I know I don't know you too well but, from what I read on here you sound pretty put together and with it. You sound really balanced and seem like you make a conscious effort to keep the positive flowing in your life. You really deserve someone that does that, or at least tries to do that, imo.
Great job on all that yoga
-Sam
HAHAHA! I am inherently put together and with it, but I didn't always act like it and I get pushed out of balance pretty easy by my hedonism. This month has probably been the most balanced and productive, peaceful and healthy month in a long long time. Jeez, IK can't even remember it ever being better than this. And yes, I'm trying to be an Enlightened being. It's hard sometimes, BUT other times Tatiana reminds me that Hinduism and Buddhism are an Indian sort of mindset, coming from poverty and guilt of not being Brahmin and such and such. She reminds me that if any practice is making me feel guilt, I should disregard it. I argued that if it's my Ego protesting an Ego-check, then I should be more disciplined and not give up. It was a thought-provoking conversation.
Whoa I haven't verbalized that yet.....trippy.....I feel like I could actually live the rest of my life, provided I maintain my inner peace, in absolute harmony with the world and the cosmos and never worry about looking for another human being to "complete me." Because I am whole. For once. Hahaha.
I agree karma is a bitch... but it will come back to him eventually!!!
Just wanted to say hello and hapy Thursday... sorry I've been MIA, its been a crazy week! I'm sending positive waves your direction!! Have a good kickboxing class if you haven't already!
Oh, IMO Karma is chute-boxing the poor ex all over the proverbial ring at the moment....maybe I should concentrate on sending positivity to him during meditation tonight. For old time's sake. Why the hell not?
Oh man that is probably the best synchronized punching match (in the beginning) I ever seen! Has Takayama ever heard of a BLOCK??? Hellllllo!!! It's always so boring and likewise so cute when fighters get fatigued and hug each other
I'm sorry, but I disagree--not the best fight ever. Not enough kickboxing for me, the grappling was poor, and there was very little to no blood (can't tell from the resolution). I liked the Silva and Jackson fights, both, better--I must be a sucker for Chute boxing then.....
Especially since he dropped me so fast and declared his love for her just a week after he was telling me all sorts of weird ass shit when he was drunk about how.......nevermind! Forgeddaboutit!!
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LOL!!!! Hi MJB, haven't seen you in here in a long long time!
Hmm, I won't purpose to know WHAT is going on in his head. When my mind starts to wander about maybe what.......then it recoils in horror and is like, fuck that! what's for dinner tonight?
Um, one thing that was really weird was he didn't mention anything about his girlfriend whatsoever, in his little catch-up paragraph. Um, I know that I am his ex-girlfriend, but the last I heard from him was a month or so ago and he was calling me during a dinner date with that hot black guy (whom I decided was too pervy, too fast, for me), lamenting about how his girlfriend was "embargo-ing" him from trying to contact or see me. Uh huh huh, yeah, kinda strange!!!
If he's lonely, then he can cure it by being disciplined and searching within. He'll figure it out, maybe, he's pretty smart (granted his behavior is quite foolish most of the time).
THANK YOU!!! I have been trying very hard to maintain my weight, tis difficult to lose, I DO love food and I work out a lot, making me very hungry. Also, I eat "too fast" according to all my friends (BTW the ones who say that have all dealt with eating disorders as teens, so.........perception is everything).
Little boy? Yeah definitely, although he IS 2 years younger than me and guys supposedly mature slower than girls....but what's in an age if a person has their shit together, right? I won't get involved. It's......it might be some sort of awful trap or something. That ol' ex is one of the LEAST introspective persons I ever met--he never seemed aware of the crappy things he'd do, and was a master-manipulator when it came to verbal combat. Fucking Gemini. Just kidding, I love Geminis, STEVE is one and an insightful one at that! Hmm, so is Dee and so is Sheryl, I wish she'd come back on here!
HAHAHA! And from the looks of CRAIGSLIST Oprah is RIGHT, uuuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhh 
Jeez, you might be right but that sounds so negative!
HAHAHAHA!!! That guy IS from San Jose!!!!!!!!!
Let them find us. I'm starting to lose my scientific perspective on randomness and probability and starting to think there is some kind of destiny or plan for me. Someone, SHAKE ME!!!!
Word.
You will adapt to fixing good meals and avoiding fast food--it may take a while but humans adapt--it's our "thing"--soon you won't even consider certain junk foods as even "food."
Keep it up, it's one of the best lifestyle changes you'll ever make!
THAT........IS...............TERRIFYING!!!!!
You're right, but I was referencing more (without referencing) the idea that we shouldn't be looking for a man to complete us, if that's the motive. I was sort of saying that if fate or destiny or "God's design" or Karma or whatever wants to dump some awesome, shit-together, hot, considerate and carrying dudehole into our lap, we should accept the gift and not OBSESS the gift, yadada I'm sayin'? At the moment I'm really really pleased with how easy and pleasant my life is. Relationships were so full of highs and lows, it was always a roller-coaster and it had to do with ME, not just whatever boyfriend I had. Of course, a cheapskate shitty boyfriend who takes more than he gives is always disappointing
