This morning Tanita said:
202.0 pounds
20% body fat
I'm still not "settled in" in my honest opinion.  I flat out overate yesterday.  I wish it hadn't happened but I'm not going to beat myself up about it.  I'm going to eat healthy today and tomorrow and do photos on Wednesday morning.  I still think I will be about 199 and 19% when I "settle in."  
Where I go from here is what I am having a lot of trouble with.  I am nearly depressed right now.  More like LOST.  I want to be a competitive age group swimmer at the Masters National level.  I also want to be a 185 pound MMA fighter (I may not actually fight, just train hard and spar...I'm too old for real fights 

 ).  I also want to be 12% body fat.  Finally, I want to do at least one triathlon or long distance run per year.  
I don't know how to achieve all 4 of those at the same time.  I really don't know which diet would be best for me moving forward.  I don't know how much weight lifting I need to focus on versus swimming, biking, running and fighting.  I don't know which ones to forget about or which ones to focus on.  I don't know if I am going to have the time for all of that...almost definitely not.  I know I need to prioritize and just do what I can but I also know I will live to have regrets.
Or maybe I'm just having a bad day?