Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Curvie Girlie said:
Oh thank you! :hug2: Yeah, yeah, the shitty thing is that his eyes USED TO make me melt, and they were very convincing because ya think that they would reveal a person's true feelings, but he, being a Gemini and an unstable one at that with much conflicted feelings, would change his mind in an instant to my chagrin. The eyes don't lie? Yes, they do. Trust me! Haha, not my problem anymore! :D
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My EX is a GEMINI also!!! Damn them and there dual personalities!!! I don't much fall in with all the astrology stuff, but it sure is hell interesting when you look at peoples behaviors/characteristics!!!
 
Update

Yesterday and today will be busy. I'm at 145.5 lbs and finna to go down (finna = fittin' to). I have a great game plan today:

30-40 minute beach run at lunch
6-7pm belly dancing with Rebekah (Hey Shandy, I'm getting BETTER :D And I'm catching onto the dreaded zills :reddevil:)
7:30-9pm Ashtanga Yoga Level 1-2 with Delana

That's all for just TODAY! :eek:

I have a lot of work to do but I'm very interested in the diaries and what people have been up to--I'll get to everyone eventually....

No word from the ex, and I'm very relieved it went well and is over! :biggrinjester: :party:
 
you are a better dancer for working with zills hun. I absolutely refuse. Those damn things can go sod off for all I care. :D but you rock my socks off for getting the hang of it and keeping at it. bravo chica, :hurray:
 
Haha--look, catching on.... Our teacher is adamant. On Sunday we danced like a troop, and yeah, we fucked up a lot, BUT she said we looked "great" and although this marks the end of our Sunday sessions through the college extension, she's offering a followup class in November so we can perfect the dance. Hopefully she will motivate me to continue learning zills. She is ZillMaster Flash. I admire that, but yeah, it is bloody difficult!
 
Those zills drive me crazy! I'm ok with the different patterns... if my feet are not moving too. Otherwise its worse than patting your head and rubbing your belly.

Someday I'll start taking classes again. I'd like to learn more of the sword dancing and veil work. Meanwhile I'm just doing the DVDs at home.
 
Hi Phoenyx! By all means, the home DVDs! It IS hard, though, to motivate to do that by yourself, isn't it?

Steve: Thank you, I WILL! It's a bit cold, but the Sun is Shining, the Weather is Sweet yeah.....
 
Cold or not, I would love to be able to run on the beach each day.

I have some real nice trails... but they get old. In addition, my ankle is currently busted up too.
 
This afternoon's run was literally one of the best lunch-beach runs I've ever had.

Seriously.

It was as if I was Hermes with wings on my ankles :Angel_anim: The weather was actually warm-ish with just enough cool wind to make the run very pleasant indeed. The sun was bright but not too hot, and the ocean was a pretty blue-green color, whereas in NorCal it can be brown often (due to microplankton and gray skies). The best part was my lungs and legs were just keeping me flying along like I had no feeling in my body!

The only shitty thing was I forgot my watch. So I dunno how long I ran, I'm guessing 37 minutes because I did check the clock before and after. I'm not tired and I ate some spinach pancakes, a raw energy bar, and an orange soda for lunch--I've been eating cheaper lately. No more salmon dinners :cry: I might ask Chris to take me out on a date :) Anyway, I'm very much looking forward to belly dancing tonight, and Yoga.

Despite going from 149 to 142 all damn summer, and seeming to settle the most at 145, I'm very pleased I did not go into the 150s and settle there. Most summers, I gain weight--last summer I think I went from the upper 130s to the mid 140s, so that wasn't bad, but then in winter I went back up to the 150s and stayed there until May or something. I can't even remember, my weight is crazy, maihn! :willy_nilly: The important things are: I'm still a great runner, I did a successful half marathon, I briefly saw Enlightenment with a near-perfect lifestyle for a month there, I became "whole" on my own without any man in my life, and I became a much better Yogi. Fuck my goal weight! This is pretty splendid right here.....

But yeah, 137 will always be the dream. If i truly want it, I need to embrace dieting. And I just haven't been. Every time I get the hang of it, I fall back into some serious eating to "make sure" I don't lose the bunny chub that my body thinks might be so important to me! Being very lean is hard for a lot of us. I have all sorts of dedication and will power to an extent--but not enough to get to my goal weight this summer.

Perhaps I can make it there this fall/winter....
 
YOU are so cute....:beating:...the LITTLE WITTLE CHUB!!! HAHAH!!! ....you crack me up......YUP...FUCK UR GOAL...u look amazing as it is!!! RIGHT NOW!! TODAY!!! ;)
 
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Thank you Alta! But DAMN, I used to look like this!! Can ya BLAME ME for wanting that back??? Course, I AM happier, now :)
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CheeeeeeeeeeeooooW!!! :drool5:....I CAN'T BLAME YA!!! NOT ONE BIT!!!

...note to self....: CHECK YOUR EYES, because the last time I looked, YOU DO LOOK LIKE THAT RIGHT NOW!!!!!! :iagree:
 
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