Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Last night I stopped by the BC Brewery for a quick pint, and ended up drinking 3 and a half, but paying for only one. The bar tender likes me for some reason. I like him, too, he's totally funny, nice, and smart, it's just that he has a THICK SCOTTISH ACCENT and when he talks really fast I can't understand him :(

I love Scottish accents..lol. The more you hear it the more you'll understand it. :D

Girl, I cannot keep up with all your men..lol.

Sounds like you're having a fun training for your half marathon. :D
 
Hey there miss :) nice to see you're enjoying life..and all the new things happening to you. and all the sex and joy hehe
I kinda have a feeling you'll enjoy that half-marathon race. you like challenges, the harder the better :) its the adventurist in you.
btw in all the time i've been away each time i would have a glass of wine i would think of you :)

hope you have a fine and wonderful day

hugs,
Lena
 
Hey CG! I ran my first half-marathon in December and I loved it! You'll do great. I'm excited to see that you decided to try one! Racing is really fun...it's so great to get out with other runners of all shapes and sizes. Good luck!
 
Korrie! What's new? :bigear:

Lena! You're too sweet, I need to find y'all, a lot of you have new diary names and stuff!

Casey! Hell yeah, woman, you rock!!!:party:
 
Yesterday I ate salmon and fruit for lunch, then salmon over baby greens for dinner. Do you think that's too much salmon? LOL!

Kickboxing was great.

Dinner with the Fugly guy was mentally stimulating. Geez, he sure is wacky and interesting, but definitely wants it WAY TOO BAD, I started to get nervous the way he was looking at me and the things he was saying! Pshaw.....for shame!

I went to the F.B.'s house to spend the night, and I'm starting to feel more comfy with him, which is what I can tell he wants, and that's good. Still, a funny thing happened: the hot 22-year-old with the hot tub, who happens to be on the East Coast texted me as F.B. and I were talking in bed. Apparently he dislocated a rib, racing his bike in a tournament, poor guy! But I guess he's still interested in me because he texted

I'm fallin asleep but i'll talk to you soon. It's like 1:30 right now. Way past my bedtime....You still get me all excited, though. I love it! Goodnight.

Yeah! Awkward, next to the F.B......:eek:

The cool thing about being single, though, is that I don't have to choose anyone over the other and I don't have to disclose information. But, when axed point-blank about shit, I will definitely tell them point blank a truthful answer. I ain't fucking with the truth nomore. Hell nah!

146 this morning, s'ok, I ate very well yesterday and I plan on eating well today, but I don't see getting to 142 by Monday, I think I'll puss out and change my b-day goal to 144--that still pleases me :)
 
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A word on being single

from my perspective and experience, is just what I needed!

A long time ago Sheryl, Steve, and practically all my friends told me I needed to keep the ex totally out of my life--and they were right, but I was still in love with him, and he'd visit me once a week. Then in the beginning of June he got a new girlfriend who sees me as a threat :reddevil: and won't let him communicate with me. Since then, I have been emotionally GREAT and the fun times with cute boys have been just what I needed. :cheers2:

I absolutely have not met any man that has come even close to being a suitable significant other. The Fuck Buddy is adorable, a sweetheart, treats me like a princess, but is so scared of girls (he got burned BAD 4 years ago) that he is unwilling to commit to a relationship. Thing is, I didn't want one with him, anyway! I LIKE him, and yes I have LOVE for him, but I'm not sprung. At all. I DO enjoy cuddling with him and sleeping with a guy is better than sleeping alone, because when I sleep alone my arms fall asleep ;) With a body next to mine, I can prop up against him and sleep more comfortably.

Gee that sounds so heartless--COLD BLOODED SHIT right there! :piggy: Well, whatevs, I care about the F.B. but I seldom spend time thinking about him or feeling all woozy.

I met another lover a few weeks ago but he lives over an hour away and he can't afford gas $$ to visit much, although he DID drive all the way out to my house 3 times to see me. I like him, too, he's a great kisser, but yeah, not sprung. We may never really get to kick it again depending on where his construction gigs take him (and he's moving back to NV soon). He has the SEXIEST voice I have ever heard from a man. Makes me melt when I talk to him on the phone especially! YOWZAS! Oh yes, and he has TATTOOS which I discovered, are a MAJOR TURN ON for me :D

I was dating the mountain biker guy a few times, and we had very little chemistry, but very much fun when we went out drinking with our respective buddies. In bed, it was awkward the first few times, but the third and last time was pretty cool because I started busting out tricks like a ninja and rocked his world, haha! I was testing out the waters the first few times to see what it is, then when I realized he needed direction, I pretty much just went for it! Then he went away for the summer, but he'll be back next week for some debauchery at his parents' house :reddevil:

Being so busy, I haven't had time to hunt for a hot guy that I truly dig. I HAVE been busy getting comfortable being "alone" (although I have wonderful friends and family that keep me company) and loving myself as a whole person, not half a person in a relationship, depending on the other half for emotional support.

This weekend, my birthday weekend though........I'll be on the prowl like a True Lioness, me-eow! :cheers2:
 
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I always love reading what you write! You have so much spirit and energy in you, it's ridiculous!!!! In a good way, of course! I'm so, so happy you are back, and it better not be for only a few days. You can't tease me like that! ;) I live vicariously through you and your awesome posts!!! :D
 
Your buddy is right!

I love seeing when you add a new post! It's always so much fun to read, and I never, ever know what to expect! :D
 
Pshaw I'm embarrassed, but I have to agree, you never know what to expect....shall I post my adventures at the San Francisco Fetish Ball in March? Hmmmmmm?
 
Club Enslaved, Kinky Fun, March 2008

Club Enslaved: a blog March 8th 2008


1 I got to do the fetish festivities for free, and bring a friend, a $180 value total.
2 Trisha was my date at the last minute, otherwise I'd be alone save for Jesse and his new beezey, Sasha.
3 She just moved into her beezey's house in Redwood City, a 35 minute drive from downtown SF--and her beezey is AWAY in Virgina for work, hahahaha!
4 She's so bored, cause she's living with the mom and brother, and they're Johovah's Witnesses, that the BDSM stuff is the break from bordem that she needed!

So I dress in my Catholic School Girl outfit with a tiara to top, and she puts on a pretty black dress, trench coat, and has the black leather SLUT paddle I bought at Frenchy's in prep for the Ball. We decide to go to Club Enslaved since "Luke," one of the head honchos of the events, convinced me to go when I called him for details on my volunteer work.

Club Enslaved

As we walk up to Whisper on Florida St, we can hear the screams of agony before we even round the corner.....and we can hear the whipping of leather on flesh before we can even hear the music inside....inside people are mainly dressed in black leather or latex or rubber. Drag queens, gimps, nearly naked men and women, lots of gothic corsets, and interesting hair greet us. We get absinthe served to us and inhale the fumes after the licoricy shot. Outside on the patio is a public display of brutality, subs strapped and cuffed to tressels while sadists whip away, smack with hollow wooden torture tools, and paddle....then intermittently lovingly rub the reddened flesh and caress their victims as us onlookers gawk on.

In the art room, a person performs a Japanese ceremony that we can't see due to all the people watching....but it starts with the person dressed all Japanese-like with a fierce blue face and lighting lots of candles put in dirt. I have no idea what that's about. Upstairs, beautiful women scantly clad with buttocks exposed are hung from the ceiling upside-down and tortured by more sadists. A bed of nails is pulled out for more fun. Two topless women perform a S&M bit, where the sub's poor bottom is covered in welts and the dom angrily and violently throws her around and shoves her on the ground and spanks her--it's actually pretty frightening.

Jesse's New Beezey

Is Sasha, a very petite and curvy ex-model and now filmmaker and goth-fetishist documentarian. She adores me and Trisha, and laughs at how "kid in a candy store" I am, delighting in the festivities, remarking on how tough the masochists are tonight, and skipping around with my paddle, ready to smack any willing buttocks. She tells me about her man-hating friend and I tell her about Valerie Solaris and the SCUM Manifesto, and exclaim over how I can't believe she hasn't seen I shot Andy Warhol. Apparently she met Jesse at a tattoo parlor, and he was passing out Fetish fliers. It's good to see Jesse, too--we have known each other for about as long as I've known Rebecca, but we have seldom hung out together. Last night was the most fun exception. Sasha says she films horror flicks complete with pigs' blood and guts. She says I could be in one sometime. What would I do, I asked. "Kiss some man, then kill him." Sounds good to me!

Luke

Didn't actually meet him, but he's the most brutal sadist I've seen in person yet. He tortured a skinny, nearly naked blond on a tressle with hardly any reassuring pats or caresses, drawing blood with his whip and continuing to whip her bloody, slashed thighs as she screamed and writhed in agony. It was actually a little hard to watch. It was then I decided that I was in error; I can't possibly be a true masochist. Either that, or I am, I'm just not hardcore. Damn he HURT her real bad. It seemed to go on forever. The other sadists didn't draw blood that I saw that night. And Jesse said, "Hell--he's being nice tonight."

The Foot Fetishist

Well well well well well. Welly welly welly welly well! Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..................I had my feet worshiped by a fetishist, finally.

Applause.

That you, thank you.

A hairy, short, skinny man dressed in nothing but a borat-style leather thong was standing on the other side of the couch I was sitting at and observing the bed of nails bit. I had my paddle poised, and gestured at his buttocks. He obliged and bent over and I gracefully and lightly paddled him a bit and laughed. He offered to do me but I declined (I escaped spanking, I only like my ex boyfriend to spank me, thank you). So he implored, "I'll worship your feet, please! I don't speak good English but your feet, please!" So I said what the hell and took off my shoe--I left my knee-high white stockings on and he proceeded to get on his knees and suck on my toes, feet, heels....turn himself so he was lying on his back and shoved my foot as far as he could down his throat....smushed my feet to his face and held it there lovingly....asked me to "trample him." I did, I was nice, I pranced across his back but refused to do his front. It went on and on but I refused to let him rub my feet on his cock and balls, and I refused to take my socks off. Everyone watching was amused, and a photographer even got our photo, me smiling in my tiara with the gimpy guy sucking on my foot. I made him stop after a while, after I noticed that his hard-on was starting to peak out from under his cock piece, ick! He offered to get me a drink but I declined politely, and I saw later he got a different Mistress to follow around, good for him! My feet tingled for a half hour after. That was pretty ethereal.

The Grand Ballroom

Today, I woke early to do "pay my dues" and met Aaron, the Keeper of the Ballroom, basically the overseer who makes sure people don't fuck up the venue. "So...is this place haunted?" I asked. "Oh yes," he said. "I pay my respects." Got to love San Francisco! I met a couple who worked for one of the latex clothing lines, Marquis, and the man said he was dressed as a rubber woman last night. He said, "Tonight when I see you, I'm no longer David--I'm Mistress Darlene and I'll make sure to punish you if you've been bad." Hahaha! I sure wish Santa Cruz had open fetishists who came out to play.

written 3-8-08
 
The 7th Annual San Francisco Fetish Ball 08

The San Francisco Fetish Ball 7

Somehow, it all boils down to feet. The hilarity is like a wonderful running joke that only gets wackier and culminated last night in the middle of the Regency Grand Ballroom downstairs in front of a roomful of kinky freaks.

I got called a fellow pervert by one of the guys who plans the event. "I'm not a pervert, " I insisted. "Yes you are" was his retort and I stopped to think about it, felt comfortable with the description, and decided I didn't care to continue arguing against that fact.

The grand ballroom was dark, with black lights around the room (that I installed earlier that day, tra la la) and a stage and a bar and a bunch of VIPs in the balcony above the poor folks and volunteers. The costumes were AWESOME. So much leather and vinyl and latex, lots of leashes (or "leads" whatever) some formal, some uniforms, some exposed titties, and a zebra. Yes folks, a ZEBRA costume. Ha ha ha! It was great. One guy was even completely duct-taped up and led around carefully and slowly by his Master. Everywhere I looked I was dazzled and amused and ooohed and awed. No bordem, no monotony, Trisha and I were totally entertained all night. We drank and danced and spanked and were spanked. We watched people get jiggy wid it and we chatted and danced with Jesse (now goes by Terrin) and occasionally saw Sasha, who was working all night (networking for her documentary on goth/fetish culture).

I had washed my feet, clipped my toenails, and rubbed my body (including my feet) with coconut oil from Fiji--just in case I ran into a foot fetishist. Well....sure enough I ran into one, named Ricardo, dressed in black leather with a leather collar and rings around it. I asked him if he wanted to, and he agreed--right there in the middle of the ballroom I took off my shoes and knee-high socks and he went to town, licking, sucking--even deep-throating my feet. Rubbing them against his face....letting me trampled him, step on his head and grab the rings around his neck with my toes. I writhed and smiled and laughed--it was so funny to me, and the power exchange was awesome--how often to you get to step on a guy's face--and not feel bad, because he loves it?! We got the attention of lots of photographers--cameras weren't allowed without a press pass, so who knows--my feet and Ricardo's mouth might end up in some editorial somewheres, I dunno. I put on the best show I could, using my toes to "caress" his face because I'm sure that's what the crowd wanted. After about 15 minutes of this, he got up and asked me if I would kick his balls. "Sure," and I got up, put my hands on his shoulders as he was on his knees, and I lightly kicked his balls about 6 times--my first CBT play(?) Then that was all. I told him he was awesome and shook his hand, and didn't see him except for one other time for the rest of the ball.

I was looking very hard for Mistress Darlene (David, the guy in his fifties who looks so normal in the daytime) and I recognized his outfit from a picture he showed me. He looked so great in drag that I completely understood why he bothered with it at all. Lots and lots of people have clothes fetishes, trust me on that one. Just be a hot guy in a Navy Uniform and....*erotic shudder* Anyway, Mistress Darlene was wearing a black tight vinyl outfit and tall black platform stillettos--in a depraved moment I decided it would be funny to stoop down and kiss the tops of his beautiful shoes, and so I did and he made me do it again so he could take a picture with his iPhone. So yeah, I kissed a Drag Queen's shoetop *shrugs*
Then I ran into another female volunteer I had worked with earlier that day--except instead of looking normal she was wearing a scandalous see-through latex dress and was escorting 2 young, hot guys almost naked on leashes. When we stopped to chat, she made them kiss the tops of my feet--and they did, over and over, lovingly and traveling up my ankles and back down to my toes until their Mistress tugged at their leashes "That's enough." She even offered me the reins but I thought of my ex-boyfriend and declined. I sort of regret that because I could have made them kiss each other, but for some reason I felt bad about ordering around slaves--I'm usually the bottom. Maybe next year....

The best thing about last night was the costumes and the fact that you could wallow in depravity and it didn't matter--pull up your skirt and hand the person next to you the paddle? Not anything out of the ordinary. Fetishes are fun to explore and the music they played was wonderful to dance to. Trisha, Terrin and I all danced our asses off. I even danced with "Miko," a male, straight attorney that happens to be "really submissive" and likes to dress like a little girl (one of the other Catholic Schoolgirls there).

The fashion show was very dramatic and awesomely kinky--some of the costumes made me think about lubing myself up and slipping into some latex someday as well. Better to get really skinny first...yeah, not going to happen! By the end of the night I was sobered but Trisha was drunk, so we made our way back to her car and I drove us home, playing hyphy music on KMEL the whole way. Once we pulled on the side of her street to park, she uttered, "I don't fill good" and bleh--she vomited all out her passenger door. Once finished, I helped her out and she complained she couldn't walk because her heeled, black leather zip-up boots hurt her feet too bad. Still woozey, she leaned up against the back bumper of her car and I, ever helpful, got on my knees and said "Here--" and I unzipped and started yanking off her boots--then laughing. "Look Trisha--what a way to end the night--me on my knees taking off your boots!" and we giggled fiendishly in front of the house of her Johovah's witness boyfriend's mama.

I had the time of my life. I wish Santa Cruz had fetish things once a week.

written 3-11-08
 
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See, now that is the shit I'm talking about!!!!! So insanely entertaining!!!!!

I LOVE IT!

:D

You should blog somewhere! That would be a very entertaining blog to read, to say the least!!!

I :beating: my Valerie!
 
See, now that is the shit I'm talking about!!!!! So insanely entertaining!!!!!

I LOVE IT!

:D

You should blog somewhere! That would be a very entertaining blog to read, to say the least!!!

I :beating: my Valerie!

Oh, I have a secret blog under a pseudonym under an email address that no one knows! :reddevil: THAT's where the JUICY shit is, THAT's the stuff that could get me into trouble :leaving:

Love you too! :beating:
 
Oh, I have a secret blog under a pseudonym under an email address that no one knows! :reddevil: THAT's where the JUICY shit is, THAT's the stuff that could get me into trouble :leaving:

Love you too! :beating:

Hahaha! That's awesome!!!

Well please keep sharing the stuff that won't get you into trouble! :D :reddevil:
 
Okeydoke Tyly. I hope to have more adventures as time wears on...but the fetish shit is all the way in SF unfortunately. It wasn't even SEXUAL for me so much as it was FUN and EXCITING
 
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