WOW...so Cancun was so much fun and I ate YUM YUM all the time!!

...I drank often

and the slim figure I left with is now back to feeling a little pudgy in extra areas.
Mainly, I feel happy overall...I had a blast and realized that life is about that.
Who cares about being at your "LOWEST" weight all the time...I mean, it does feel good, but it's with the ups and the downs that I learn to appreciate the success when I am there.
I have been on relaxation mode and really regrouping my thoughts since vacation and have finally come to a place where I feel good about my thoughts,

and goals and what not. I am now in the process of putting it all on paper and making my vision boards, and doing what I have to do to emanate what is within my soul to the universe so that I can attract the great gifts from within and from without to arrive through me because of God in my life!
Yesterday, I decided to go back to the
Agape Center, with the Reverend Bernard Beckwith (the African brother) from the "Secret". I had never fully embarked on a ceremony and I went with a classmate from school and her friend and we were all brought to tears with the welcome and the amazing great vibrations of love that surrounded us!
We felt recognized and love for the amazing souls we are at this very moment! It was very impactful and has definitely re awakened me again! We all said that we want to make it a habit of going together. We laughed and cried and have never felt so at home with a community. I would say its beyond the limitations of what the word "church" brings because it truly is!
...It has activated the potential again within me and I feel that this as well is a missing link in my personal life as I realized what great joy it has brought to me and my days since then!...
I am very very grateful and have signed myself up for volunteer acts that I can squeeze into my schedule somewhere, because where there is a will there is a way!..It's such a great soul expanding opportunity that I completely want to do...and feel that I am lucky to
"Get To do" all the wonderful things in my life, versus how sometimes we think..."I have to do" this and that. I am ready for the opportunities of love and gratitude and virtue that God has to show within myself for myself and for others!!....It's great to be happy!
At
night yestersday, me and my bf went to
Disneyland...it was so fun and we had a great time and the best part is we went for
FREE!!...The lights were amazing and we got on rides and the lines moved quickly and we have both been enjoying each other and our lives outside of ourselves lately which as well, brings us closer together and brings a great appreciation amongst us for each other. I feel blessed and happy at the amount of love in my life right now, including the support of you ladies & gents! I am thrilled for life!!!
I hope to get my whole scheduled worked out, and possibly start swimming again this week, at latest next, and to work in the running in the mornings since it gets dark so quickly and early...since I do have another marathon coming up in Febuary!...I am grateful that I "GET to do this"....& that I am "Able" to do this as an example of what happens within us when we allow the great vibes of God and the universe to work through us!!

!!...
**Quick note with food: Need to go to the market to buy yummy non processed foods-the fridge was empty, had to make due** lol
My schedule goes as follows:
I have to go to Trader Joes and buy myself food for the week cause we have nothing at home!

I'll probably go during my lunch break, cause I really am strapped for time...My schedule goes as follows:
Mon- Friday: 9am-5pm work
6-7pm -Case Conferences @ School
7pm- 10 pm -Class/Elective Hours/Case Studies/Practicums/Practice Sessions with Clients @ School -everyday now
Saturday: 2 Practicum Classes 9:30 am- 4:30 pm
Sunday: Free Day (Agape Spiritual Center & Volunteer Stuff & Study/ Relax)
So basically,....I'm figuring that my
"Workout times" can only fall from
6 am- 8 am &
during lunch hour -Jillian Michaels- strength (30 mins max), &
after class a couple nights a week for swimming and gym from
10:30pm- 12 am.
Sat - afternoon Run, and Sunday, Afternoon Run or early morning run. Most likely Afternoon..
"Me time" will consist of
reading, meditating, or bubble bath, or Sauna reading, as well as "Sunday Agape Center". I have to squeeze my bf in here somewhere, most likely Friday nights and Sat late afternoons, and Sunday Late afternoons.
I really have almost no time to breath, but that is what
I am lucky to "Get to do"! 
With God's help I can do it all and coordinate my late night gym days with sleep the next morning and running on mornings the days I don't swim late night @ gym and sauna!!!

! Whew, I'm tired already! hahah