Rambling.....
So today, I noticed that finally my face is looking a little tiny bit smaller! THANK GOODNESS cause I was feeling bloated....

!!! Overall I've been doing smaller meals, more frequently and keeping the carbs low...so that's been good!
I have been drinking Sparks though....which have still been in my carb limit, but ugggh...I just need to stop all together. Useless carbs really.....
Exercise has been varied with stairs, stationary bike, treadmill running, aerobics,& hoola hooping (not much of that), but I really want to start that A LOT~!!!! I used to notice how my waist would disappear when I would do it daily.....I'm telling you man,.... it's those
small daily tasks that will take us to GREAT SUCCESS!!!

....
so simple TO Do, and so simple NOT TO DO!!!.....but this challenge has really got me wanting to do them! I don't know what it is about a challenge that gets me going, versus just me, myself, and I challenging myself.... (although I love you all, the MAIN reason I came here was for weight loss support, which is also a part of fitness maintenance as well, but I sometimes wonder, am I going to have to be on the forum for life

for me to STAY motivated!?!?!?).......eehhhh....WOULDN'T BE A BAD THING CAUSE I LOVE EVERYONE HERE!!!

!!! ...so if that's what it takes....I'm in!!!
...I have been drinking hot tea by the gallons....I notice my face is looking better by the day, and I definitely feel better about myself, not to mention stay full for LONG periods of time, where I have to remind myself to EAT

......Good thing is I'm pretty good about that, .....I try and eat often so I don't store more JUNK IN THIS TRUNK....

... and the night time eating has been put to a HALT...!!! The beer

is out of the PICTURE and has been for a couple weeks I think....NOW...just what's left is the SPARKS!!!
As far as exercise goes, I really have been debating whether to go back to Bikram Yoga 110 degrees

for 90 mins...cause man....you REALLY REALLY melt in there, not to mention, FOCUS
..I have
never EVER done anything that required so much mental strength like that to withstand the heat and pressure of it, and I must say I would always be PROUD

of myself when leaving that place....
....SHIT ...who wouldn't....LOL...you should see those bodies....AMAZING!!! The thing holding me back is that, ONE....it's $160 bucks for UNLIMITED one month.....PSH! .....& TWO......the last time I did that, the yoga was so strenuous on my mind and body, that I completely stopped doing all my other exercises, and I would be left with the feeling that I did not exercise, though I sweat a lot, (but really I just felt like I was standing around, and though I know it IS exercise, my body felt like....ummm is this it?)
....BUT on the other hand....considering my work outs now **roll eyes** I guess I could really drop all the petty shit, and JUST WOMAN UP and take the YOGA 30 day challenge! DAYYYM, I can't even imagine what would happen to me in there @ 110 degrees for 30 days, and eating healthy...........
.....dreaming here still...cause damn...I don't know if I could do it, some classes go great, and then other classes feel like you are going to DIE...LITERALLY!!! .....