OMG I'm back!!!
I've been going through some life growing pains...had a one night stand...almost got divorced...going through counselling......Yah know plus all the normal everyday stuff. That's why I've been away.
I haven't really been taking care of myself...filling my days with denial about my weight.... I'm still stuck at 309 (fluncuates(sp??) between 309 and 313), where I've been since Jan...the only positive thing is that I haven't gained anything back.
School is coming to an end for this year...only 1 more week of classes and then finals and then 2 weeks of student teaching in a 4th grade classroom and I'm home free.
I"ve been able to maintain my fast food bans....yesterday marked 7 months since I've had Tim's and every other place is pretty much near to there. Unfortunately, I've still managed to take in enough cals through other things to maintain.
This month, I'm working on drinking enough water per day. I'm starting back slowly. Next month entails measuring and recording food again, plus walking atleast 1 mile a day. I'm going to build up to go back to the gym.
I've also been seeing a counsellor for why I sabotoge myself when I start seeing positive results and I am confident that I can only fail if I never try, so I will go at this with no fear.
Well, I'm off to drink some more water and to finish an essay....get used to seeing me around more often again!
