I am ready to do this and stick to it. Tired of all the excuses from myself. I.E. "I'm depressed, now I need chocolate." "I'm cramping so I'm not exercising today."
No more talking down to myself. If I mess up, guess what I'm human, it happens. If I'm cramping (which will most likely happen because working out causes me to stay on my period) well, too bad. Stick to it and push on. Hell, my weight is probably the reason why I can't get off of it to begin with.
It's time to take care of myself before something bad happens. Diabetes, heart attack and stroke as well as obesity runs through my family and I don't want to be a part of it. I want to feel sexy and look great! I know I can do it.
Before I made every excuse possible. Blamed it on being depressed and how no one supported me. Granted, things were bad. Everything is much better now and hopefully it stays this way, mainly so I don't go completely insane.
So, lets keep positive. Stay focused and try my very best to get this done.
Fears: Excess skin & no breasts. May seem dumb to some but I am afraid I will look even worse if I lose weight because I'll be so "floppy". I know losing weight is the best thing to do though and I'm trying not to think too hard on the above mentioned fear of mine.
Reasons to lose weight: To be healthy. Feel beautiful. Live a long & healthy life. Stop running out of breath so fast.
This is it. Time to be real and do it! I know I can!
SW & CW: 307
GW #1: 270
GW #2: 230
GW #3: 190
GW #4: 160
GW #5: 130
Top Goal: 120-115
I have a long ways to go, but its not impossible.
No more talking down to myself. If I mess up, guess what I'm human, it happens. If I'm cramping (which will most likely happen because working out causes me to stay on my period) well, too bad. Stick to it and push on. Hell, my weight is probably the reason why I can't get off of it to begin with.
It's time to take care of myself before something bad happens. Diabetes, heart attack and stroke as well as obesity runs through my family and I don't want to be a part of it. I want to feel sexy and look great! I know I can do it.
Before I made every excuse possible. Blamed it on being depressed and how no one supported me. Granted, things were bad. Everything is much better now and hopefully it stays this way, mainly so I don't go completely insane.
So, lets keep positive. Stay focused and try my very best to get this done.
Fears: Excess skin & no breasts. May seem dumb to some but I am afraid I will look even worse if I lose weight because I'll be so "floppy". I know losing weight is the best thing to do though and I'm trying not to think too hard on the above mentioned fear of mine.
Reasons to lose weight: To be healthy. Feel beautiful. Live a long & healthy life. Stop running out of breath so fast.
This is it. Time to be real and do it! I know I can!
SW & CW: 307
GW #1: 270
GW #2: 230
GW #3: 190
GW #4: 160
GW #5: 130
Top Goal: 120-115
I have a long ways to go, but its not impossible.
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