Dear Mind, Body and Soul

simplyjp

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Dear Mind,
You have ruined EVERYTHING THAT I'VE EVER WORKED FOR! You've torn me down from my highest point and smuthered me with cravings and depression. You've driven me to binge and lash out at the ones who try to help me. I'm not going to listen to your nonsense anymore! Its hurt me to points beyond return. Because of you I have loathed myself and from this day forward i'm making a point to where I will not listen to your mind games. I am a new person.

Dear Body,
I know that in the eyes of others you are beautiful. I hope one day I will see it too. I know you give me such wonderful things like laughter, oxygen, and a beating heart. I'm sorry I despise you so much but its hard when i'm constantly batteling you. I want to chage you even though others say you are beautiful. But, I want to believe it too. From this day forward I pledge to make a difference in our relationship. I want to love you as much as everyone else does. You are beautiful, but I am waiting for you to open my eyes to your beauty and I will wait until that day comes.

Dear Soul,
You are inside a body which if I could change in a second I would. You are me and I am you. You are who I am and I sometimes wish I could change that too. But, I know that sometimes I love you and sometimes I don't. I know that because of my self loathing that we have drifted apart so far. I feel as if I don't know who you are, or who I am. We've fallen off the path in which we are meant to go down together. I promise that starting right now I am going to find my way back to you and no longer will my mind nor body will pull me away from you.







Some of you might find this odd but honestly it has helped me vent so much anger and frustration and depression out. I hope that this helps some of you and honestly if you have nothing nice to say about this then don't say anything at all. Please keep negative opinnions to yourself.
 
I really liked that you connected with your battle of weightloss in such a creative way. It all makes perfect sense.
 
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