Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me
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Curvie Girlie
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Amber!!! 
I missed you telling me to keep my panties on!
I missed you telling me to keep my panties on!
daiseeangel
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From my diary, but I wanted to share it with you. I can't believe I wore a short (for me!) denim skirt today!!!
I found a good "before" shot!
And today in *gasp!* a denim skirt!:
Curvie Girlie
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Awwwwwwwwwww so cute! Congrats, you are a weight loss "winner"!
sammyboy24
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Hey there
I might be able to do the whole raw eggs thing sometime. I think I'd feel like Rocky or something while i was drinking them, lol. Your raw-food brownie you talked about eating on your b-day that had goji berries all thru it sounds amazing. I would eat that shit up right quick.
God help the man I share my bed with. I have an awesome bed, a King sized pillowtop lovely thing, hehe. I am such a bed hog though, I take up the whole thing (I'm 6'2'') and I usually wake up in the morning sleeping diagonally on it, lol...
-Sam
I might be able to do the whole raw eggs thing sometime. I think I'd feel like Rocky or something while i was drinking them, lol. Your raw-food brownie you talked about eating on your b-day that had goji berries all thru it sounds amazing. I would eat that shit up right quick.
God help the man I share my bed with. I have an awesome bed, a King sized pillowtop lovely thing, hehe. I am such a bed hog though, I take up the whole thing (I'm 6'2'') and I usually wake up in the morning sleeping diagonally on it, lol...
-Sam
Curvie Girlie
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Oh I know what you mean--I like to flop around at night. My ho was like, crowding me from behind and my cat was snuggling up at my front and it was awful! Then Oliver (my cat) started purring really loud.....I think he was jealous. Last night when it was just me and my cat I was like, "Don't worry buddy, it's just you and me tonight!"
sammyboy24
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Oh I know what you mean--I like to flop around at night. My ho was like, crowding me from behind and my cat was snuggling up at my front and it was awful! Then Oliver (my cat) started purring really loud.....I think he was jealous. Last night when it was just me and my cat I was like, "Don't worry buddy, it's just you and me tonight!"
Awww. How sweet! The cat knows he's the only man that really matters
bikinibound
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I couldn't agree more. Thankfully H and I agree that once we're ready to sleep, the cuddling has to stop. I dream of the day I have a king size bed like Sam--who is one lucky bastard to have one imo.
Curvie Girlie
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Awww. How sweet! The cat knows he's the only man that really matters
YES at this point! I always hug him and say, "Oh Oliver, you are my favorite boy in the whole world and I love you and know you'd never leave me," and he smiles and purrs. For the record I am not a "cat person" or a "dog person": I love all animals and wish I could have a doggie, too, but I feel like it would be animal abuse because there would be no one to keep the dog company when I would be at work, and I can't afford a sitter.
I couldn't agree more. Thankfully H and I agree that once we're ready to sleep, the cuddling has to stop. I dream of the day I have a king size bed like Sam--who is one lucky bastard to have one imo.
Hi Kimberly! Yes, Sam is lucky, my bed is a queen sized futon on the floor with 2 memory foam mattress toppers and is quite comfy, but sandwiched between a purring cat and a clutching boy is no way to sleep!
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[Focus]1
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I've experimented with pretty much everything, and imo the most comfortable thing ever is two memory foam covers on the floor, with a custom-contoured memory foam pillow. Much more economical than buying the actual memory foam mattress, anyway, and more portable - everything under the first few inches of foam is just a waste. A board or a floor will do just as good. Or a box spring.
I have two rooms here. One is for sleeping, the other has a bed in it.
[Focus]1
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Why tho, bb?
nc_bmac08
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Heh, actually I wouldn't mind sleeping with my matress on the floor if I wasn't so tall. Just seems like it would be a pain getting in and out of bed. The temperature aspects seem beneficial to me, should be cooler on the floor. I think the benefits of a regular bed win out though. Plus... where else would I put all that stuff that's currently under my bed?
Curvie Girlie
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For fuck's sake, could my life please be more boring?
Geezus, for rilly do!
Sigh.
Here's the weight loss info first:
144.5 lbs this morning, and I feel skinny--I started my period yesterday evening, which means my cycle this month is 26 days. I noticed my cycle is often 26 days, dammit
Anyway, an interesting point for me, not like anyone here wants to hear it, is that my breasts did not get tender and swollen like they usually do. Did you know the clinical term for breast pain is mastalgia? Hah hah! And it hasn't really been studied enough, but apparently STRESS and HORMONES like estrogen can cause it. Anyway, my theory is that I have got my body fat down to the point where there is less estrogen in my system (btw I do not take birth control pills--I have a copper IUD, the best invention on the planet ) and that's why I don't get mastalgic rotflmao during my period anymore. This happened last year, when I got down to the lower 140s--otherwise my tits get HELLA fucking swollen, painful, and huge. Like, they usually go from a C to a D. Yeah, it's kind of cool, in a way (the ex boyfriends liked it) but the pain isn't worth it to me. So, YAY!
I DO still get clumsy around P time: this morning I slipped and fell down my dewy redwood steps off my porch on my way to my car with my arms full of stuff, purple Acai juice flinging all over me
I'm not hurt, just my left forearm is a bit red, but I had to change my outfit (which was OK--I was wearing two shades of brown, bleh).
Since I am on my period, and my weight is a cool 144.5 lbs, I highly suspect that if I eat well and continue exercising, in a week or less my weight is gonna drop to the range I want it in for Hawaii--I predict it going to 142.0 in the next week and a half--holy shit, I'm leaving on the 22nd!! It's almost here!! YAY!!!
The juicy stuff:
Ok, so the date last night. I arrived at my favorite restaurant and Ade wasn't there yet, so I sat down and ordered a beer (I was very thirsty after kickboxing). I was sitting there and I remembered something funny, but I didn't remember what it was--just what it had to do with. See, my homegirl watches reality TV for shits and giggles and I was at her house the other day when she had "New York Goes to Hollywood" on. I had heard of New York from Flava of Love, but I don't really watch TV since I don't have one at home right now. Anyway, Cyndi and I were laughing about something New York said: "Imma call you Real, cause I'm feelin' you right now."
Drunk bitch!! Hahahaha!!
So anyway I texted my homie what was that thet NY said? As I was waiting for a response, Ade walked in. WOW! 6'2", perfect V-shaped cut ass body, gorgeous face, and lovely black skin. He told me I looked like my pictures. I didn't tell him he looked way better than his pictures. We started talking and Cyndi texted me back the answer and we both laughed about it. We shot the shit and found it easy to converse, and I was pleased to find that he's really quite intelligent and pleasant. He is a year younger than me, although born in Alabama he moved to Cali when he was 2, he has lived in Italy and France, his dad is a rich Nigerian and his mom is an Alabaman, and he has never drank alcohol nor smoked anything.
Well, my cell phone was on the counter (we ate at the bar, that's how I do) and to my horror my EX BOYFRIEND (most current, you know, that one) called me twice. I ignored it, of course, I should have just turned the fucking thing off but then I wouldn't have this amusing ass story to tell!
Third time (he never calls, he always texts, and since he got a new girlfriend he seldom if ever texts, only recently his Beezy allowed him to contact me) I apologized to Ade and told him I was going to answer the phone call from my ex boyfriend. Ade was good natured about it. Well, Nat must have been drunk (he's Irish and German and can drink like a muthafucka and not get sloppy) because he started talking and I couldn't get him off the phone. He was saying that his Beezy is very close to "embargo-ing" me again, as in, forbidding him to interact with me in any way, like she did before. He said it's driving him crazy. I said we don't even fucking talk or email much at all, and we haven't seen each other since June 16th! He was like, I know!! He asked me if it was wack if he asked me for relationship advice. I cringed, but couldn't bring myself to say no for the simple fact that I love my friends and pretty much would do anything for them, so by default....
He was rambling on and on and I was telling him it was a bad time and I had to go, then finally I said, "Look! I am on a fucking first date right now!!" while Ade laughed, then Nat was like "Really? Oh let me talk to him," and I was like "Oh for fuck's sake!" and handed the phone to a smiling Ade. They talked briefly (well, Nat talked to Ade) and when I got the phone back I asked him "What did you tell him?" He said he told Ade I was a savage chick who climbs 200 foot redwood trees and I should be treated right. Oh geezus!
Anyway, I did manage to tell him a few things that pleased me. I told him, "Look, she's nineteen. What the fuck do you expect? You made your bed, now you have to lie in it, I'm rocking the single life and it's fucking fabulous!" Haha, he was pretty complacent about that. Anyway, I was finally able to get off the phone with him. GAWD! Ade thought it was hilarious. I thought it was pretty funny, but crazy timing, geez, we haven't had a conversation in 2 months other than him calling me to wish me a happy birthday. Talk about awkward!
After dinner Ade and I went to the Catalyst Nightclub across the street and watched a Latin 3 piece band rock the house for free. I like Ade, but he is a little shady in these ways: he says he can't tell me what his job is (fine with me, whatever), he admits to cheating and lying on his girlfriends (whatever, no one is perfect and I ain't wanting to be anyone's girlfriend!), and he was very very attracted to me. Hahaha! He fucking SAID this:
"It would be a lot easier for me to be a gentleman if you were less attractive--pretty much if you were uglier"
as he sort of touched my side with his arm around me. I can't believe the shit that comes out of guys' mouths sometimes! Hahaha! I love men, they are hilarious and they make my life absolutely interesting and amusing
Anyway, I suppose I'll go on a second date with him eventually, we got along pretty well.
Geezus, for rilly do!
Sigh.
Here's the weight loss info first:
144.5 lbs this morning, and I feel skinny--I started my period yesterday evening, which means my cycle this month is 26 days. I noticed my cycle is often 26 days, dammit
Anyway, an interesting point for me, not like anyone here wants to hear it, is that my breasts did not get tender and swollen like they usually do. Did you know the clinical term for breast pain is mastalgia? Hah hah! And it hasn't really been studied enough, but apparently STRESS and HORMONES like estrogen can cause it. Anyway, my theory is that I have got my body fat down to the point where there is less estrogen in my system (btw I do not take birth control pills--I have a copper IUD, the best invention on the planet ) and that's why I don't get mastalgic rotflmao during my period anymore. This happened last year, when I got down to the lower 140s--otherwise my tits get HELLA fucking swollen, painful, and huge. Like, they usually go from a C to a D. Yeah, it's kind of cool, in a way (the ex boyfriends liked it) but the pain isn't worth it to me. So, YAY!I DO still get clumsy around P time: this morning I slipped and fell down my dewy redwood steps off my porch on my way to my car with my arms full of stuff, purple Acai juice flinging all over me
I'm not hurt, just my left forearm is a bit red, but I had to change my outfit (which was OK--I was wearing two shades of brown, bleh).Since I am on my period, and my weight is a cool 144.5 lbs, I highly suspect that if I eat well and continue exercising, in a week or less my weight is gonna drop to the range I want it in for Hawaii--I predict it going to 142.0 in the next week and a half--holy shit, I'm leaving on the 22nd!! It's almost here!! YAY!!!
The juicy stuff:
Ok, so the date last night. I arrived at my favorite restaurant and Ade wasn't there yet, so I sat down and ordered a beer (I was very thirsty after kickboxing). I was sitting there and I remembered something funny, but I didn't remember what it was--just what it had to do with. See, my homegirl watches reality TV for shits and giggles and I was at her house the other day when she had "New York Goes to Hollywood" on. I had heard of New York from Flava of Love, but I don't really watch TV since I don't have one at home right now. Anyway, Cyndi and I were laughing about something New York said: "Imma call you Real, cause I'm feelin' you right now."
Drunk bitch!! Hahahaha!!So anyway I texted my homie what was that thet NY said? As I was waiting for a response, Ade walked in. WOW! 6'2", perfect V-shaped cut ass body, gorgeous face, and lovely black skin. He told me I looked like my pictures. I didn't tell him he looked way better than his pictures. We started talking and Cyndi texted me back the answer and we both laughed about it. We shot the shit and found it easy to converse, and I was pleased to find that he's really quite intelligent and pleasant. He is a year younger than me, although born in Alabama he moved to Cali when he was 2, he has lived in Italy and France, his dad is a rich Nigerian and his mom is an Alabaman, and he has never drank alcohol nor smoked anything.
Well, my cell phone was on the counter (we ate at the bar, that's how I do) and to my horror my EX BOYFRIEND (most current, you know, that one) called me twice. I ignored it, of course, I should have just turned the fucking thing off but then I wouldn't have this amusing ass story to tell!
Third time (he never calls, he always texts, and since he got a new girlfriend he seldom if ever texts, only recently his Beezy allowed him to contact me) I apologized to Ade and told him I was going to answer the phone call from my ex boyfriend. Ade was good natured about it. Well, Nat must have been drunk (he's Irish and German and can drink like a muthafucka and not get sloppy) because he started talking and I couldn't get him off the phone. He was saying that his Beezy is very close to "embargo-ing" me again, as in, forbidding him to interact with me in any way, like she did before. He said it's driving him crazy. I said we don't even fucking talk or email much at all, and we haven't seen each other since June 16th! He was like, I know!! He asked me if it was wack if he asked me for relationship advice. I cringed, but couldn't bring myself to say no for the simple fact that I love my friends and pretty much would do anything for them, so by default....
He was rambling on and on and I was telling him it was a bad time and I had to go, then finally I said, "Look! I am on a fucking first date right now!!" while Ade laughed, then Nat was like "Really? Oh let me talk to him," and I was like "Oh for fuck's sake!" and handed the phone to a smiling Ade. They talked briefly (well, Nat talked to Ade) and when I got the phone back I asked him "What did you tell him?" He said he told Ade I was a savage chick who climbs 200 foot redwood trees and I should be treated right. Oh geezus!
Anyway, I did manage to tell him a few things that pleased me. I told him, "Look, she's nineteen. What the fuck do you expect? You made your bed, now you have to lie in it, I'm rocking the single life and it's fucking fabulous!" Haha, he was pretty complacent about that. Anyway, I was finally able to get off the phone with him. GAWD! Ade thought it was hilarious. I thought it was pretty funny, but crazy timing, geez, we haven't had a conversation in 2 months other than him calling me to wish me a happy birthday. Talk about awkward!
After dinner Ade and I went to the Catalyst Nightclub across the street and watched a Latin 3 piece band rock the house for free. I like Ade, but he is a little shady in these ways: he says he can't tell me what his job is (fine with me, whatever), he admits to cheating and lying on his girlfriends (whatever, no one is perfect and I ain't wanting to be anyone's girlfriend!), and he was very very attracted to me. Hahaha! He fucking SAID this:
"It would be a lot easier for me to be a gentleman if you were less attractive--pretty much if you were uglier"
as he sort of touched my side with his arm around me. I can't believe the shit that comes out of guys' mouths sometimes! Hahaha! I love men, they are hilarious and they make my life absolutely interesting and amusing
Anyway, I suppose I'll go on a second date with him eventually, we got along pretty well.
[Focus]1
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Seems reasonable to me. I don't have any unnecessary stuff. And everything is meticulously organized. There's nothing under my bed but bed-related... things.
And yeah, it is somewhat cooler, too, on the floor. But it doesn't make too much of a difference for me as I always have all the windows open - year 'round. One nice thing about this cultural wasteland I live in is it's rarely too hot or too cold. And when it's too hot - I take an ice bath and spend the whole day slowly warming back up.
I don't find I have any particular trouble getting in and out of bed, but I can see how that might not be the case for you, what with your being a yeti and all. What I do is just stand with my heels to the "bottom" of the mattress and fall backwards. Feels like being hugged by a cloud. <3
edco76
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I would run. Can't tell you what he does means he is unemployed. Or he works at Walmart or some shit. Or he actually thinks your gullible enough to think he is some sort of 007 secret agent.
I also think your ex wants you back. Or at least a booty call.
Oh and we are Alabamians. Not Alabamans. Just FYI.
I also think your ex wants you back. Or at least a booty call.
Oh and we are Alabamians. Not Alabamans. Just FYI.
hickgurltx
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Hey Gurl!
So glad yer back!
Yer still beautiful as always.
Have A Goal Reachin' Day!
So glad yer back!
Yer still beautiful as always.
Have A Goal Reachin' Day!
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