I haven't even managed to get back on the wagon yet, to fall off again

. Am putting everything else first, housework etc, and myself last. Plus I havent been sleeping well (again) lately. I have been back to doing all the cooking, but this week am concentrating on trying to make a variety of low fat things for hubby. So, I'm cooking ww stuff for him, cohens stuff for myself and whatever I can get my little girl to eat. Tonight, I made a reciped off the cohens site - Balsamic beef chow mein. I made my portion size for my daughter. She ate half and said she liked it, but later confessed she liked the meat, but not the vegies. I tried to cut them up tiny so she wouldnt notice. My hubby does a lot of cooking usually. He enjoys it and it helps him relax after work. Lately he has had a lot on with work and stuff, so I'm back in the kitchen full-time, and rather than try to get caught up on washing, ironing, cleaning etc I'm trying to keep on top of it. This week I've managed to keep the house in ship shape condition, and kept up with everything, but I havent had time to focus on what I need to do about myself. I cant do everything, but theres a part of me that thinks I should be able to.
Mumbine when someone posts me encouragement, it reminds me I can do this. I'm not getting anywhere at the moment. But really want you to know how much I appreciate your support. I will read that post again.
Lizzi that course sounds excellent. I need to take some more time to think about your post, for it to sink in.
I have like a switch in my head that clicks on all of a sudden, and all my motivation comes back, and I just do it. I'm waiting for that to happen. I've learnt in the past that I cant make it happen. I've been so busy lately, that when I get time to come on here, my head is buzzing and I cant concentrate on what I'm reading.
Definitely am going to get some Chromium tablets.
I will get it together eventually. Hopefully sooner rather than later. But thanks everyone for thinking of me. You guys will all be finished and I'll still be here in a hundred years time
