Day Dreaming For Thinner Days

atm1985

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:cry:Just browsing through old pics and deciding how thin i actually want to be again.
I think in my mind and especially looking through pics ive pinpointed when i started to put weight on. When I was 18, and broke up from College i went to live in Spain at my aunts house with a few friends we had no jobs etc and were flat broke. Ended up living on absolute garbage food i went a UK 8-10 and came back a 16. French sticks, soft cheese and way too much drink. I think this is where my bad habits with food started.
We all had bar/promo jobs the days consisted of gettin up at mid-day drinking, occasional day trips and laying by the pool sleeping off the hangovers then back to work and then drink. I stayed ther for 6 months.
I cant find many pics Pre-Spain but on a new laptop and not everything is on here. *Mission to dig out pics*
So i started dieting 4/5 weeks ago lost 12lb so far. I've detoxed this week, using boots 5 day plan, i stuck to wholegrain complex carbs, lean meat, fruit and veg. Cut out all caffeine most sugar except natural sugars and drank water like a crazy person. I seriously have a Diet Coke issue, i am soo addicted to it. I had one can of it during the 5 days compared to my easy 12 cans a day :eek: Today ive had a can but just one and I'd love to go buy more and just drink and drink the stuff but since the detox ive found it easier to say no to myself. I've been doing Wii fit free step plus the other activities on ther and i do it for about 1-2 hours a day if i get the chance. Thanks to Jammy pants lol I've downloaded a podcast for the couch 2 5k training and going to start monday. Haven't really eat much today had 2 slices of a small pizza that i made for my lil bro and sis. Im going to take all measurements and some full body pics and add those too.
The pics ive added are one of me pre spain but its a dodgy pic cant see much, another end of spain after big gain in wieght, another when i first met my other half and then one when i lost 3 stone last year and put back on.
 
Hmmm yeah dodgy is a word used for many things crappy, shady, unsure of something, naughty lol. The reason the pic is dodgy is yellow backround, bright light cant really see much lol

Thanks :)
 
ya dont need any sort of accent lol its said like dodge-gee if that makes. Next time some one does something out of line tell them they are well dodgy lol
 
I don't drink no more havent for a long time now, but there is hundreds of phrase we use for drunk.
You ever need a vocab exchange let me know lol You have to tell me some now, come on lol
 
you are SO, so beautiful, that is an amazing start!
I know what is like to go through a very shady period and well emotions and circumstances have a lot to do with our weights. good luck on your journey just don't forget that weight is secondary, I know many girls that would kill for your looks!
xoxo
Di
 
my slang is more like

word+curse word=new word

its pretty simple i.e. (asshat, shitbag, etc)

I shouldve been a sailor.
 
you are SO, so beautiful, that is an amazing start!
I know what is like to go through a very shady period and well emotions and circumstances have a lot to do with our weights. good luck on your journey just don't forget that weight is secondary, I know many girls that would kill for your looks!
xoxo
Di

Aww bless thank you very much, im not tho lol I'm trying to be as healthy as possible not gunna starve myself, i LOVE food way too much!! Thanks again :)


Mike what like Knob Jockey, shit c*** (my mates bf calls her that wierd) haha i hate swearing. I call my Best friend shag bag lol We have weird insults like bolivian swamp donkey we always try to come up with the wierdest insult its like a game lol
 
Aww bless thank you very much, im not tho lol I'm trying to be as healthy as possible not gunna starve myself, i LOVE food way too much!! Thanks again :)


oh then we are on the same page! :p
I love love love cooking and eating food. being healthy is the best way to go!
many people think going on a diet means quitting everything they like and they feel miserable, it is good that you are on the right path since the beginning!
 
haha @ swamp donkey...that sounds dirty. like really dirty.

oh that will keep me amused for a couple days
 
Swamps are filthy places!!! Havent been in many recently but they are lol O there is a place very close to us and the people from there get called monkey hangers, because dthey tried and hung a monkey for been a spy haha
 
bwahahahahahaha

weird.

I'm supposed to go to england sometime. me and my buddy wanna drink at a real pub.
 
My family own a pub, we dont serve casket ale but we serve the best tetleys imperial in the whole of the north east apparantly :D Nice place Englad you definately should visit if you ever get the opportunity. The people are abit bonkers but we cant hold that against them can we *nudge*
 
Yeah, nowt like a good old brit. Especially if there is a glimmer of sunshine lol Convertables are go, even if it is only like 5 celcius outside. End up with snoticles hanging from nose yuck!
There was a thing in the times the other day compare sights from all over the world and then places in the UK and honestly you would be surprised!!
Recent visit to the highest waterfall in the UK - High forces
Went with my dad, sister, bro and bros friend and my wolf :D Was stunning.
 
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