Down to my sexxy weight

I am holding strong its been a day now but I feel soo much better. i was sooo eating just to eat and now I am eating when I need to. I just hate my job sooo much and am not happy there and want to move back home. My only outlet at times is food and I have to stop if i want to continue in my weight loss.
 
I am feeling a lot better. I have been sticking to the program and my diet and feel really good about almost being on my way to a healthy weight loss mind set. I have a friend coming next weekend and I am happy because I want her to see how much weight I have lost first hand. :)
 
Well today has been a great day!!!!! I went out for dinner and managed not to have desert. Actually I had an apple which was better than cookie brownies. I am sooo proud. I am trying not to let work get me down and am trying to put some studying into my agenda, because I have to get ready for the LSAT and I want to have a perfect score. I plan to take it in September so I need at least 5 hours of study time a week just to get myself warmed up. I am also counting down the days until my bestfriend comes to visit and also until my parents come to visit. I cannot wait!!!!! I hope you all are doing well and sticking with it.
 
I love my study time, one less place that involves eating and personal problems.

I'm glad you had a good day and I like the choice you made with the apple. small steps - big results :)
 
Thank You change for life I am working as hard as I can. I have my weigh in in the morning and I am a bit scared also I am going home this week and hope that the food there cannot get me off of my track.
 
Thanks so much Katie!!!! I lost 2 pounds and could not be happier. I love weighing in on Mondays because it keeps me focused and lets me know right away that if I weigh in less than I was the following week that I can't mess it up and that if I weigh in more that I have to be strict as hell with my points. LOL. I am stillvery nervous about going home and seeing everyone and still sticking to my program. I hope that I can. Have a great day everyone and stick to it.
 
Studying for the LSAT's I had a really tough eating day yeasterday and am sure that I have gained like 10 pounds. LOL. Very sad. I have got to find a way to stick to my diet and study for this test. I seem to get the urge to eat when I am studying. I like 20 pieces of chocolate yeasterday and to make things worse I go home to my very loving, but very controling parents on Friday. I told my dad that I did not want to be picked up from the airport by him and that I wanted to go and meet freinds instead, but that is not going to be the case according to my mom (who is my best friend) I will be home in time for dinner and if they have no other plans for me I can go out with my friends. I would like to just mention that I am 24 years old and live on my own!!!!!!
 
Just been maintaining have not gained or lost which sucks. But it is all my fault because i am really just eating like a pig. I have to find a better way to deal with the stress of studying for the LSAT's. so yea I had a great visit home my parents especially my mom tried over and over to feed me too much and I didnt like it. She eats very little, but packs it on my plate or my dads i think it is just so that she can be the smallest person in the family. Both my father and I have weight management problems (I am adopted, but it doesn't seem to matter. My dad and I have soo much in common its almost like he is my biological father). Well I am off to walk the dog and burn some calories and then work and then the dentist and then to vote and then to study lol. have a great day.
 
Well,
I can only write every once in a while now because of all of the studying, but I am doing well. My plan is to get totally back on track this week. I am hoping that I can lose my last 11 before Christmas!?!?!
 
Well I had a better eating day yeasterday and am hoping that today will be even better because I am going to start working out again after school. I am also packing a very light breakfast/lunch because I seem to be unable to resist the fries in the cafe and if I must have them I must not have anything else for lunch and a very light breakfast. LOL Weight Watchers for life!!!!!!
 
Still fighting the fries, but I have also been trying to do a mile a day for this week and hope to go up a bit in my exercise routine. I really want to reach my goal weight before Christmas. I am not going home....but really the weight loss is just for me. I am soo close I can taste it. I am trying to get some veggies pre cut so that I can have them when I am studying. Well I will be on the boards hard on Sunday.
 
Wow your doing really great! I haven't been by your diary in a while, and I just wanted to stop in to see how things were going for you. Keep up the good work. Your almost there!
 
I am the same weight as I have been for the last 3 weeks. :) I am running again so I am hoping that will help with the last 11 pounds. I have worked so hard for this and so long I am just so ready for it to be over. LOL. I am ready to be ok when I look in the mirror or when its hot outside I really want to be able to wear shorts or a swim suit and not have to worry about if I look like a man or not.LOL.
 
I can totally understand what your saying about the shorts and swimsuits. I'd love to be able to wear that kind of stuff during the summer and not have to worry about whether my "pudgy's" showing. Lol. Keep it up girl. Your almost there.
 
It's been such a long time. Where should I start.....well I have lost 2 pounds and I am still alive. I reached a point where I was feeling really good with my weight and was not sure if I had reached goal (within myself) or if I wanted to continue losing so that I could reach the initial goal that I set for myself last year. Well I went back and forth and now I am sure that I want to reach the goal that I set for myself last year. There are things that I want to do like wear nice clothes without feeling ashamed of my shape in the least. I think that if I have a chance to lose weight and to get to a size where I am totally comfy in my own skin, then I should do it. So I am back on track with my diet. Counting my points, getting enough fruits and veggies and I am starting (slowly) to exercise more. I usually over do it and run way too much, but I am trying to take that slow. Well I hope all is well with everyone else and I will be around to other diaries at some point today.
 
Still holding onto the same weight on the scale. LOL. But I am happy and I think that laughter will help me lose at least a pound bf. Christmas.
 
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