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Loved them! I am now an offical Heroes fanatic!

Well, Thursday nite, the ex decided to go out, even though he had Abba there. So he took her again last night to make it up to her, and I had to get up at 6am again. Hate that.:mad: But, she had a blast, so that's what matters.

No exercise yesterday...I even forgot my sit-ups:eek: :eek: . And I enjoyed a burnt almond chocolate bar and a large pepsi.:D I guess yesterday was my cheat day, eh?!
 
Well I'm glad he was man enough to make it up to her, that makes me happy! And I'm very glad that the little miss enjoyed her time with her daddy!

I've never seen this Heros show. I guess I'll have to check my local listings and see what station it comes on and all. You've got me interested now.
 
Iwan, it's just dark chocolate with almonds...too good to be true. Also, 240 calories per bar:eek: I think maybe it's from Cadbury?

OHD, Heroes is on NBC on Monday nights. If you want to start watching it though, you really need to download the first 8, or you'll be hopelessly lost :D


Well, the ex wants her tonight again. I'm not going to complain about getting up at 6, because Abba is ecstatic. I hope he keeps this up... He has also agreed to come here first, and watch the baby too, so I can go for a walk. :)
 
Dang, I gotta watch all 8 of 'em...*sigh* I don't know if I have that kind of time. Maybe during the holiday, I think I may stay here alone. My daughter will be with her father's parents for Thanksgiving. I guess I'll have plenty of time on my hands to do it then.

The ex sounds like a good father, I like him! I'm very happy for Abba! Nothing like a consistent and positive father-daughter relationship! ...wish my baby had one. No pity party though! I'm still thrilled for Abba!
 
The ex sounds like a good father, I like him! I'm very happy for Abba! Nothing like a consistent and positive father-daughter relationship! ...wish my baby had one. No pity party though! I'm still thrilled for Abba!
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Well, he's not always...he's too selfish, thinks the world revolves around him and what he wants. He's been good the last two weeks though. And he is better than a lot of fathers that I hear about, so I can't complain too much. :rolleyes:

The craft sale went alright...I didn't sell too many cards, but I did sell some. The rest go to the flower/gift shop in town, and I pay her a small commission for selling my stuff.
 
Hey i hope you are doing good. It's hard for me when my kids are gone. I don't know how you stand it, but at least he's being a good dad! Hang in there, you have been doing so well!!:)
 
Thanks all for stopping in...I appreciate it more than you know. Well, I guess of all people, you all would understand. :)

I'm having one of those days...when I feel my determination fading. It's not gone, it just feels faint right now. Which is why, instead of giving in to the feeling, I'm going to do my sit-ups and go for a walk or something tonight. I have to keep going. I didn't come this far to just quit now for no reason, right?

I'm also thinking I want one of those weekends that Randy just had...it's been awhile....Oy, I wish I could be more outgoing.

Here's my little girl, from Christmas 2 years ago...these pics make me a little sad, as she's getting so big now.
 
Yes our babies grow up, wait till she is 12 Dari then come cry to me...I cant believe my baby is 12...next year is high school and I am not even 30 yet!!!

I am glad to hear the x is beign a decent father for now, I hope it lasts I really do...for you and Abba and your little man...is he spending much time with the babe ???

Im hoping for xmas my x will sign away his rights, LOL...would be nice!!! Too bad Santa isnt real...oh well...

Take Care Dari
 
Push yourself DQ... You are up to the challenge... do what ever you need to do to stay strong and in the game!!!!!!!!!!!
 
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I'm also thinking I want one of those weekends that Randy just had...it's been awhile....Oy, I wish I could be more outgoing.
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Being out going comes with confidence which you are getting more of daily...make that your motivation...Ive done alot of stupid things and alot of things on the whim...I have alot of confidence in me personally (not my weight or how I look) or did and it depends on who I am with and such...

I didnt read the last cpl pages of his diary what the hell am I missing out on ???

Anyway Dari once you become more comfy with yourself you will become more out going...plus your kids are still young...be a single mom for long enough and you will get to that point of wanting to break out and be a bit wild...been there done that :D:D:D
 
I was right, it was too good to be true. The ex called. He quit his good, well-paying job with benefits so he can run the local restaurant. No benefits, no steady paycheck. Idiot. Now what am I supposed to do? I'm so flipping tired of dealing with him. And he's NOT taking Abba tonight because he wants to get drunk.

Man, I'm p*ssed. I wanna go get drunk. Or something. ;)
 
Just when I was becoming so proud of him! :mad: :mad: :mad: I'm sorry DQ! *hugs* They always pull the rug from underneath you, just as you're starting to believe in them all over again. *sigh*
 
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