Diary Of A Fatman

heavyman26

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I started going to the gym and dieting in April. When I began I weighed in at 236 pounds which is obese for a guy who is 5'6. Since then I have lost 24 pounds and have a long way to go yet but I feel really good. My goal weight is to reach the 170 range. I have tried dieting before and always fell off track because I worried so much about how other people perceive me. Since I started doing this for me and me only I have managed to discipline myself and stick with it so far. I think learning to love yourself is an important factor in acheiving sucess. I have changed everything and im really strict. This is only the beginning and I have a long ways to go but the truth is I worked my butt off to lose that 24 pounds.


I no longer eat meat or drink any soda at all and actually take the time to read the ingredients in everything that I eat. I drink a lot of decafinated green tea too which I think helps with weight loss. Being a vegetarian means I had to learn how to cook. I can't ever order fast food like I used to. I load up on healthy stuff like spinach, brocolli, low fat cream of mushroom soup, beans, peppers. I can turn anything healthy into a hot meal. Sometimes I make chili, home made pizzas with low fat cheese, and for lunch I like to have a whole wheat wrap stuffed with raw vegetables. When I feel like I really need something I allow myself a veggie burger. One of my veggie burgers only contains 20 more calories than a Mcdonalds salad so thats pretty good.


For me the hardest part was not even the intense cardio workouts at the gym but just learning how to eat moderate portions and not to eat food late at night. I felt like giving up on late night eating was so difficult that it was just as bad if not worse than when I quit smoking. I was a smoker for 12 years but thats a side issue. The really odd time when I feel like if I don't have potato chips it is a matter of life or death il go pick up some baked lays. They don't have too much fat in them and aren't the same as regular chips but it is what it is. I don't think any potato chip is a wise choice but they only have like 12 percent saturated fats which beats the normal 30 or 40 percent.


I hope to someday be able to live a normal healthy lifestyle free from obesity and it's a process. I can always improve but I feel really good and noticed a big improvement in my fitness level. When I started using the elliptical machine I couldn't even last 15 minutes and now I can do 1 hour. My shirts aren't fitting tight anymore and my jeans are starting to fall off so thats a good thing I guess. Looks like pretty soon I will have to buy myself new clothes.
 
wow. congrats. This is the kind of story I like to hear. Smart eating, patience and success. Great work. You are an inspiration and keep up the good work.
 
Tuesday July 17 2012


I was coming back from the gym today and some kid was riding his bike by me. He looked at me with a smirk and acted like come on buddy u wanna take me on. Little things like this happen to me sometimes. Without my confidence I fall off track so I try not to have negative people like that in my life but sometimes it is inevitable. I still feel good from a hard workout but after that little confrontation I can't help but feel disgusted with what our generation has become.


It's not that I don't have backbone, it is that I am trying to change my entire outlook on life. I believe you should respect everybody and practice good morals but maybe im too nice for my own good. Anyways, a person like that is really the weak one not me. I never believed in myself growing up because bullies like that always told me I was never any good. I don't feel sorry for myself and im not gonna let punks like that throw me off my training. I am at least doing well with my weight loss but im still working on this me vs the world attitude. I really want to be humble and I try.
 
Friday July 20th



Feeling great today. I am the lowest I have ever been since I was a little kid so it feels nice to have lost all of that. I keep pushing myself harder and im not gonna quit. I am really tempted to have a few beers but I can't do it this time. I gotta at least wait until I hit under the 200 range and then I will allow myself a reward. I have been so strict its crazy. So much hard work, but im proud to say im about half way towards my goal weight right now.


Sometimes I see a show on tv where a guy is pushing 600 pounds and can't even walk. By just being lazy sitting on the coach and eating junk food thats where I was headed. It is very important that I get healthy now because I know as you get older it only gets more difficult to lose. I will try to update again sometime next week.
 
Good for you!! Sounds like you have really changed your lifestyle to better and prolong your life. I'm very impressed and motivated to hear your story.


Best of luck! Keep us updated.
 
Tues July 31 2012


I have been hitting the gym 5 days a week. Im up before 5 am every morning and ready to go. I don't like working out when its busy so I try to hit the gym right when they open. I guess I have a hang up about it and I feel like Chris Farley in a Bally Total Fitness commercial working out around all these athletic people so I hit the gym early. I think it is easier that way anyways. I have been trying so hard it is ridiculous. I do some light weight lifting and one hour on the eliptical so by the time I leave the gym I feel like I have just been through war. I always go long intervals between both pushing and pulling to burn extra calories.


So my routine would be like this: pulling level 4 for four minutes, pulling level 8 for four minutes

pushing level 5 for five minutes, pushing level 10 for five minutes, pulling level 6 for six minutes,

pulling level 12 for six minutes, pushing level 7 for seven minutes, pushing level 14 for seven minutes

pulling level 8 for eight minutes, pulling level 16 for eight minutes



This has been working well for me so far. I can't go any harder without killing myself. I burn a little over 600 calories during my hour and 15 minutes so this is my absolute best. I just look forward to being healthy one day and I know in order to get rid of all this fat ive gotta kick my own ass.
 
Keep it up, you're doing so well! I wish I was a morning person, it would be a great time for me to exercise, but mornings are so annoying to me!
 
August 29 2012



Just thought I would update my diary it has been a while. I think I went so hard at it that I broke down. I ended up being soo strict and went on a short term drinking binge. I never lost or gained any weight my body just stayed the same. Time to hit the gym again for 5 am and im back on my program. If I can just hit another 20 pound loss I would be good.
 
Ocotober 18 2012


It's been a while since I last posted. I currently reached my goal of hitting under the 200 pound range and it feels great. First things first, I allowed myself to have a little more and admit I was being a little too strict. I still eat healthy but still like to have a beer every once in a while. I am now 197 putting me at a 38 pound weight loss and the pounds will only continue to come off.


One important factor is despite any positive or negative feedback from other people I only live in the moment for myself and I don't care what anybody says about my weight. The way I see it if they are going to insult me they have some insecurities of their own and I am not going to beat myself up over ignorance. My 38 pound loss is great but not good enough to become comfortable with my current weight and work any less harder than I used to. I understand that this isn't a temporary thing.. if I don't want to be the fat guy anymore im going to have to eat healthy and exercise for the rest of my life and thats just the way it is.


I think that some people put their weight back on because they become too comfortable with with their progress and slip back into old habbits. It's a long process, but I look forward to the day where my rolls are gone. I look forward to the day where I can take my shirt off at the beach and not feel like a lard ass. I look forward to the day where I can actually start dating and not have women look at me like im a wide load. It's all a process and in time I will reach my goal. Currenty fat guy, future skinny guy.
 
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