Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Wow that sounds like heaven!!! I wish I could run on a beach OR even be NEAR a beach (Olentangy River does not count). Way to go on the run! You probably feel so accomplished and that is GREAT!

GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
Glad to hear you got in a run, a little wine, and some R&R! I bet you feel really good! :)

I talk to myself the same way. I even speak to specific body parts to try to get them to do what I think they should be doing :D

When I do that in the gym, people give me strange looks. But I think it works ;)

Hope you have a nice weekend, Valerie!
 
You must be busy having an awesome weekend :) I'll have to swing by Monday and check in to hear about your latest adventures, lol. *hugz* ~Lisa
 
Thanks, ALL!

WOW this morning has been amazing :eek2: And the weekend :D

Well, this is it. PZ is The Perfect Man. I figured it out this weekend. Friday night we hung out at his place and did nothing, I was tired, he had a sore tummy. Saturday morning we felt much better, and I spent about a half hour in his green house, gardening. Gardening truly is meditative!!! :eek: Everyone is right about that shit. :iagree: I like it! PZ was glad, too, he liked that I did a bunch of pruning. Saturday after I got off work, we set out together to run some errands--we went to Bed Bath & Beyond for champagne glasses, the hardware store for tools, and Safeway for ice cream. This was the first time we ran errands together, and he also bought me an orchid :beating: at Orchard Supply Hardware, for the green house. I love orchids! SO sweet of him. Get this, when we returned home, I commented on how well the trip went. He said, "I've never had so much fun running errands before." Awww! :)

Partly it was fun because we both noticed we get treated differently when we're together versus when we're alone. I guess we look kinda cute together; I was teasing him because he was wearing a new shirt that's made from hemp and has a badass psychedelic fairy on it. He got so many compliments on that shirt, but I HAD to say, "It takes some man to wear a fuckin' FAIRY on his chest!" I'm such a bitch. Anyway, I like hanging with him, men don't look at me as much and women are nicer to us, haha! Oh the subconscious, feral cues of humans.........

When we got home, PZ insisted on cooking dinner--that's where we had a slight disharmonious note because he was cooking swordfish. Neither of us had eaten swordfish before, but I expressed my hesitancy due to the known high mercury content, and he said, "Really? You really won't eat it? :( It was the best fish they had, and totally fresh...." I snapped out of it, and complied. The salad he made was awesome, and he also cooked wild rice, and the swordfish was.......DELICIOUS! :drooling: We ate huge portions of it and layed there on top of each other afterward like tired puppies and I said, "So THIS is what Mercury poisoning feels like," and PZ answered, "Yeah, it's AWESOME." We also had real Champagne in the new, real Champagne glasses.

Sunday morning PZ got up and cooked breakfast before I'd even woke up (at 10am)!! :Angel_anim: He said, "I cooked this especially for you, I found the recipe in a magazine and thought of you." It was basil polenta slices under veggies and tomatoes with Gorgonzola cheese crumbled on top and baked--pretty pretty good! He's not only such a good cook and a sweetheart, but he's also hilarious--he's so mild and chill I was worried that he wasn't lively and funny enough for me at first, but once again, every time I hang out with him he gets better and better and more and more funny!

PZ is like a giant present you get, wrapped in plain brown paper, then you open it and there's a bunch of newspaper that hides a dozen other small presents, each one wrapped more beautifully than the last until you get to the last small gift that's gorgeous on the outside and contains precious jewels and solid gold on the inside. Pretty much!

More coming....
 
continued

Yesterday I ran home and did chores, then made it to "Thai and Fly" class (Thai massage and non-acrobatic Acroyoga moves, a mellow class) with Paige, my Acroyoga teacher, at 6pm. PZ was busy with friends and didn't want to make it to the Afterparty, but I had a BLAST!!!!!!!!! :party:

It was the weirdest party I'd ever been to. :hat:

In Paige's new loft, there we congregated, me and a bunch of other men and women, some I'd met in class and a lot, strangers, and we spent the evening doing Acrobatics with each other on the floor :rotflmao: And having dessert and wine. I brought several bottles, of course :) I learned a bunch of new things and discovered that I can fly a 170 lb man on my feet for a significant amount of time :D They were all warm-hearted, open, and friendly people who were just like me--wanting to have fun and learn acrobatic moves :). It reminded me of being a kid again and "playing" with a bunch of other kids without discrimination, hang-ups, or inhibitions. Also, no homophobia either--men would fly men, no problem. No sleaziness. No one acting weird or hitting on anyone else, just pure Joy and Love :grouphug: It is hard for the human brain to fathom this shit, but hey--that's Santa Cruz for ya :)

I slipped into bed with PZ last night and had a few joked for him that Barre told me, here's one I like:

How many animals can you fit into a pair of pantyhose?

Two calves, an ass, a beaver, and a fish you can't find.


HAHA! :smilielol5:
 
Oh yeah and why this morning was amazing

This morning was good for a few reasons. For one, the DJ in Philadelphia whom I met as a Youtube contact several months ago received the CDs of Dubstep music that I sent him, and had THIS to say:

"Yo thank you so much Val you have NO IDEA how much you just helped me out with these CDs. I've been in talks with a female Youtube celeb about doing some tracks together and she uploaded a new demo song recently. The funny thing is that the track she uploaded was a ragga style rap that was done to the SAME melody to track #9 on the Ratatronics CD. So she totally tried to rip the melody and call it her own, thank god she couldn't get it right lol. That told me A LOT about where she is coming from so I'm not going to work with her. I've been jamming all day to my new CD's, thank you so much. I will be sending you some to you this week.

onelove

-BF" [BiggerFlexible]


SO I was able to help someone in some small way, YAY!

Then the ex sent me a forlorn message about how his online girlfriend was not what he thought she was, and ended it with "i can't believe i picked her over you. i'm sorry. you have no idea how foolish i feel." Don't worry folks, I answered, "it was necessary for you to let go of our fucked up relationship. Plus, it was a great gift for me, even though I didn't see it at the time, because I learned to deal with heartbreak, lose something I loved for good, heal, learn to live without a boyfriend AND be happy, then I met PZ! Also, I spent a lot of time elevating skills on fun things that interest me, instead of bemoaning an unhappy, dramatic situation." :D Word! Felt good to be honest and speak from the heart, heh heh.

THEN my wonderful, Best Boyfriend In The World (IMO of course!) said "Hey that sounds fun. We should go for sure. Here's what we are good for: At least a bedroom for us. I will pay for it, I'm totally down. You should email them and confirm what we're good for. The tower at Kirkwood is the best" to my email I sent to him, pasting the Nexus Nebula announcement:

"Giant Nexus party March 21st at Kirkwood:

hello all,

so yeah, it's on. Its really really on!

The Tower Bar at the base of Kirkwood resort has invited us to come
throw an epic Nexus party at their mountain. So that is exactly what
we shall do. We are renting all the condos for Friday and Saturday
night, the party is Saturday all day and all night until midnight.

Above the Tower Bar are 7 condo units each sleeping 8 people. We are
renting them all and dishing them out on a first come first serve
basis. If you are interested in a condo please let me know asap as
they will fill up very fast. the clock starts now.

If we charge $65 per person per night we can pay for them all. $520/
condo/night is a deal cuz they usually rent for $650. If you plan to
put more than 8 people in your room it will be an extra charge of 20/
person.

Please let me know asap if you want a condo.

I am also working on a group of cabins but I haven't gotten a price or
a capacity on them yet but they will be similarly priced I'm sure.

ALSO.... I am working on getting a group rate for lift tickets but i
can't talk to burt or bart or whatever his name is until monday.

Lineup is not completely confirmed but it's looking like:

Red Stick Man
Aaron Jae
JPhlip
Christian Martin
Justin Martin
Mr. Projectile
Shiny D
Stridah
Alia
DJ Lunchtray
Pauley Unsaturated
and more TBA!

luv ya'

Random"


:party: Basically my man is taking us to a kind of weekend "Burning Man" in the snow :D YAY!!!!!!!!

Fun fun fun, I'm so happy!
 
I LOVE the ocean and miss it SO much. This is the first time I have lived more than two hours from it :(.
I am sorry for you--I feel the same way, although like most of of California Coast people, I don't visit the beach as much as I should. I think it just is nice to enjoy the maritime influence and KNOW that it's close by :)

So I'm guessing you running on the beach probably softened impact on your joints but was harder in other ways.
I'm very used to running on the sand, and you're right--I never get shin splints on the sand and in the forest--the pavement FUCKS me up :ack2: But the beach running can be a little hard on my hips.

Oh and PZ....if I hadn't seen pictures I'd be thinking you made him up by now. I had no clue men like that even existed! I'm betting part of it though is the connection it sounds like you two have. That and I'm sure you bring out the best in him :D Cuz why do I get the feeling you bring out the best in alot of people? lol.

You're so sweet! :hug2: But I brought out the bad in at least 2 people I can think of, although if you look at them objectively they are Megalomaniacs with very few or almost NO true friends--sad for them...

ANYWAY, I didn't know guys like PZ existed, either. He is SO under the radar. Seriously! It also took me a few months to realize all this, and it took him a few months to open up and show me his true self. S'aiight!!! :sifone: Better this way! Good things come to those who wait, right? :D

HUGS!
 
Curvie Girlie;574623 He informed me proudly that he had WEIGHT TRAINED today . Nice. HA! He already knows that impresses me. He also said he ran 2 miles on the t'mill said:
Hahaha - Sweeet and funny and cute:beating:Ka maybe a lil pukey bu ti think alot of us secretly like pukey!!!

That is great abt his weight training and treamill miles

I love the snow boarding practise:)


Dude, dating PZ is like not being able to wake up from a good dream--I'm scared! Well, a little, but I should just relax and be happy I guess

Yes you should!!!:cuss:I honestly believe good men are hard to find:Angel_anim:And youve found one!!!:sifone:

FINALLY I went running! For the first time in a month or more, I can't even remember!

I didn't want to.
I literally starting psyching myself up, I talked to myself. I said, "C'mon, Valerie, just DO IT. You can do it, Bitch. You used to do this shit all the time!"

The second I put on my running clothes (mind you, it was a struggle to get from comfy normal clothes to running clothes), my body/mind/spirit was like "Oh, OK Bitch. Let's do this, then!" And out the door I went

I ran 43 minutes on the beautiful beach with a gorgeous view of the Monterey Bay, the near-sunset sunlight bathing the beach with a warm, butter-colored light that accentuated the nooks and crannies of the red-brown sandstone cliffs and the pieces of shell strewn all over the wet, hard-packed sand. Little scummy puffs of seafoam cast holey shadows on the sand and the sunlight made me squint, as wafts of thin fog blew gently into the Bay.

It was fucking beautiful.

But it was difficult, however, even though my heart and lungs were weaker and struggled to keep up with my legs, I ran almost as fast as I always did, and I didn't stop and walk--I just pushed on!

And now I'm drinking some Santa Maria Valley "Au Bon Climat" Chardonnay, about to get off my ass and go to my hot boyfriend's house to get to some serious business :reddevil:

Life is, like my grandpa would say, "grand."

HAHAHAHA - I LOVE your BITCH talk to yourself:)

I find if I just do it wihtout thinking abt it as routine then I dont think twice abt doing it.I just have to tell myself you do this everyday...Dont even think abt not doing it!


Well, this is it. PZ is The Perfect Man. I figured it out this weekend. He said, "I've never had so much fun running errands before." Awww! :)

"It takes some man to wear a fuckin' FAIRY on his chest!" I'm such a bitch. Anyway, I like hanging with him,


Sunday morning PZ got up and cooked breakfast before I'd even woke up (at 10am)!! :Angel_anim: He said, "I cooked this especially for you, I found the recipe in a magazine and thought of you."
PZ is like a giant present you get, wrapped in plain brown paper, then you open it and there's a bunch of newspaper that hides a dozen other small presents, each one wrapped more beautifully than the last until you get to the last small gift that's gorgeous on the outside and contains precious jewels and solid gold on the inside. Pretty much!

More coming....

This is ALL FUCKING AWESOME Val:hug2:

Im so glad you found PZ and are so HAPPY with im.Dont question it, dont overthink it and just enjoy it wmn, YOU DESERVE IT!!!
 
OH that Circus Jam sounds like a wicked good time, wether participating in it or not:)

I though tof you the other day while I was doing my Yoga:)

When I did the Sun Salutation and transitioned from downward dog to plank, I jumped, LOL!!!Was proud of myself , the first time I jumped into position:)LOL
 
Wow!! I'm so happy and excited for you with PZ.. He sounds so cool and he's fucking lucky to have gottne you... Yeaaaa!!! and I love the way you responded to the ex.. :rofl: He must be so fucking annoyed.. Truth hurts...:iagree: Well, I'm happy that you have found your man.. good for you chickee...:Angel_anim:
 
I stopped visiting journals as frequently here of those who have journals on body improvements. I suspect that you'll update both equally?

I don't want to miss anything!
 
Cerella, thanks for reading, wow I can't believe you went back that far! :eek2: Hey--congrats about doing a Vinyasa in your Yoga :hurray: I'm so glad you're still keeping it up :D. It really seems to help, don't it? :)

Ivette: Thank you! And hmm maybe the ex IS fucking annoyed--too bad! :reddevil: :nopity: HAHA!

Steve is too cute with that post, ha!

Dee, I always hated spam, yuck!
 
My co-worker is still on vacation in Hawaii....bitch. HA!

Nah she's cool, I'm glad for her--but yeah I haven't had the time to get around and snoop on my WLF buddies :nopity: Next week will be better, you'll see more of me! Uh, unless my Wonderful Boyfriend has taken us to snowboard in Tahoe :D

Anyway, this evening I'm off to belly dancing class :party: Finally, I been mentioning it for over a month, now! Anyway I'm off RIGHT at 5 to make it to Delena's 5:30 Level 2-3 Yoga class to get stretched out and warmed up, then to Dance Synergy in Soquel for the 7:30 B.D. class--I'm excited! It's for Beginners and I started in September, but am not very good since I only dance once a week and never practice (ha!); nonetheless, I still have an advantage with my experience, and now I'll be dancing TWICE a week! :party:

EVEN BETTER NEWS: My Tuesday teacher, made me an offer: free lessons each month (that's $40 saved per month!) if I come to class 5 minutes early and collect dues, and make sure everyone signs up, and handle Late People who come in as well--FUCK YEAH! :hurray:

Life is great.
 
WOW great deal!!!!!!! Way to go on the bargaining on that one!!! Can't wait to hear how the class went!
 
Wow Val, you just have all kinds of great news ta share! :D HeeHee.. So happy 4 ya! :hug2:

Hey, I'm looking younger and younger by the day! :D :D

Hahahahaha! Ok, so I'm full of bull a little bit..;)

It is making a difference tho! :)

I just love the kit.

Hope yer havin' a Goal Reachin' Tuesday!

<3 Stacy
 
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