I needed to get my mind together today I ended up binging on wednesday and yesterday. I weighed myself today I weigh 236.4, what I weigh two weeks ago. I know that too much time on my hands is what is holding back. Binging gives me a adventure that I wouldn't normally have. It seems all I have the energy to do is going to work, doing some chores and watching youtube. On the upside, I planted a pepper plant that I look forward to seeing grow and my typing is getting a little faster, although it could be more accurate. I thought of a temporary goal for my weight loss by making a point system for getting rewards. I have this cd holder that I would like to get rid of, but I could never justify it because it's still in useable condition. I would use it but I don't have any cds. So I figure if I stay on my diet fifteen days, I really can get rid of it because I earned the right to. I was also thinking of looking at a second language to keep me busy. I took Spanish in high school maybe I should give it another look. Other than that I'll make sure to read some journals tonight to see how you all are doing. Enjoy your day