it is 2 loose but that I'm determinate to get over with this. I'll be seeing you around :) nice 2 knw u :D

Angie: Hey girl :D!! yup he said 1800 cal just 4 this week next week he'll make me go 1600 and so on, until I get to the cal I should be getting for my age and weight, he told me that if I started at what I need it would be to hard on me and I would leave the diet so he wants me to go slow. I also said that maybe it was 2 much but he made me realize that I was consuming more than 2500 cal so whats the big rush? hehe

Lux: oh yeah, that scale won't be getting me for a long time hahaha, I'm better now as I told Ivette, its not the number its the determination :p hehehe tnx 4 posting on my page!! :) hope I can see u here writing again :)

I do love this forum... when I'm down I knw that u all get me! :grouphug:
 
WHAT WOULD I GIVE 4 A CIG!!! :sifone::sifone::sifone:


hahaha... can't quit so hard on those! ok I left the booze, no more martinis no more cosmos.. but my cigs? sheesh! I could go now and smoke a couple :leaving:

Noooooooooooooot healthy... so I'm getting a hit on my desperation here !! I WOON'T!

My report :p

Breakfst:
2 eggs (one yoke only)
half a tomatoe
1/4 onion
1 bread

Lunch:
meat (measured)
a lot of lettuce
baby tomatoes
baby carrots

Snack:
cucumber with lemon and chilli powder

Dinner:
All my allowed fruits of the day (I have to learn how to distribute those along the day!)


TOTAL: 1670 .. I'm not that good on my 1800 diet hahaha!
 
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