Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Hey thanks, Steve, you're totally right, Chris is really social even though he looks like such a square, he's about as open-minded as I am about people--as long as they're nice, he likes em! :)

And thanks, totally, I really think dance improves the mind/body/soul connection in a MAJOR WAY and body consciousness as well.........which is important to health.
 
I was told once that if you can't dance, you can't fuck.

lol

I don't know how true that is, but I think sex, at least the good kind, requires a bit of mind/body/soul connection.
 
reluctantcabbie said:
Funny shit!

I picked up my future wife in the taxi the day I met her. I chatted her up the whole way. Not a word from her...
When I dropped her off she looked at me, paid straight fare and told me that my tip was being allowed to speak to her...

I decided I needed to be with this woman... she didn't take shit from anyone... my kinda girl. That was 1986, I love her more now than ever.


Specially since she talks to me now;)
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Awww, that's great! I like your wife's attitude! :smilielol5:
 
Merry Xmas to me!

Yesterday the dumb Dell monitor on my work computer I had, broke--the button, which I KNEW was a bad design and was just WAITING for it to break, finally discoed itself. Today I have a new monitor (yesterday I was borrowing another one) that my manager purchased for me--DAMN dude, it's the HP w2207h--22" diagonal widescreen with speakers and 1680 x 1050 res and bells and whistles....:eek2: I didn't expect or WANT this, I just GOT it and now I'm trying to get used to being blinded, LOL. Well, I guess I'm grateful. Seems to me a little excessive, but now I can have all sorts of windows open next to each other all over the screen and see what's going on, all at once :)
 
Enter the Luteal phase: Day 22 and my hunger is NOT out of control, just mighty and on top of its game, heh heh.

I bought a jar of almond butter, bananas, and apples, and ate some twice today, as my mid morning and 3 o'clock snack (yes, I always have snacks at these times) I had a banana with a.b., and half a large Granny Smith apple with a.b. It beats the hell out of the chocolate rum cordials, muffins, crackers, and candy canes that are just LAYING out on the counter of our office kitchen--I was mad at myself recently because I wasn't eating enough fruit. Now I don't feel so bad :)

Actually, my food for today is something to brag about, kind of: b-fast was 2 slices of organic whole grain, flax seed bread with Earth Balance (vegan buttery spread made of nut oils) and a bowl of organic Millet flakes with soy milk and fresh blueberries, and I put some agave nectar on top to sweeten :eek: Heh heh...

Snack: Small banana & a.b.

Lunch was a tofu sandwich on sprouted wheat bread with avocado, cherry tomatoes, pickles, jalapenos, romaine lettuce, Veganaise (vegan mayo), and Mendocino beer honey mustard.

Snack: Half large apple and a.b.

Thrown up in the mix was one candy cane and one chocolate cordial. Heh heh :eek:

WOW that sounds pretty good, no wonder my nails have been thick and not brittle lately--this summer they were really chippy. Right now they are all just a tiny bit long and filed nicely and thick. My hair is shiny and healthy looking but I always put (organic, natural, cruelty-free ;)) leave in conditioner because it's so long and gets dry toward the end--the tips of my hair are now to about L3 of my spine--but I need a trim, I haven't had a hair cut in 5 months! :smash: Anyway, I think my diet (also I have been swallowing a multi vitamin every morning of the week, I forget on weekends) is manifesting well in my appearance. I appear happy and healthy and all the Yoga makes my energy centered. It's little wonder as to why awesome things keep happening to me, and cool ass people keep coming into my life!

Today I'm going to Chris's and I'm going to use his jack to change the oil of my car, and going to let him give me a haircut. He claims to be a decent stylist. I learned yesterday he was a top-notch downhill ski racer when he was 15....jeezus, does he EVER stop being amazingly cool? I might not get any exercise in today although I'm going to try to get to his house by 5:30, change my oil and get a haircut and leave by 7 to make 7:30-9 Yoga class with dearest, darling, sweet Mangala :beating: We'll see if that happens.

Peezey sent me some sexy texts this morning about what kind of things he wants to do tonight :) I'm actually really tired and am going to see him tomorrow, so I'm currently struggling with how I'm going to let him down on this one, tonight.......hmmmmmmm :ack2:
 
Wow, you're a good example of making this a lifestyle :)

I'm feeling cravings for healthier food lately... think my body's had enough junk for a while again!!!

Enjoy the yoga and everything!
 
Jen: You're welcome!

JZ: Peezey was cool about it, and last night he told me, "I'm crazy about you"--UH OH! :eek: LOL! How sweet, he is so awesome :beating: Me? I've cooled down somewhat but totally open to more fun adventures and to see what happens next, we're going to Reggae Night at the Cypress Lounge this evening for dinner and dancing. HA!

Sean: Welcome to Santa Cruz :hat:

Anke: Thanks I did very much enjoy Yoga last night, I went to Chris's, we changed my oil and found out that I'm low on transmission fluid :ack2: so I'm gonna make sure and take care of that, he cut my hair, and then I made it to Yoga :) Then I came home and BARRE WAS THERE! :hurray: :party: :beating: Barre was setting up some new turn tables he got at Circuit City's closing sale. He also showed me a $55,000 dollar check he got from his dad's retirement fund. NICE!

Trops: Chris totally hacked my hair and did a GREAT job, wow! He staggered the front, trimmed my bangs, and trimmed 2 inches off the back. I told him 1 inch and now I feel raped :( BUT I acted like I was thrilled (I am, just stunned and bummed it's so "short" compared to what it was) and thanked him profusely. He really made it look good and he did it dry, in 30 minutes, in time for me to do Yoga.
 
What a day! I feel great!

Last night I truly enjoyed Barre's company, I missed him so much! He's been real busy, too. He's invited to my family's Christmas. Get this: my mom, stepdad, and maternal grandparents are having my paternal grandpa, uncle, and BARRE over for Christmas dinner! :beating: WARM-HEARTED SHIT right here! :hurray: :cheers2: I want to say Barre is like my uncle, but he really feels like myself at age 56. I know that sounds weird, but we jive on the same vibe, it's amazing. We're both active, upbeat friendly, independent, and intellectual--and we both have good vocabularies. For whatever reason, this makes for excellent company.

Dinner was breaded, baked eggplant slices and I snacked on POTATO CHIPS :ack2: in between, chips that Barre had laying out on the counter. Oh well! I managed to fold all my laundry while chatting with Barre, and that is one thing I let slide quite often--just picking clothes out of the clean basket as my week rolls on, which I don't like to do :p

I had a long talk with Peezey that proved good, but I'm slightly worried that he might be more into me than I'm into him, and part of that is because yes.......I admit it.......I'm wary of a relationship :leaving: Being single AND centered has been the fountain of happiness with no heavy emotional responsibility and all light-heartedness. Not to mention, I'm free of guilt to occasionally make out with a cute boy. NOW I wouldn't feel good about myself doing that (I hear a groan from Karl ;)) and IF I decided I didn't want to get freaky with Peezey anymore I'd be totally dreading telling him. Still, I refuse to project my worry into the future, that's never a good idea IMO, so I'm still very happy and present in the moment--how else could I be? ;)

I'm 144.0 lbs today, and that's cool. DAMMIT my coworker brought in cookies and pastries and I ate a cookie and a pastry for b-fast when I have cereal and blueberries in the fridge. :( It happens! Grrrrrrrrr :banghead:
 
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