Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Glad you had such a great birthday!

Hitting 142 was just a bonus.

I am curious about this raw brownie. How is it made??
 
Alta818 said:
YOU HAVE TO BE HAPPY WITH YOU NOWWWW.

...if YOU ENJOY TODAY, and love you NOW, live life HAPPY and PROUD of yourself NOW, not 10lbs less......LIFE is MORE FULFILLING!!! MORE HAPPINESS is going to come with....it is just a byproduct of what we are striving for in the longer haul of life.......

....there are MORE MEANINGFUL shit in LIFE that is going on to THINK ABOUT!

.....BLOW the WHISTLE.....;)
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:iagree: That is what life is all about! :cheers2:

Of course, we all have our off days/months/years :( Unfortunately, life is about THAT SHIT, too, sometimes. But ultimately, life is sunnier if we are happy with ourselves. And if jealous ass haters want to look down on us for having a high self esteem, no matter what size we are or how much money we have, they're the ones to be pitied!
 
bethann1156 said:
Wishing you a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Have a wonderful time with your girlfriends and enjoy all of your celebrations!
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Thank you VERY much :beating: I DID have a smashing good time, better than any other birthday. EVER.

Something always went wrong on my last ones, not enough to really complain about (except the last two that were RUINED by the ex, in a way) but this one? Perfect. Better than expected. Flat out every birthday wish came true. WORD!
 
Omega said:
I am pleased that you had such a great birthday. It sounds like everything went absolutely brilliantly for you.

It is great to see that the extra calories in the alcohol did not undermine things. Also that you wanted healthy food when hungry in the early hours after partying. That kind of food craving will help to keep you slim too.
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Thank you!! Brilliant. Absolutely!

Yes, I danced off lots of calories and you are right--I'm constantly mindful of healthy food choices and it's reflected in my slimming down. I'm not perfect, but at least I'm not binging on cookies and chocolate anymore! For some reason I now am satisfied with ONE thing, or ONE real portion of sugary snacks. That is awesome!!! :hurray:
 
DCarr10760 said:
Only...raw pizza... Is that like Italian Sushi? I'd think all the toppings would fall off the wheat stalk!! :)
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LOL, the dough is dehydrated soaked grains and the cheese is raw cashew nut cheese. It's delicious, here on the Cali Coast we got some mad healthy food goin' on!
 
TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO COMPLIMENTED MY FIGURE, THANK YOU VERY MUCH, I APPRECIATE IT GREATLY. :beating:

As you all know, I had years where I wasn't happy with my body, and it took lots of hard ass work to get to this point, along with a lot of fucking self control with food that I didn't really think I'd ever master. AND there is always that background fear that stress and bad times will reappear and set me into unhealthy habits. Because like lots of you, I eat and drink excessively if I'm unhappy. It just so happens I'm probably happier now than ever in my life, or that I can remember. And I certainly owe a lot of that to being very fit, and striving toward better fitness.


Juicy Stuff:

Whoo-eeee, I had a good night hot-tubbin' with the 22 year old! :biggrinjester: He even cooked me dinner (fish, rice pilaf, and salad, mmmmh!), and made us margaritas with hand-made mix :)

Nice ass house with no parents, LOL! Oh, right, and he has a real nice ass! DAMN!

Funny story: so my girl friend Lu is a big playa and a sex addict sort of, and we were talking about our fun times with cute boys and she mentioned her experience with a hot 19 year old surfer boy (she's 25 gonna be 26 in November). She said they were hooking up occasionally, and he told her,

"Yeah, I've had opportunities to sleep with girls, but I turned them down because when I really thought about it, I decided, 'I'd rather sleep with Lu.'"

And my homegirl was like, "Really? Did you tell your guy friends that shit?"

and he was like, "yeah"

and she said, "And they didn't call you gay?" That was when Lu decided to drop kick him to the curb, she was not about to get less-than-casually involved with a teenie, no matter how one-sided it would have been.

The story made me laugh at the time, but then when I went over to 22-year-old's house, he informed me that when he was out of state competing, he said that he didn't sleep with any girls because he figgered they were all groupie hos, and he's rather "wait for" me when he got back. I was like, reminiscing to Lu's story and laughing inwardly. But when he asked me if I has slept with anyone I was like, "YES!" It was not a deal breaker.

LOL


And remember the problems with the F.B.? Well, after I sent that long ass email listing names and exactly what I did with other guys, and apologizing for not seeing eye to eye with him on whatever we got going on between us, and so long, it was fun while it lasted, he called me right after reading it, apologizing! :eek: Apparently, honesty IS the best policy. He saw my point of view, and was glad he didn't have to worry about me ever lying to him, LOL! He also was trying to tell me that he was only disappointed that I hadn't told him earlier, and that he never was intending to dump me as a Fuck Buddy.

WORD! :D He's going to take me out to dinner sometime, a thing we have never done before. LOL!!!!


I have not had a chance to weigh myself today. I kickboxed yesterday and OH!!!

I'M ORGANIZING A BEACH CLEAN UP SUNDAY! :hurray: There was too much filthy garbage from drunk partyers on my favorite beach, and it made one tear come out of my 25% Native American eye. My homegirl and I decided we're going to get biodegradable trash bags and pick up sticks and beer and go to town on that beach. My friend Nick said he'd come, too, but I'm trying to get more people in on it. The more, the faster. I think the 3 of us could clean it up in an hour and a half if we busted out, but with 6 people we could get it done in no time!

Anyway, thanks for visiting!!!
 
I've never been to the west coast (unless you want to count an hour layover in LAX) but I've been really craving to go and those pics just make it worse!
 
Awwww!

22 year old was in Vermont at a nice lake, said it kicked ass. He and his buddies all bought and wore Speedos as a gag. I thought it was hilarious! They all have pretty much perfect bodies, lucky ducks!
 
K, my homegirls are organizing a Pretty Dress Night of Girly Things this evening. They invited me, and I want to go but I'm worried that it will take away from workout time. I need to go home, I haven't been there since Monday afternoon. Oliver (my cat) is probably sustaining himself on lizards and bats :p

I need clean clothes. BADLY! I wanted to do yoga at 7:30 but that ain't happening. I'll most likely go straight home, try to run 5 miles, clean up, pack up, and go out with the girls. I'll most likely go to the F.B.'s house for the evening, better pack some more clean clothes. Living 40 minutes into the mountains is a big pain in the ass sometimes.
 
Boggles the mind that people would throw trash away (well anywhere really, but especially) at a place that's so beautiful...

Make you wonder about people, huh?

David
 
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