Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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OK, i have to go--but I will soon post my art and you should too!

i draw, my best medium is charcoal and pastels, but I hope to paint eventually!!

OVER AND OUT!
 
Update

Today I am on my housemate's laptop. I watched my BF and his mom move his shit, I helped and also packed some of my own stuff. Us all rented an entire house; it's not like we're moving out of a room. We're responsible for this entire huge house and cleaning is going to be a bitch.

Problems The BF spilled so many beverages on the carpet it will most likely have to be replaced. The BF skate boarded on the front deck, scraping paint off and it will have to be re-painted. He never put any $$$ in the deposit. I put down $800. The housemates are worried their own deposit will be taken. So I need to convince him to pay a lot of money to get those things fixed. I hope he's compliant. He is living with his parents for a few months, so he won't have to pay rent. But his car troubles are perplexing him. He always insists he's not selfish, but he never cares about other people's things until it affects him. Good thing he's sweet and kind and nice to people!! :rolleyes:

Day 1; cramps and my whole lower back is swollen and painful. I had to have a few beers to feel better. I did Kickboe this morning for 1 & 1/2 hours, and with packing I feel I got a good workout in. Right now I'm about to drop off a carload at my new place and get ready for work, 6-10. Tomorrow I thought I had to work but I have the day off--PHEW!!

Stress going back up, unfortunately, when I think of how expensive this all is. On top of everything, we have to pay until the 23rd because we didn't know we had to give 30 days notice--the lease wasn't clear, then on pg 4 in snall print it mentioned that. So that's an extra $300 each, for a house no one will be living in. If property managment can get someone else in, that's cool.

OK I'm about to check out diaries
 
Theres nothing fun about moving! I understand that! If we end up having to move some day we'll be screwed, lol Half the carpets will probably need replaced!

I hope your b/c puts up the dough and helps out w/ repairs!!!

Take a nice long bubble bath and eat some chocolate! That always makes me feel better!!!

Heres to a good nights rest CG!
 
I would LOVE it if you posted your drawings. I might post some of my own if you post yours ;) I am not necessarily talented but I think that the quality of my paintings/drawings comes second to the way it makes me feel. I am working on a few at the moment as well. I hope that your bf takes responsibility for the repairs :hug2: I hope you've had a nice day Valerie!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
[:eek: Thanks, Sara. I feel guilty a lot about being on here wanting to go from a 22.9 BMI to a 21.1 BMI when lots of my girlfriends are hoping to even get to a 25 BMI--but I realize that when you gals get to the last 11 pounds, you'll still be on here, venting and chopping at the bit. And when you get to your goals, you'll probably still be on here maintaining like Cym and helping others out. :D
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You shouldnt feel guilty - you are here for the same reason as all of us - we dont question you or how you look or judge you - we support you the same way we support everyone else:D!!!

Curvie Girlie said:
"im such a mess. i think it's just cuz so many things are finally coming to pass, and i'm just freaked out by change. also, this shit with my car doesn't help either. im trying to shake it off, but damn, i just feel terrible. but im trying not to dwell on it. sigh. i don't know why im having trouble dealing with all this. i just know how much i love you, and im kicking my own ass for taking your presence for granted. i guess one really doesn't know what they have til it's gone, hmm? anyways, i love you, have a wonderful day sweetheart! "

I said,

"Please feel good today, Sweetheat!
I really don't want you to feel bad about what I'm thinking, but I have to get it out: a lot of my frustration and anger came from you being lazy about being my boyfriend. Still, relax, it won't be as bad as you think, Honey Bunny. The change will hopefully spur you into action, and you will most likely have a creative re-invention that will please you, make you feel better about yourself, and get you out of your stagnation. At least I truly wish that for you. And nothing is "gone," except our living situation, which didn't make both of us madly happy, I must say. I'll still be right here for you, my Love. I'm not going anywhere and we'll see each other often, you know! OK!?!? Have a good day."

Then he said,

"thank you. i know i was lazy about being your boyfriend. things have been rough. but yes, i love you so much, i don't know what i'd do without you. you love me so much, and support and encourage me... and do my laundry : ) and i just wanted you to know that i know i've been unappreciative of all you've done for me, and that i've been lazy, but i really feel like this refresher at my parents house will help to realign my goals and values. anyways, im swamped, love you!!!!!!!!!! "

HA! He admitted it!! I'm all sweetnesss to him, but inside I'm secretly triumphant--how often does a man admit shit like this?????
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Im glad he finally admitted it Val:hug2: :jump:

Curvie Girlie said:
Not to mention I wear a SIZE NINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:eek:

Sigh. I need to do my own feet, soon!:rolleyes:
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*AHEM*Clears throat LOUDLY - whats wrong with a 9 that is what I wear as well!!!

I also hate my feet beign touched - when I taught preschool I had to stop wearing nail polish b/c the kids wouldnt stop touching my toes to tell me how pretty they were..i really hate my feet and especially my toes beign touched!!!

Curvie Girlie said:
(oh my god at this exact moment in time I believe I have the "most rep" on WLF, but not certain :eek: )
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That is EXCELLENT good for you!!!

Curvie Girlie said:
OK, i have to go--but I will soon post my art and you should too!
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Definately post your art chicky poo!!! Im sorry it has been a cpl of days:)*PHEEEW* you have one of those dairies - I need to be hear daily even a cpl of times a day - LOL

OH SHIT!!! I forgot the b/f stuff - well he should totally pitch in and pay especially if it is his doings that is hindering the damage deposite
 
When you come visit I'll treat you to a pedicure. I guarantee you'll love it! Given that there's a nail salon on every block, it'll be hard to avoid.

Hope you get this move thing worked out all right.
 
i bet things are really stressful for you. try mantring to yourself: this too shall pass :) i hope your bf pays what he needs. it just wouldn't be fair to you and other roommates if he didn't.
how are preparations for you birthday going? did i mention i will spend your birthday accordingly by meeting my bf and having sex? :D:D
 
Hi, Val. Sorry about all the problems moving -- kind of goes with the territory, though. You always in your mind look at the transition as an expense free thing, except perhaps the rental of truck or something, and it always ends up way more than you planned.

Hope things start to smooth out today for you!
 
Hey hun! Good luck with the moving process. It can definitely be a pain in the ass! But once you get settled in your new place, you'll feel great. :)
 
TomO said:
Hi, Val. Sorry about all the problems moving -- kind of goes with the territory, though. You always in your mind look at the transition as an expense free thing, except perhaps the rental of truck or something, and it always ends up way more than you planned.

Hope things start to smooth out today for you!
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What TomO says is so true!! We have moving expences up the cazoo! And it stinks. Sorry you are having problems, I can relate!!:cry:
 
Happy Monday to you Curves!! I hope you got a lot done this weekend and that your in your new place and things are starting to come together!! The worst thing about sharing a place with others is getting everyone to pitch in at the end. That seems to be the time when they find other things to do and bail out! I hope that wasn't the case for you, as it seems there are a LOT of things to take care of in the old house. Man that carpet is going to cost a fortune, maybe you can get a good carpet cleaning service to come in and do a good steam clean for you, is that an option??? And I do think the person who scratch the deck up, should be the one painting it, that's for sure!! I'm sorry this is all falling on your shoulders, I hope it gets done quickly. Hang in there!! I'll stop by and check in later!
~HUGS~
Kim
 
Thanks everyone, for being so sweet to me during ths transition!!

:D :hug2: :D :hug2:​

Update:

Drumroll........

:D I rode my bike to work this morning!! :D​

9 miles, 35 minutes--most of it downhill. Man oh man am I NOT looking forward to going home. The ride was very foggy as I went through Soquel, past Cabrillo College, through Aptos Village and on my way to the beach community I work in.

Weight: 145.5 lbs this morning! Still bleeding....

The BF is all good on repairs! We moved the rest of my shit yesterday--no formal exercise but moving is hard work! Cleaning, too! More cleaning after work....I'm eating cereal and soy yogurt and drinking grapefruit juice. I have leftover Thai food for lunch. I'm totally sure I'll be able to lose the last pounds, if not 11, then at least 6 ;)

Will check on diaries later.....no internet at my house BUT I shall install a wireless card in my computer, because we have a network. OK!

Love, Valerie :)
 
Hi Val -- good for you on commuting to work on your bike! Hope you have a nice, safe route. And you're wearing a helmet, right?

You'll get used to those hills - eventually, LOL. Try to remember to "spin" instead of "mashing" all the time. Going 18 miles a day on your bike will definitely take some pounds off!
 
Hey Val, congrats on riding to work. I know that transition is a pain, but its good to see you and your bf doing so well through it. You are being very proactive with the weight and that makes a big difference.
 
newbride02 said:
Take a nice long bubble bath and eat some chocolate! That always makes me feel better!!!

Heres to a good nights rest CG!
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Thanks Korrie! I had chocolate Sunday morning, along with a delicious sandwich and some beer (and Midol), while I was moving--it all hit the spot, I tell ya!

lukewarm said:
I might post some of my own if you post yours ;) I am working on a few at the moment as well.I hope you've had a nice day Valerie!
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Thank you, Sweet Sara, I had a great day yesterday, and I will eventually post some drawings! I'm sure you're talented!!!

cinderelly said:
*AHEM*Clears throat LOUDLY - whats wrong with a 9 that is what I wear as well!!!
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ADDENDUM: THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH SIZE NINE FEET FOR WOMEN!!!!​
 
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