Changing the way i feel

A:hurray: your bumm looks awesome :) :) ...and you can really tell how the dress hangs better now...I think you should have keep that smokin dress!!! you look great in it.

I don't know what a cheese pie is.....but any thing with the words hot and cheese in it...is probably yummy and bad for you....so good job turning it down :) :)
 
Athnks a lot tete!!!i am looking for another one one ebay,she does fit in it and i borrowed it to her , but i know she has worn it at least 5 times so i gave it to her.I hopw i find another one!

\its been a real difficult day today,mario has been so horrible and hitting me and just crying for silly things,i am so mad at him....

Anyway food

Br 2 coffe?s
Lunch 2 meat burgers made without oil,salad and 65 gr cheese
Snack Coffee and 2 mini toast w/light cheese
Dinner Low fat yoghurt

I felt like eating a sandwich full of fattening cheese and mayo,i am so pissed off with things ...l am really trying to hold myself back.
hopefully my eating has ended for the day....
tete here is a cheese pie!!!!its buttery pastry filled with feta cheese!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AHeya sweetie

Sorry to hear you are having a crappy day. Mario is probably playing up cos he still doesn't feel 100% My Jack is a total shit when he doesn't feel well, he will be ok soon. Deep breath lovely.
OMG your food looks so yummy. You are eating really well, stick with it hun. Don't let others affect your healthy eating, i know it's hard but you know you can do it!!!
 
Ai hope that he feels better tommorow ,i havent taken him to school this week.I was thinking to let him og next monday just to be sure.
We.. its 12"40 am here and i was really hungry.I think it was me thinking of foood more than actual hunger.SO i was so close making a grilled chesse sandwich on a doghnut kind of bread i have,or eating my sons little chocolate croissand in the cupboar but as i walked to the kitchen i took a tomatoe and cucunber out the fridge,weighed 30 gr.of white cheese and made a salad,no oil,just oreganon and salt....
I was soooooooooo close..........its good i managed.
We had a stesfull conversation the three of us about buisness not going well plus all my nerves today from the messy house and the barking dog ALL day,my son was crazy,there is no privacy with my dad here....im feeling nervous,upset,anxious.....Hope i manage tomorow well and dont give in,...im dreaming of the bloody scales dropping to 79.http://weight-loss.fitness.com/image/id/305439/width/350/height/263
 
AOMG jasper....I just licked the screen of the picture of that cheese pie...hahaha....it looks so freaking yummy!! You are a rock star turning that down!!!

Hope your nerves calm down soon...and I am cheering for 79!! :) :) :)
 
ALooks like your cheers have done good!!!

79,8


I probably will be 80,5 tommorow,thats what happens until im down for real but its ok!!!!At least ive seen the marking i havent seen for....for ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am even going to change my singniture!!!!

I have no idea what to eat today...i have 900 cals left.Eaten 400 up till now....Its nearlly 2 in the afternoon...oh...how am i going to manage today???????????????????
 
BR 2 coffees , 3 mini toast with 3 mini light cheese,1 cereal bar = 380

Lunch Salad with 2 pita breads no oil added and 2 chicken sticks =770

Dinner Salad and 1 slice pizza hut thin crust chicken supreme = 270


Total 1420//////


Well thanks girls so much!!!you know how much i appreciate that you support me though all this.

We went ot my sisters again and they ordered pizza and i made a salad like last night but then all the smells were just ot much.They did order the thin crust for me incase i decided to eat so i googled it and a slice is 180 cals i put down for 200.So it wasnt so terrible.Its just added up though to 1420 cals all day,i am trying to be 1300 tops.So ill do better tommorow.Wow this new 1300 thing is really difficult!

I did enjoy my food soooo much though,even the salad.I didnt even put olive oil on the salad.Just oreganon it was still yummy!

As i write its 1 am and YES i still want to eat...why is this?????????????????????????????????i reeeaaaally want to eat.I wont though!

I put my old jeans on today and had them on all day cause they fit now!!!Hurrayyyyyyyy!!!

As i bent to get the dog biscuits out the cuboard my husband smiled and said im becoming tinny!!!!!!!!!!!!HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!TINNY?????not near but it was sweet of him!!!!


So im dreading the scales going up again.AFter i came home and all my food today i weighed myself just to see how much ive gone up and i was 80,4.So i guess im ok considering it was night time and i have eaten.


Tommorow im thinking of making stuffed tomatoes and xucchinis with rice.I'll check the cals and then decide!

food food food...I Absolutly LOOOVVVVVVEEEEEE the stuffed crust philadelphia pizza , Hut makes............OMG>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>im thinking of food all day...............
 
AI read this at work and my crappy phone would let me post!! I AM SO SO HAPPY for you!! Congrats....I bet seeing 79...must have put a smile on your face all day!! Congrats!!

Love that your hubby said that to you!! It feels so good when they notice!!
 
AOHMYGOD GIRLY, I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!! IN THE 70'S!!!!!!! :) You skinny little minx :D

See, you thought your weight loss was slow and you were saying that you weren't getting food guilt any more, but it doesn't matter. You've still done it. It was years and years ago you were last at this weight, so I hope your going to have fun flaunting that hot bod of yours :)

Why did you give away your dress? It was really nice, and you looked great in it.

Has your bad food guilt come back yet? x

Sorry for completely disappearing, I feel really bad.
 
Thanks you lovely people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I am feeling kind of small today!a neoghbour commented on my loss and said my face isnt so pretty as before and i should stop!!!!Thats so nice to hear!!!!!!

I am munching right now on some casius ah i must hide them imediatly!!!

Food today was ok i guess.


BR 2 Coffees , half a koulouri

Late Lunch 2 stuffed zucchinis w/rice and herbs,no oil aded and 80!!!!gr cheese

A yes i had a slice of bread with that.....

Dinner casious and 3 mini light cheese spreads


I am sure im 1300 today and over.

I am really wanting to order that damn waffle im wanting from the start of my diet but im thinking i should pick a GOOD food day to do do that....

Will it make a difference do you think?






rainbow dont think about it!you have a lot of stress in life this time i know,so its fine,just make sure to pop by whenever you can,stay with me cause you are so inspiring to me please!I checked out your profile albmum before pic i am so amazed!!!!

I gave her the dress cause she had worn it many times , when i borowed it to her , and she loved it.So i thought why not?I cant find the same on ebay yet,im sure it will pop up soon though!


A did i mention this morning i was 79.4????~~~~~think a waffle will do the damage?????????????
 
what do you think of this?Someone is selling it for 90 euros only and it costs 240 if new.It is in good condition used 15 times i was told.

Think its good exercise?
 
AHeya sweetie.

79.4!!!!! Exciting :hurray: :hurray: Step away from the waffle lol

I can't believe your neighbour said that. what a cow. You just ignore them. You are doing this for you and nobody else. You get to what you want to hun.

That exercise thing looks like a cross trainer. You can burn shit loads of calories on them things.
 
thanks katie!The neighbour is 80 years old so i wont keep it against her!We fight all the time cause of my dog barking and make up later.I like and dont like her!!!!!

she once woke me at 7 am to tell me about my dog...i was slaming on our wall calling her names after that.....omg!!what a shame!!!!


SO i text the girl that is selling that workout thing we will see what she says!


I didnt have the waffle with chocolate siryp but i did take a bite of my husbands grilled cheese on doghnut bread~~~~its 12 am now here and in wanting to eat again...........................
 
A80 oh ok, maybe she is forgiven. She is probably jealous cos she is old and wrinkly now and you look smoking hot!!!!

Well done on not having the waffle :hurray: one bite of a cheese thing is ok so don't stress it. I always just go to bed if i feel hungry that late at night and shout at my tummy to shut up.
 
AFor a bargain like that I would probably give that thing a chance..can't hurt...I am sure you will use it for at least a little bit. Good luck on the EBAY hunt...I am sure you will find another dress and look fabulous!! in it...can't wait to see the pics :hurray:
 
Hey..

I ma so pissed of today and had a bad day eating crap.

I am so stressed with my father here.I cant start to explain.I have a bad face all day,i cant help it.He doesnt bother me exactly,he is quite and just sits on the couch but i dont want him here anymore.I know it sounds horrible.He came for buisness after away 3 years.Buisness isnt going well so he is 63 years old he has no saving,he has no home,he ust has his suitcase....And he is very anxious about what to do.This buisness was his last shot.And its not working out.Thing is my husband sold his motor bike,and has things now in his name,and peole are staring to call to get their money , but there is NO money.And this happened BECAUSE of my father.I know he didnt have bad intentions but that is the way he has worked ALL his life.I owe 12.000 euros to banks because of the PREVIOUS buisness he had , before i met my husband, and i owe it because of HIM.i owe 500 euros for the electic bill , of the house we used to live in together 4 years ago,cause he didnt pay it and he left Greece.So maybe for him it is NOTHING to owe, but for me it is.,i have my family now.and i am BLACK listed because of him,because of his promises.and now i see it happenening again to my husband.EVERYONE WARNED US this time DO NOT GET INVOLVED, but money was soooo shit for us,my husband got fired from his GREAT job he had,so we said we will give it a shot....But its not working out and i am soooo pissed of.

I heard him speaking on the phone this morning to a friend of his(a low kind of worm person...that also is hidding from authorities cause of loads of money he ows>.....) and my father said two things that made me so mad....Like selling his kidney.................and going to jail for months so he doesnt worry about livivng situations,plus he said they take you to doctors free and htey feed you...Jesus christ....i mean jesus....cant i just have a normal family?????my brother is a drug addict in and out of jail ALL his life,from a teenager....it was hell what we have gone through because of him and now my father is saying these idiotic stuff...i told him "yes go to jail , you'll probably find your son there" and he laughed said" i would have some company at least."


I am sick of OWING MONEY and him borrowing money he never returns from people...I want him to be normal or just get out of my life,as my brother.


Ok sorry for all that,im really mad.


Food was crap

BR 2 Coffees 3 mini toasts with 3 light cheeses

Lunch A sandwich with cheese , ham , tomatoe (bought from bakers) and half a baquette bread with cheese ham and tomatoe.......

Dinner 2 fried eggs , tomatoe ,mini toast , 2 slices of peperoni pizza...





ill upload the pizza too.it is taking so long to upload right now.
 
AOh my god. That is awful. I hope he hasn't conveniently turned up at yours with all his worldly possessions hoping that you might ask him to stay. Because it seems that way to me, if he is seriously thinking that going to prison is the best answer to all his problems. I think you have to be at a VERY low point in your life if prison looks good. I can't believe he has been so irresponsible, time and time again and left you to pick up the pieces. Its so wrong. What does your Husband think of all this?

I like your description of your love hate relationship with your neighbour, banging on walls one minute and making up the next :)

And get the cross trainer, that's such a bargain. x
 
thanks rainbow i do think too he is so iresponsible.He said by himself that he cant stay here,my husband said not to be silly and he can stay as long as he wants,but my father said no ,that we have our own family now and he must figure something out.I hope he means it,and if not what must i say?Leave???or must i put up with me feeling like this?i cant live like this been miserable all day long .i just cant do it.I feel like going living with my sister till its all over...but i cant do that.I just have to be miserable longer.

He has just gone upstairs to sleep.Thank god./now im going to sleep aswell.Goodnight my friends!
 
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