Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Miss Ladybug said:
Oh your kitty is so cute!! I do love cats and dogs......OH YEAH A TICKER!! Can't wait to watch it move on down! Good luck girlfriend!
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Me too!! The BF and I were talking about intelligent life and the presence of spirit, and whether there is a lower presence of spirit in correlation to intelligence--it was a HARD topic, we couldn't decide that! Thanks!!!

TomO said:
Wow! You're getting serious!
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Sure am!! You wait, soon my diary will reselmble yours! (J/K, you're too thorough for me! ;) )

lukewarm said:
Man I love your avatar. haha I want your body. and cheekbones. But anyways! I hope you had fun at BOTH of your jobs today, and that you had a good night. I'm happy you're feeling positive about the move, it sounds like such a great place for you.
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:eek: Thanks, Sara. I feel guilty a lot about being on here wanting to go from a 22.9 BMI to a 21.1 BMI when lots of my girlfriends are hoping to even get to a 25 BMI--but I realize that when you gals get to the last 11 pounds, you'll still be on here, venting and chopping at the bit. And when you get to your goals, you'll probably still be on here maintaining like Cym and helping others out. :D

rimay2k said:
A ticker ha? You will be back to your goal weight in no time!
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Thank you woman!! :D I started running again, I'll post about that later!!!:jump:


cinderelly said:
A very pretty ticker it is - of course you will get there!!!
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Thanks, I'm partial to bunnies....and mushrooms, LOL!

lena410 said:
you're difinitely getting serious--good for you :)

and i love your cat
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Oh yeah, baby! My cat's a doll, he has pretty eyes but the flash makes him close them.


Cannon 2006 said:
Hey Val, you seem extremely determined--that's awesome. You can kick that last 11 pounds with this attitude.
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We'll kick those pounds together!!!:jump:

T2 Trucker said:
*blinks innocently*
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If you're a Leo there's nothing innocent about you!!!!!!!:rotflmao:

newbride02 said:
ha ha :D

Glad to see your headed in the right direction CG!! Those pounds are gonna be gone before you know it!!
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Looking forward to your loss as well! :D

lukewarm said:
I forgot to say that I LOVE Oliver as well! He looks as rough and happy as my little guy.
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Thanks, not to brag, but he's the best cat in the world, and my BF and my buddy agree--and they've had cats before, too!!
 
Curvie Girlie said:
:eek: Thanks, Sara. I feel guilty a lot about being on here wanting to go from a 22.9 BMI to a 21.1 BMI when lots of my girlfriends are hoping to even get to a 25 BMI--but I realize that when you gals get to the last 11 pounds, you'll still be on here, venting and chopping at the bit. And when you get to your goals, you'll probably still be on here maintaining like Cym and helping others out. :D
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Don't you dare feel guilty, I need you on here, and I love seeing how you plan to lose the last 11 lbs. Cripe, I learn so much in your diary.
 
lukewarm said:
Don't you dare feel guilty, I need you on here, and I love seeing how you plan to lose the last 11 lbs. Cripe, I learn so much in your diary.
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Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww how sweet!!! How nice of you!! :hug2:

Update!

I woke at 6am and was like, "Ugh I don't want to run," and I thought, "But I'll do it anyway!"

Glad I did, I ran my route Beach (sand)/Harbor (asphalt)/ Meadow (dirt) and back; 5.5 miles or so. My ankle (the one that was sprained) didn't "like" the sand, but it was ok. After the run it was ever so slightly sore but now it's fine. My week:

Sunday, Wharf to Wharf, 6 miles at snails' pace with gramps
Monday, weights
Tuesday, Kickboe
Wednesday, weights
Thursday, Martial Arts
Friday, Running

Also, I've been moving, too. I am also going to start today or tomorrow. My mood is fantastic! :D

Yesterday the BF took the day off work. He was hung over and tired, and he wanted to get his car smogged. After it was done, while he was driving, the damn HOOD FLEW UP AND OFF!!! The mechanics promise a new one, but he's wary. He is so cute, he emailed me:

"jesus god, i fucking hate this car so much. im going to take it to the
fucking junkyard. i wouldn't dream of inflicting this fucking pile on
my worst enemy."

Anyway, we were home, I cheered him up, we had a bit of fun, we took a load of stuff to my new place, he met one of my housemates, and we went to dinner, then the Brewery. We had a delightful conversation on Artificial Intelligence, the Spirit, Ethics, Philosophy, and the concept of "playing god." It was an amazingly interesting conversation. During dinner he was staring at me and trying not to cry because it dawned on him we're not living together anymore (DUH! :doh: :rolleyes: ) Then this morning I get this:

"im such a mess. i think it's just cuz so many things are finally coming to pass, and i'm just freaked out by change. also, this shit with my car doesn't help either. im trying to shake it off, but damn, i just feel terrible. but im trying not to dwell on it. sigh. i don't know why im having trouble dealing with all this. i just know how much i love you, and im kicking my own ass for taking your presence for granted. i guess one really doesn't know what they have til it's gone, hmm? anyways, i love you, have a wonderful day sweetheart! "

I said,

"Please feel good today, Sweetheat!
I really don't want you to feel bad about what I'm thinking, but I have to get it out: a lot of my frustration and anger came from you being lazy about being my boyfriend. Still, relax, it won't be as bad as you think, Honey Bunny. The change will hopefully spur you into action, and you will most likely have a creative re-invention that will please you, make you feel better about yourself, and get you out of your stagnation. At least I truly wish that for you. And nothing is "gone," except our living situation, which didn't make both of us madly happy, I must say. I'll still be right here for you, my Love. I'm not going anywhere and we'll see each other often, you know! OK!?!? Have a good day."

Then he said,

"thank you. i know i was lazy about being your boyfriend. things have been rough. but yes, i love you so much, i don't know what i'd do without you. you love me so much, and support and encourage me... and do my laundry : ) and i just wanted you to know that i know i've been unappreciative of all you've done for me, and that i've been lazy, but i really feel like this refresher at my parents house will help to realign my goals and values. anyways, im swamped, love you!!!!!!!!!! "

HA! He admitted it!! I'm all sweetnesss to him, but inside I'm secretly triumphant--how often does a man admit shit like this?????

Anyway, I'm feeling really good without all this going on, I'm about to hit up more diaries, see you later! :hug2:
 
Ahhhh, it's just as I predicted, it would kick in all of a sudden and he will feel anxiety about the living situation, that's normal. It's very sweet of him to tell you how he feels and to admit his faults and try to fix it. You both are going through some changes right now and it will just take time. As the old phrase goes, TIME WILL HEAL ALL WOUNDS! This will certainly open his eyes up to what he has, and I'm sure he's going to protect that with all he can. Meaning, he might try to over compensate for things, by trying to hard to please you or make you happy. I'm am really happy that it's working out, and that he has YOU and YOU have him!! You really are good friends, make that your number one priority! Good for you on that run girlfriend, and in the sand too. WOW your all or nothing aren't you!! That's why I like you so much!!!
~HUGS~ and a glass held up high to cheer for a good day!:beerchug:
Kim
 
Dude Valerie, you and your boyfriend have it so right. I love the fact that you have such free-thinking conversations and that you can confess fears and all that. This change is certainly a great idea, and I'm happy he's going to try to stop being a lazy bf...you're both great for each other, and it's a damn good thing he knows how lucky he is to have you, because you always talk about how lucky you are to have him. God it's so sweet. I need a strong dose of cynicism NOW :rotflmao:
 
cute post :)

WTG on that excersize girl! Your excersize all week looks great! I can't believe you can work out that much and have any weight on you, lol.

All this talk about moving in w/ the bf brings back memories! When I moved in w/ hubby, I'm not kidding, he had christmas wrapping paper taped to the windows as a make shift curtain!! That was the 1st thing that had to go...along w/ the Mt. Everest of pizza boxes, lol!
 
Kim: Love you! :hug2:

Sara: LOL!!! I'm in too good of mood today to provide some good cynicism, sorry! Thanks, he's a sweetie........but he also is the best I ever had in bed and it's good to keep him around :)eek: The Truth is Out!!:eek: )

newbride02 said:
WTG on that excersize girl! Your excersize all week looks great! I can't believe you can work out that much and have any weight on you, lol.
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I eat a LOT--trust me. Mostly wholesome things, but I'll have my chocolate, thank you!

I'm actually moving out and sos the BF, but we talked and after winter, we'll probably move back in, but just the 2 of us. Never had that before, always had housemates. It might be great, he likes his alone time and I like my time with him alone, so no male drunk housemates to spoil either of it!
 
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What's on my mind:

Yesterday, I was at "Crossroads," a....consignment store? Well, they buy and sell clothing. I was waiting for my turn, and the guy in front of me was having his clothes reviewed by the two girls working there. These girls were a bit chubby, it's possible they were a few pounds overweight, even though they had cute dresses on--I'm mentioning this because it's relevant to the story.

The guy was a bit chubby himself--he probably could change his form and be the same weight, but all muscle, and be ripped. Anyway, he explained he worked at a skate shop, when they asked why a lot of the pants he was selling had tags on them. Apparently he got a lot of free clothes. But the jeans, although very expensive, were very large sizes (for men, you know men's asses are usually pretty skinny ;) ). The girls tried to explain to him, that even though the pants were pricey and in perfect condition, they usually don't take LARGE sizes or pay very much for them. They said that LARGE sizes don't sell very well.

The guy was polite, because I could he knew it wasn't the girls' fault, but I could also tell he was angry about the situation, he said,

"You know, places like these say they don't have a market for BIG people, but it's a double-edged sword because if only nice clothes were offered, people would buy!"

I was thinking that was a great point, and I started to think about some of my WLF friends.

"Oh I know," one of the girls cooed, "See this dress I'm wearing? This is like, the maximum size this place takes. They don't like BIG girl clothes here. It's more geared toward smaller sizes, sorry."

I thought, hey aren't large sizes more expensive, due to cloth price? So it makes no sense that this place would pay little for BIG boy pants. Life isn't fair!! :mad:

Anyway, I sold two jean skirts that don't fit me right, and got $5. $5 is better than $0. Jean skirts smash my booty down and it looks aweful.
 
Another thing

on my mind:

I have never in my life had a manicure or pedicure.​

I don't WANT one, because the chemical smell irritates me and I think it also kills braincells (not like drinking doesn't--hey I don't want to aggrevate my mental decline!!LOL! By the way, in moderation:
)

Anyway, my feet are hideous. I have hammer pinky toes (always have). I have peely callouses on my big toes. My toe nail cuticles are dry. I wear sandals and I'm embarrassed about my feet. Not to mention I wear a SIZE NINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:eek:

Sigh. I need to do my own feet, soon!:rolleyes:
 
lol, got a few laughs out of your posts.

First, size 9 feet...I know! me too! and i HATE the thought of anyone touching my feet!! for real! I have a foot thing..I've been known to wear 2 pairs of socks in the winter, lol!!

Your comment about men not having asses..I KNOW!!! (did you detect my good MONICA impression from 'friends'? I've worked hard to get that down, lol) ANYWAYS, my hubby has NO ASS at all!! its totally not fair!!!

Ok, ok, so your moving OUT of your BF's house, into your own, right? I'm blonde...speak s..l..o..w..l..y lol!! That might not be such a bad thing! Theres nothing like having some time to yourself !
 
Update:

Right now I'm killing time between jobs, everyone is gone for the day, I work at 6pm, don't have to leave until about 5:45pm to get there on time.

At lunch I went to the BEACH for the first time in a LONG time with that little dog, Genie, from next door. She is so good, what a sweetheart!

So with running, and this walk, and working tonight, with a light dinner, I hope to rack up some kind of deficit. I must admit, I had a lot to eat today. But I'm about to start, and I always eat more at that time.

NEXT WEEK AT MY NEW HOUSE, I'LL BE RACKING UP THE DEFICITS!!! :D
 
newbride02 said:
First, size 9 feet...I know! me too! and i HATE the thought of anyone touching my feet!! for real! I have a foot thing..I've been known to wear 2 pairs of socks in the winter, lol!!

Your comment about men not having asses..I KNOW!!! (did you detect my good MONICA impression from 'friends'? I've worked hard to get that down, lol) ANYWAYS, my hubby has NO ASS at all!! its totally not fair!!!

Ok, ok, so your moving OUT of your BF's house, into your own, right? I'm blonde...speak s..l..o..w..l..y lol!! That might not be such a bad thing! Theres nothing like having some time to yourself !
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Hey Korrie Sweet Heart! :D
You too, size 9?
I'm the opposite--despite the fact I think my feet are pretty ugly, I ABSOLUTELY ADORE anyone touching my feet. It's almost as good as sex to me, really! Unbelievably pleasurable for me. Anyone on WLF wanna massage my feet? I have wi-ine!! ;)

My BF is SKINNY--6' 150 lbs :eek:
But if he worked out, he has the right body to look like a Brad Pitt from Snatch, I'm serious! And his ass is fat and round, so delicous, I LOVE his body :D

Blond!! ;) I'm really happy about living alone, he'll be giving me attention whenever he sees me now! :D And I want to get back into art.
 
lol, your an art lover too??? i think we could be sisters...well, except for the feet thing...ewww!! lol Anways, I paint ANYTHING and EVERYTHING thats paintable really, lol!

I lived on my own, compeletly on my own for 6 mths...well and then there was cedar point, about 3 mths there, but that wasnt' "really" on my own. Its fun! I really liked it!! I didn't even had a microwave, but I didnt' have to answer to anyone either, so it was fine by me :D
 
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