Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Hi Val! Glad to hear your birthday party was fun and you maintained control on your celebrating! Good job!

Hope you are having a great Monday! :)
 
Curvie Girlie said:
AHhh, well, at my party I didn't have to "settle" at all!! Thank you kindly, Repmaster. Hey where did you hear that the rep system shall be banned? I don't mind either way, but this play money feature has been pleasing and fun while it lasted!
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Ok im prob gonna open a can of worms here and I will do it in your diary but I think I am ok b/c those of us that read your diary wont bat an eyelash at it...ZI presonally like the rep stuff - I love readign the messages I get left nad it is kinda cool seeing all the green bars and noticing the numbers go up...however - I think ppl that want it banned are those that have some rep numbers than other and feel they should have higher ones ya know due to whatever...Im hoping htat made sence - Im not naming names or anyhting but I think some of us here who have been here for a long time and are kinda forum "gods" LOL...are prob miffed b/c they have less than others and always had the most ya know...but Val I think it rocks that you have more than everyone else:D:D:D
 
I read the thread on rep and I see why some people don't like it. I don't make a big deal out of it. I just like to read the notes or know that somebody found something I said valuable. However, I agree with dropping the stars from the diaries. They're just silly.
 
Cannon 2006 said:
I read the thread on rep and I see why some people don't like it. I don't make a big deal out of it. I just like to read the notes or know that somebody found something I said valuable. However, I agree with dropping the stars from the diaries. They're just silly.
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Yup especially when ppl can take them away and mess with them and such - LOL...at first I thought the rep was stupid but I get alot of encouraging notes with my rep adn I like to read them and see them:)
 
That makes sense about the rep, I totally understand. I didn't try to get all this rep, it just happned and I noticed it happened the more I was there for people in their diaries, cheering them on--and I love the little notes and some people say the greatest things, like Felici told me "Nice people like you make the forum a great place" and I was surprised and pleased :)

Thank you Bethann!!!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
That makes sense about the rep, I totally understand. I didn't try to get all this rep, it just happned and I noticed it happened the more I was there for people in their diaries, cheering them on--and I love the little notes and some people say the greatest things, like Felici told me "Nice people like you make the forum a great place" and I was surprised and pleased :)
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And it is true Val - you are a great support and an excellent addition to this forum:D:D:D!!!
 
HEY VBF!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!!!:)

I missed you!! It sounds like your party ROCKED!! I'm so happy you had a great time and everyone showed up and you all partied hard, and you still didn't have a hangover!! EXCELLENT!! I toasted on Saturday, it was fantastic!! Let's hope you have many, many more in your future!!! How's the new place???? I'll check in on you later!!
Chow babes!
Kim
 
142.5 lbs this morning.

My party and b-day were bittersweet. I wanted to vent, but don't feel comfortable. Let's just say I'm lovesick, I'm clingy, near desparate. I can barely eat or sleep. I have to choke down food, which is amazing--only on drugs, years ago, did I have to do that!

The BF and I are "on", but this is the last straw. Things will never be the same, and it might be over in the next 2 months. We're no good for each other anymore, but we love each other with all our heart. And the sex is unbeatable.

My heart is breaking, even though we're not broken up. I have never, never had a broken heart before--I've never not wanted to move on from a man who wasn't working for me. This is all new. I'm like, crazy. :rofl:

But the only thing is I can barely eat, so it makes deficits too easy! Believe me, the terrible dreadful pain isn't worth the loss of appetite, but it does have to do with weightloss!

I'll get through this, but it's not easy, ok?
 
A broken heart sucks - boy does it ever and they are hard to heal...Val I already pmd you but girl live for now not tomororw or 2 months from now...
 
Thank you!!!:hug2:

Expect me to be up and down:rolleyes:

I talked to a dear male friend who is wise and intelligent and knows me better than my BF. He gave me clarity and I feel worlds better!

I hung out with the BF tonight, and we did it in our old room on the floor. It was funny and exciting, but really weird to me. He's acting weird, but I'm not going to concern myself with it, I have myself to take care of. Either way, he's Peter Pan, I'm Wendy. But Wendy's got to move on at some point.

On a completely different subject, look how nice and trim I looked on my birthday: (my goal was to be 135 lbs on my 25th b-day but I was 144 or so instead, and I'm OK with it!)







Even my back looked good to me!! The shirt is really flattering, whatever you do, ladies, always find clothing that's flattering!
 
The pain in my throat went away after I talked to my friend, but I still don't have my appetite. I reckon I ate very little, for me, but in my estimation I probably ate about 1600 calories, which is peanuts for me, but probably normal for a lot of you dieters. I don't know how you do it, without severe emotional stress! LOL! But I feel great tonight, I just hope I can maintain the serenity..........
 
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