determined to lose weight

hi steve,

it is so true, it is all about taking charge of your life...............ur words have inspired me .........
my dream is to reach a healthy weight.............so that i can be strong, healthy, beautiful and energetic.i want to inspire other people with my weight loss success.i strongly believe that we can even change our destiny if we want to.the only things we need for this are determination, persistence, will power, faith.

"You are what your deep, driving desire is.
As your deep, driving desire is, so is your will.
As your will is, so is your deed.
As your deed is, so is your destiny."
- Upanishads
 
today is my rest day. however i missed a lot going to the gym.my body is very sore from yesterday's weight training.
breakfast-chapati, peanut butter- 1 tsp, milk 1/2 cup milk, apple(70, 70, 150,80)-370
lunch- chapati, broccoli 100 gm steamed, some mushroom, peas, 1/2 can tuna,low fat cottage cheese (70, 40, 90, 90)-290
snacks- 1 bread, 1/2 tsp cottage cheese-200
dinner-chapati, asparagus soup, ice cream- 250
total calorie -1110


i am looking forward to go to the gym tomorrow!
 
breakfast- oatmeal 1/2 cup, 1 cup whole milk-150, 150= 300
lunch - chapati, asparagus, apple- 70, 200, 100-370
snacks- banana1/2, slice of bread, peanut butter 1/2 tsp-50, 60, 90--150
dinner- chapati 1, cauliflower curry 270

total calorie--1090

did a cardio for an hr and 15 minutes.
my mood has been low for last few days.there are several things that are bothering me. i am angry.however i will not let anything stop me from taking a good care of myself.
 
breakfast- oatmeal 1/2 cup, whole milk 1 cup, egg boiled-150, 150, 90- 390
lunch-chapati 1, vegetable--250
snacks- green tea, 1 cup milk-150
dinner- had a heavy dinner today as i had a festival. tried my best to eat little. about 500 kcal..........oooopps.

total calorie-900

did aerobics for about an hr.
 
breakfast- honey with water, oatmeal 1/2 cup, 1 cup whole milk, =60, 150, 150- 350
lunch- 1 chapati, vegetables- 250
snacks - apple, grapes, 1 tblsp icecream, purri,truffles 2- 150, 250, 200,220-820
dinner-vegetables and cottage chhese-100
total calories- 1520

i overate today...................................:ack2:
i wil goo for 30 mins xtra of cardio tomorrow.
did 1 hr and 15 mins of cardio.
 
1500 calories is NOT overeating. What you've been doing with the 900 and 1000 calories a day is undereating. This is the fisrt day that I've looked at your diet and felt that you were actually getting enough calories - now just sub the truffles for something healthy and you'll be good to go. :)

Keep it up
 
oh yes kara, truffle was a bad idea..........................even worse..........i ate a whole chocolate about 650 calories today........................i feel bad and guilty.i was emotionally unstable today......had an argument with dh last night and i could not resist emotional eating to comfort myself. on the brighter side, i did not binge as much i used to.........i felt like i would not ave eaten the chocolate if my hubby had not brought it yeasterday.however, i do not want to dwell in the past. i do not want to be so hard on myself. i am forgiving myself for the chocolate treat........and i am planing to move on with my weight loss journey........
breakfast- oatmeal 1/2 cup and 1 cup of milk-- 300
lunch-veggies, cottage cheese 2 table spoon, tuna-200
snacks- 1 banana, few almonds and cashewnuts-2oo
dinner- veggies, 1 whole wheat bread, cottage cheese 2 tablespon, 1/2 cup juice-50, 50, 60, 60, 180=400
choc- 650
total 1750........oh no.................tomorrow will be my good day
i exercised ( did cardio ) for 11/2 hrs.............i thoroughly enjoyed it as the endorphins lifted my mood.
i am very happy that the choice of my food has improved radically in the last few weeks but my water intake is still low. i really want to work on that.
 
breakfast -honey 1 tsp, oatmeal 1/2 cup, milk 1 cup--50, 150, 150- 350
lunch- chpati, peanut buter, milk- 70, 80, 80-230
snacks- 8 amonds, lemonade-60,50=120
dinner- had a dinner outside approx 500 not very healthy fo
od-

total calories 1200?

worked out for 1 hr 15 mins.
can't wait for tomorrow as tomoroow is my weighing day!:jump:
 
i did weight myself yesterday and yeah.............i was down by 3.2 pounds........weighed 151.2. i cannot wait to see myself in the 140s..................
yesterday, i was too lazy to do my journal thing, however i am pretty sure that mytotl calorie was within the range. i was also having sore body due to heavy exercised, as a result i ended up working out for only 30 to 40 mins.

today, ifelt very lazy to work out so i rested. i felt like i ate a lot today , i had been eating whole day..........
toomorrow will be my new day, freash day...............
i am also planing to make a more strucutred routine for my work out.

monday-cardio
tuesday-cadio
wedn-weight trining
thursday-off
friday-weight training
saturday- cardio
sunday-cardio

i am also planing to incorporate jumping ropes in my workout routine.

i am also planing to make a sumary of my week on sunday..total calorie consumed and lost.
i am excited to go back to my workout routine.
i had done weight loss effoerts in the past.once i drop a few pounds i would be so happy and excited that i would go back to my old bad habits and regain the lost weight in no time. this time i will be more desciplined and controlled. i will not lose faith on myself and i will definitely reach my goal.for mow my mini goal is to reach 147 pounds.
The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength, not a lack of knowledge, but rather a lack of will[/B]

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i am very hesitant to do my calorie counting today as i fee l like i have exceeded my calorie intake...............anyways , let me face the truth.
breakfast- bread, egg, apple, honey-60, 70, 100-- 300
snacks-almonds-140
lunch- chapati, vegetables- 200
snacks-cheese, low fat, lots of baby carrots, crackers, cottage cheese, 1 table spoon,chocolate( no.......)-- 120, 50,80,200-450
dinner - rice, cury-300

total= about 1500...i feel like i have missed few others........i feel so full.i ate those xtra to enjoy friday with my husband.
i did weight training exercise today which i enjoyed a lot.
i am feeling so bad now. i doubt if i will be below 150 by wednesday which is weighing day...............i wish god would give me enough strength to be consitent and patient during my weight loss journey..........
 
thank you lostnfound.i hope i can maintain that........

breakfast- oatmeal 1/2 cup, milk 1 cup-300
lunch- chapati, tofu, -200
snacks- lots of carrots, grapes 100 gm, some almonds,=200
dinner-chapati, ofu, 1 tbs, cottage cheese, tuna, grape juice 4 ounce-70, 70, 90, 60, 10, 80-380



cardio for 50 mins.
 
i had a good day.....no regrets , no guilt................exercised and ate good.I feel liike last week i was doing a lot better than this week....as i had felt lighter. i am not sure what i am doing wrong this week.i take weight on wednesdays......so i am eagerly waiting for that day.i hope at least i would get a pound lighter. getting my weight less than 150 seems an impossible dream for me.......i know i sound desperate.
i do not work these days so i am addicted to the tv.spend most of the time in front of the box. i know that it is one of the most imp hindrance in my path to success. i will try my best to cut it down.
i will be starting my job from the first of november. i will be working for about n84 hrs a week and then will be off the next week. one of my fear is that i might stop exercising and eating healthy during my hectic schedule.to maintain a healthy diet and continue working out during these week are some of my greatest challenges. And the thought makes me fearful.i hope god will show me the coreect path that leads to success. I AM NOT LETTING ANYTHING COME INTO THE PATH OF MY SUCCESS!........i should stop self doubting and have confidence and faith myself.
i just came to know that one of my friend is geting married in february. i really want to look good in the ceromany. i will be seeing many frends from my college. if i remain this fat i am sure they will not recognize me.i dont't want to go through this shameful experience. i do want to look well maintained and healthy, sexy and beautifu. i have stopped using the word beautiful and sexy for a long time as i don't think that these words are for me.( even now, while writing this diary, i feel so uncomfortable imagining myself being sexy and beautiful)but now i have the strong desire to feel and look good and sexy.i did not even have this desire in the past..........so i can see some light in myself.
lately, i have been avoiding all get together and socializing just because i am added so many pounds, and i don' want to face people.it is very hard for my husband to understand why i am doing this.i really want to get my self esteem anf confidence back/
i believe that its very important have a fire in oneself to achieve something in life and to be successul. i can feel that fire in me and i absolutely love the feeling.
good luck to me!.........
 
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i realized that i have not done this,

-- How much weight do you want to lose?

35 pounds



-- What is the timeframe for reaching your target weight?

6 months or earlier

-- How do you want to accomplish your goal (what methods do you want to use)?

cardio ( treadmill, biking, elliptcal, step aerobic) and strength training.

-- Who or what can support you in reaching your goal?

i think the most important person who can help me achieve this goal is myself. withot my strong determination, hard work and the urge to achieve my goal nobody can help me.

-- How realistic is your goal?
it is very realistic.after several researches i ahve come to a conclusion that a weight loss of about 2 lbs a week is a very healthy one.so if i lose about 8 lbs a month i can lose 40 lbs in 5 months.my start weight is 155, so if i lose my weight as i expect i will be 115 pounds in 5 months.but in the real life to lose 2 lbs a week may not be achieved all the time , i have given some more xtra time to attain my goal.

-- When will you start?
i have already started.......... start date 1st week of october.





What is your current height and weight?

height - 5'1". weight- 151.2( latest)..........i am pretty short and i am carrying a lot weight in my little frame.


If you were at an ideal weight now, what would that weight be?

ideally i would like to be 116.

At what weight would you like to be at four months from now?

at the worst 130

Why do you want to lose weight?
many reasons.............
I want to look and feel good.i am tired of having low self esteem and confidence.i don't want to depressed any more. i am sick of avoiding people.i do't want to see my belly protruding from my dress. i want to be able to play wth my son wothout feeling tired.i want myself to fit into my prepregnancy weight. i want to go on shopping spree and collect ize 4 cloths, i want my cheecks to be smaller, i want my eyes to look bigger...............the reason goes on.

Do you want to lose weight for a specific life event such as wedding or reunion? If so, when is that event?
my friend has a wedding in february, i d want to look good for that. but thet is not the only reason why i want to lose weight.

What obstacles could get between you and your weight loss goals?

my busy schedule, small kid to look at home.

Why do you think that you now have a weight problem?
i had my baby a year ago. however even before that i started eating poorly,i was long hr jobs , was tired all the time and started eating crap in order to comfort myself. later, i was found to be suffering from depressiopn. the depression medicatios might have made me even bigger. so it is multifactorial.

What lifestyle changes do you think would help you lose weight?
making better eating habit, making better choices of food, eating very little outside the house, cooking at home, choosing hobbies that requires more activity, handling stresses more appropriately( like listening to music, talkiing to friends, going for a walk instead of sitting in front of the tv with a bowl of ice cream), eating in moderatopn, portion control, realizing that food are for us and not the vice versa, daily cardio and strength training twicw a week, eating 6 meals a day,maintaining healthy attiude and positive outlook to life

Have you lost weight in the past? If so, what has worked in the past to help you lose weight?
controlling hunger and jumping ropes.i did this when was in high school. i ate very little..so i believe that was an unhealthy way of dealing with obesity

Why do you believe that you did not lose weight or you gained the weight back?
because i did not take care of myelf.i overworked and i was always stressed out.i did not listen to my body. i did not take a time to stop and think what i wanted of my life. as a result my body stopped working and i had a major depression. i realized the value of my life, my health only after going through this............ i was completely paralyzed. i could not feel any happines in my life.i was always anxious and frightened. the only thing that would comfort me was unhealthy food. i also had hard time feeling asleep, so i would wake up at the midle of the night and finish whatever i had in the freeze.

What, if anything, has not worked for you in the past in helping you to lose weight? Why do you think it did not work?
i have been trying to lose weight for last one year. i have been unsucessful all the time. the most important things that prevented me from reaching my goal was my negative attitude which ma have come from my severe depression. every time i tried to do something there was a voice in my head that would tell me that i won't be able to do it. i doubted my ability. i lacked the confidence and detemination.As a result i would give up prematurely.
amd i would also come up with many excuses like busy schedule, small baby at home, blah......blah........blah........

Would you try writing down all food and drink consumed for a given period of time?
i have been doing this for 2 weeks and i am doing great on that.

Do you cook at home often? If so, what do you cook?
i was too lazy to cook at home in the past , however for the last few weeks i have been cooking almost every meals at home and i absolutely love it.i try my best to cook healthy.

How often do you go out to eat? Where do you go?
now i am going less than once a week, but in the past i used to to eat out almost every day, and was eating fries, pizzas, chinese and thai...i was working then.

What are your three favorite foods?
chocolates............i like all sort ofr food

What are your three favorite restaurants?
chinese and indian

What are three things you can do differently when it comes to food?
?????????

If you woke up tomorrow and your body was exactly the way you want it, what would be different?
my happiness and confidence level woud be higher. i would feel ore comfortable without those xtra pounds.

Do you eat when you are not hungry?
all the time.

Do you binge eat (large amounts at a time)?
oh yes.................but i have decreased the frequency by 80 prcent.

Do you hide your food or eat in secret?
yes i do.............i don't hide food but i eat food when everyone at the hom is asleep.

Do you eat when you are sad, nervous, or depressed?
oh yes.

Do you eat as a reward?
yes............ i go out and eat or bring something delicious at home.

Do you eat while watching TV or using the computer?
not a lot.

What do you normally eat for a meal?
i did not but now i have started to.

What type of snacks do you eat?
crackers...but now i try to eat more healthy food like fruits, almonds.

In terms of exercise, what, if anything, are you currently doing?
cardio, strength training.

Where do you go for exercise? A local public gym? School/work gym? Home?
i have e gym in my aprtment complex.

What, if anything, are your three favorite types of exercise?
jumping rope..........bt now it is dificult for me ........so don't do it any more.

What is your daily/weekly/monthly/yearly motivation to move towards your goals?
going thriught the weight loss sucess stories.

Do you have rewards for certain goals?
not yet but will definitely plan for some.

The team at weight-loss.fitness.com wishes you the best of luck in reaching your goals!
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breakfast - homemade wholewheat cake and milk- about 300
snachs- andful of almonds- 160
lunch- chapati and vegetables- 300
snacks-banana, green tea 2 cups, cake200
dinner- oatmeal and milk, 250

total 1200

exercised for 1 hr and 15 mins.
recently, i am having lots of arguments with my husband because of his family who interrupt us all the time. that is definitely driving me crazy.despite my bad mood i was able to keep up with my dieting and exercising. i feel very good about that.it feels so good to b able to conquer your emotion.in the past i would be so vulnerable with minor things and eat unhealthy stuffs and regret about it later.i did not do that today and that makes me proud.
tomorrow is my weigh in day....i am anxious......i would like to be lower than 150 but ......i am not sure if that will happen.despite anything i am going to contnue to work hard to achieve my goal.
i am so happy that i have started writing a journal in this website. this is , now one of the most blissful part of my day where i can be myself and open up and vent all my feelings.this is defiitely therapeutic!
 
Good job you - both for the healthy eating, the working out, and the not letting stress and argument drive you to emotional eating!

You're making real progress.
 
THank you, kara for the encouragement and for being a wonderful person.....

so today was my weigh day and i lost only 1 lb ie i am 150.2..........i was hoping to be below 150 this week.......really disappointed. not sure what went wrong. on the positive note i did manage to lose a pound.....not bad!
i do not have a mood o do my calorie count today as i ate some ice cream an cake as yesterday was my birthday, ........celebrated today. i am proud that i ate only a small piece of home made( of whole wheat) cake and very little ice cream.keep up the god work girl..........i cannot wait to be in 140s next week.
today was supposed to be my strength training day but i ended up doing cardio for 45 mins.i go to the gym of my apartment complex and they do not have dumb bells lighter than 12.5 lbs which is little heavy for me. so i am not enjoying the process of strength training. however, i do have realized that strength training is one of the very important tool for getting your body in shape...............so lady you better start lifting some real weight!
tomorrow i am going to the orientation of my new job. i am excited as well as slightly anxious.i am slightly worried about my eating schedule. i will try to make a concious efort to eat healthy.
:hurray:!
 
I agree with Kara’s statement. “A spoon full of peanut butter or some cheese or a little yogurt is a healthier choice, will keep you feeling full longer, and won't be wasted calories with no nutrition.”

If I feel hungry about an hour after eating lunch, I find a spoon full of peanut butter and a glass of water salves the problem.

(I see I was responding to an earlier post, but it still works for me and my help you.)
 
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i have not exercised for 3 days in a row. i feel like crap. don't know how i a going o be less than 150 next week?....................i am impatient!
 
yes , today is one of those days when i need to cheer myself.i do not know why i am such a moody person.i have such a hard time controlling my emotions. i have not been exercising for the last 3 days.that makes me feel bad. the 1 st day was my rest day and the other 2 days i simply felt lazy. my husband had a day off after a busy week , so i wanted to spend my time with him, i was not in a mood to make it the gym. in a moment like this i miss having a treadmill at home. i should start seriously about buying one.now i feel so bad for losing my track , i feel like just giving up............i have also not been eating that great for these last couple of days.................however i do not want to lose my hope this time. i am planing to restart everything tomorrow. i am going to win the battle!
 
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